umm...hello. I'm new in this forum and like everyone else over here i love pkyek , but i'm extremely nostalgic about siddharth raichand when i saw yesterday's maha episode..for the reason i wanna pay a tribute to him through my words.He was one charming antagonist , and a fine and thick thread that assisted in joining the three prime dimensions of an intricate love triangle.Even though he was overwhelmingly evil , I couldn't help but admire his perfect timings of sheer sarcastic and capricious humor. Though I would frown upon his satanic schemes , I couldn't help but laugh on his nastily humorous jokes.When i look at him and not just see him , I feel worse for him than Abhay.Think about it. I mean , he has always been the unwanted one in every situation. The brother who he had an irrevocable bond with , chose a woman over him . The woman he fell deeply in love with , chose his brother over him. His vampire parents chose Abhay over him.Situations rejected that manufactured monster in every point of his existence . Nobody was there to love him , to understand him completely under the surface , to care for him.Everybody dismissed him from their life and from their death. The lack of love and overt refusal at every point of his fate had made him become the only thing which fate gave him without him taking an initiative for the first time in his existence: a vampire.Everyone threw him away , but one thing reached out its hand promising to stay with and within him eternally : a life of a heartless monster surrounded by endless darkness. At least something finally wanted him , even if it was hell. For the reason he accepted it with open arms , inhibiting it as a morbid gift of a blackened existence.He enjoyed , nourished and took the complete advantage of this single and solitary gift given by fate :his fangs.
Nobody can exactly call him heartless.No.If he would be , then Abhay and Maithli's rejection of him wouldn't still chill him to the bone as cold nostalgia after 2 centuries. He was so broken down of being thrown away , that he attempted to achieve what he knew he never could regardless of life or death , and that was Maithli's love. He did make Maithli a vampire and kept her in the shadows for an era , trying to satisfy himself with an opinion that Maithli is finally his , but even his sub-conscious mind always knew : regardless of Maithli's innocent love in life or her unjustifiable, cold possession and obsession in death - they were always and always for Abhay, and nobody in his situation would have the strength to swallow this blunt yet sharp-cut fact to their conscious selves. It would be too much to handle for anyone , for the reason when Abhay shouts the very injurious fact out -the one weak fact which Sid's heart cannot take , he pounces himself upon him . And then began a supernatural battle between two brothers , driven by the turmoil of emotions.I was astonished when Abhay without a single restraint of emotion, for the first time stayed true to what he literally is and is supposed to be ; heartless, and plunges the wooden stake deep into Sid's dead heart.Thus , ends the journey of a memorable , so-called "villain".Funnily enough , a wave of solace reflected Abhay's face when he saw his brother utter his last word - Maithli, and we can possibly predict why. As he became extinct , he would at least now be peaceful forever, which he never found even once in the emblem of his existence.Finally,he went to a place permanently where even fate can't give him any essence of disjointedness anymore.
He was even more complicated and dimensional as a character than Abhay , and was the underground hero of the show.The fallen angel had finally been shown his conclusion. He wasn't evil. Situations and the most sickening play of fate made him evil and crooked. He made a barrier of inner diabolical plans to overshadow that young lad in his twenties who loved his brother and a women passionately, which was buried somewhere deep inside his heart all along. He was what you truly call a fallen angel.No wonder people fight over issues of justice , cause when you look at Sid , you get your answer :There is no justice in life for the reason we fight for it.