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The fear of losing the one thing in his life that makes sense, when everything else is falling apart...
The questions is in the first scene when we see Kesar unable to take it what has just happened with Gulaal words echoing in him, is he angry at her or also angry on himself and i would say both - angry on her, more emotional towards as well and also angry on himself as well, this situation and how far they have let it and so on
Nice to see Kesar have an idividual pic of Gulaal in his room, seems like Gulaal words about going so far away from him is hurting him, more like suffocating him that he seems unable to stop pacing around and finally throws the photo frame down
He is battling his emotions and his anger together and not only even during the actual wedding - not only him but even Gulaal were battling against what Kesar said to her about Talli and what Gulaal said to Kesar about going away from him forever - both so disturbed more so Kesar was all the way through seeing as he hadnt even slept at all, how could he, i liked the convo with mother and son, and Paanbha saying in a way he doesnt need to do this even his whole heart isnt in it, and the name Gulaal just makes him more determined and not to think about her and so on and gets ready,
I had a feeling that the priest would call out what each phera means and Kesar would look at Gulaal and think each of the meaning he feels for Gulaal and sees him fulfilling all that was for her and with her, i esp like the first phera, the voiceover - i still remember that dialogue Gulaal said to Kesar back then, and the 2nd phera of him looking after her when she was and the 3rd phera (we see how eyes seeking her) the vrat one... each and every point of his life begins and ends with Gulaal, how can he ever let anyone come into his life and fulfil those vows when its Gulaal, the center of his world
Even with the varr mala, we saw a shot of Gulaal more (then Talli), and Kesar looking at her - and then both looking at each other when she brought Talli
And despite Gulaal so wanting this marriage and so on, i dont think she is fully contented on Kesar going, some of her expression said that, despite her trying to smile and so on and beg Kesar
Did anybody feel that D was going to do the kanyadaan when the fool Raman rejected it, i was like no D dont go forward (only coz i keep thinking how ppl say Talli/D should marry, which i dont see yet or at all, and she calls him Dushyantbha) but it was nice to see Sudha going forward and saying i will do it, she has been a father and mother to Talli, another nice scene was to see was between Kesar-Sudha, you also got a feeling that Sudha's life would have been over if Gulaal hadnt brought Talli into her life, Gulaal somewhat gave a meaning to Sudha to live her life and also in the house coz Sudha was going to leave.
Also i dont see Motabha at all totally happy with this wedding, nor Paanbha if she really thinks about it 😉
I am guessing Kesar kept Vasant's bha promise in the sense, not end up breaking any relations and not giving Gulaal a name and relation - and keeping his family binded i guess and not only that freeing Talli from this and so he doesnt have to give her grief seeing as Gulaal said Vasanbha ki kasam you wont hurt Talli, so yeah he kept his kasam 😉
It was about time Kesar spoke up, it had to be him standing up and questioning how can he do this, and he knows how can he ever be loyal to another person when its always been Gulaal and all he does is for Gulaal and so on, all his feelings and emotions are for her and directed at her
I am glad we that even in the precap we have a confrontation scene between Kesar-Gulaal with everyone hearing it, coz its about time everyone hear what is in Kesar mind and so on and what relation Kes-Gulaal actually share, even if no-one believes it in, Kesar himself is saying he believes in it, he has grown up with the feeling that Gulaal is his wife and looked at her as his wife (now thats loyality, i just like to say😉😆) and also Kesar has always wanted Gulaal, there hasnt been a day when he hasnt at all, and she was always his, always felt she was his - i still remember his words to her back then 'Tum Meri Ho' . Since Kesar is speaking up i hope he clears everyones doubts thinking oh no look what the deeyarvatu has done to him and then start blaming Gulaal... (i so dont want to see that happen) and another thing i hope somewhat Talli is starting to understand in what Kesar is saying and how he sees things as well, i know it must be hurtful but she does need to think and see what is happening seeing as its now happening in front of her and Kesar saying what he is in front of her and not her but all of them...
Ab aage kya hoga... i still somewhat dont see any marriage happening, coz after what Kesar said about 3 lives ruining and what he questions now and in the precap, how can a marriage of K-T go ahead let alone anything else as well
As we all saw the 16th June episode promo, we can now kinda sense what Gulaal meant in the promo when she says again Deeyarvatu has come up on her and a challenge that she is facing again, now after seeing what i saw today and in the precap (and what might be tomorrow's episode) i am thinking the challenge Gulaal faces is whether she wants to accept and believe in this deeyarvatu now, i mean properly this time - its up to her, i dont see Kesar pressuring her but his love confession will be a good start 😉😳
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