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Time has seemed to stopped...the world seems to be in a static motion...the winds have prolly forgotten to breeze thru the empty space and the noises of the surroundings have sheltered in silence!!!
Is it me...??? Can I feel my body?? Is the flesh underneath my skin still intact??? Are the cells of my brains still functional??? Is my blood still flowing inside me???? Why do I feel as magnetic currents of the universe have all absorbed into me all of a sudden???
I still cant decipher the words that came from the vocal cords of Anant...I still cannot seem to read the notes of wat his lips rhymed and I still cannot consume the zillion emotions that were being spoken from Anant's eyes...
"I Love You Navya"...I have heard this words b4...I have lost the count of it as well...infact...it had become such a norm to hear from Ritz these days as she keeps singing her lallabies of mills n boons with Ranbir...that I cud have cared less for these words...but today when Anant spoke those words to me...they felt so different...so alienated...as if I have just entered into another zone of life...maybe another planet...I felt a sudden trembling of the nerves inside me...and my head began rotating at rocket speed...my heart just seemed to drop down to my toes and my ears suddenly became a replica of dolby digital sound system with echo effects par exellence...
I just didnt know how and wat to react on??? the number of emotions that I was going thru at that point was close to infinity and I simply stood still there with an open mouth and shocked eyes looking back at a smiling...peaceful and a strangely strong Anant who suddenly seemed so confident and focused...I had tears in my eyes...but they were not of joy...they were not of sorrow...they were not of fright...nor of pain and neither were they tears of peace...I dont know for wat exact emotion those tears were for...but I know...they were definitely being originated from the abundance of emotions n sentiments that were zooming past me in that moment...
I am still numb with all those emotions and those words are still beeping like horns in my ears but I dont know wat to feel??? Its like...my heart suddenly found the lyrics to the music that it was humming...but yet is not ready to sing the song...
Oh God...wat do I do...how do I react...?????...Please help me!!!!!!!!!!
Navya signing off...
23/06/11
Rab Raakha...
Shilpa š¤
Is it me...??? Can I feel my body?? Is the flesh underneath my skin still intact??? Are the cells of my brains still functional??? Is my blood still flowing inside me???? Why do I feel as magnetic currents of the universe have all absorbed into me all of a sudden???
I still cant decipher the words that came from the vocal cords of Anant...I still cannot seem to read the notes of wat his lips rhymed and I still cannot consume the zillion emotions that were being spoken from Anant's eyes...
"I Love You Navya"...I have heard this words b4...I have lost the count of it as well...infact...it had become such a norm to hear from Ritz these days as she keeps singing her lallabies of mills n boons with Ranbir...that I cud have cared less for these words...but today when Anant spoke those words to me...they felt so different...so alienated...as if I have just entered into another zone of life...maybe another planet...I felt a sudden trembling of the nerves inside me...and my head began rotating at rocket speed...my heart just seemed to drop down to my toes and my ears suddenly became a replica of dolby digital sound system with echo effects par exellence...
I just didnt know how and wat to react on??? the number of emotions that I was going thru at that point was close to infinity and I simply stood still there with an open mouth and shocked eyes looking back at a smiling...peaceful and a strangely strong Anant who suddenly seemed so confident and focused...I had tears in my eyes...but they were not of joy...they were not of sorrow...they were not of fright...nor of pain and neither were they tears of peace...I dont know for wat exact emotion those tears were for...but I know...they were definitely being originated from the abundance of emotions n sentiments that were zooming past me in that moment...
I am still numb with all those emotions and those words are still beeping like horns in my ears but I dont know wat to feel??? Its like...my heart suddenly found the lyrics to the music that it was humming...but yet is not ready to sing the song...
Oh God...wat do I do...how do I react...?????...Please help me!!!!!!!!!!
Navya signing off...
23/06/11
Rab Raakha...
Shilpa š¤
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