The eruption of Krishna -June 1st A song 4 Krishna

Hi Sweets,


had written in the wu, thought it is better to open a thread for it...will add up later [if I remember ]

Pain,indefinable pain...has two outlets...one is tears which is what P is doing and another is Anger,violent anger,uncontrolled rage...which is felt by Krishna...Do not think He hates Pratigya by his angry words ...he is trying to apply balm, trying to mend his heart by callously saying that he does not care two penny for Pratigya , he is trying to convince himself that he can and will survive without Pratigya but he also knows that it cannot be so ..hence the rage , that rage at his perceived weakness while he thinks that Pratigya is able to dump him so easily and move on ...


In all this we sympathize with Pratigya and support her whole heartedly , One ...bec ..she is a woman...two..bec we know she is innocent... 3..bec she has made her pain obvious...but cast a thought towards this man... who loves his wife tremendously yet hates the sight of her but still wants her in his life ... He has guilt corroding at his beliefs, pain, too much of pain which he can not expend by crying or sharing it with GD or Kesar like the way P did ...nor does he have the freedom of confiding in his friends, for he always hides the sorrows within himself ..., nor can he talk it ut with his parents , for parents do not understand him or support him like saxena's ... with whom will he share his grief...how he must be breaking inside ..has anyone any idea..how devastating it must be , unable to swallow nor share the despair and yet having to present a stoic front to all


[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcfFAkdKn4c[/YOUTUBE]



Teriyaan, meriyaan pul gaya
Pul gaya haar te jeet
Hey maaye ki karna main jeet nu
Howey na je meet, howey na je meet
Bindiya lagati thi to kaampti thi palkain meri
chunniyan sajaa ke woh deti waadein kal ke maaeri
Mere haathon main tha uska haath
Thi chaashni si har uski baat
Maaeri aap hi hansdi, maaeri aap hi rondi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Gallan o kardi, maaeri aakhan naal larhdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
He maaeri

Baarishon main lipatke maa aati thi vo chalke maaeri
Deriyaan ho jaye to roti halke halke maaeri
Phir se main roun, phir se vo gaye
Thandi hawaaen ban ke chhaye
Maaeri heeri o gaandi, maaeri gidde o paundi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Jannataa o longdi, maaeri mannatta o mangdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri

Ab ka karoon, kaa se kahoon e maaeri
Ab ka karoon, kaa se kahoon e maaeri
Ho...
Duniya paraaee chhod ke aajaa
Jhoote saare naate tod ke aajaa
Saun rab di tujhe ik baari aajaa
Ab ke milein to honge na judaa
Na judaa... Na judaa... ho...

Hoonte to aaye, koi te le aaye
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Gallaan o kardi, maaeri akhiyan nal larhdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Pull gayi mera pyaar maae, bas lage maheene char
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Yaad vo aaeri, maaeri yaad vo aaeri
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri

Ab ka karoon, ka se kahoon e maaeri
Ab ka karoon, ka se kahoon e maaeri




've forgotten yours and mine,
forgotten of losses and wins,
Ma, what good is a victory
if there are no friends...
if there is no friend...

When she put on Bindi, those eyelashes fluttered, O Mother,
As she readjusted her Chunni, she forged promises for the next day, O Mother
Her hand was in my hands,
Her words were like honey drops,
O Ma, she used laugh on her own, cry on her own,
O Ma, I remember her, remember her.
She chatters Ma, her eyes fight battles Ma,
O Ma, I remember her, remember her.
O Maaeri!

Wrapped in monsoons, she used to come on foot, O Mother,
If she got delayed, she would softly sob, O Mother,
May I cry again, may she sing again,
Like cool breeze spring again,
O Ma she sings ballads, she dances Gidday,
O Ma I remember her, remember her.
She crosses heavens, she asks for blessings,
O Ma I remember her, remember her.

What must I do now? Who must I talk to?
What must I do now? Who must I talk to?
Hey Maaeri...

O
Leave the world, come back,
Break the false vows, come back,
Swear to God, come back once,
If we meet this once, we will never part,
Never part... never part...

O she should come now, can someone bring her now
O Ma I remember her, remember her
She chatters Ma, her eyes fight battles Ma
O Ma I remember her, remember her

She forgot my love, Ma, it took her four months Ma
O Ma I remember her, remember her,
O Ma her memories come, she comes in my memories
I remember her, remember her.

What must I do now? Who must I talk to?
What must I do now? Who must I talk to?
Ay Maaeri!



* Credit to the original translator...

Nice try Sathya...

lovely lovely post,we badly need that👍🏼...ya me too thinks how could he share his feelings even thotugh his parents never supported him😭

Originally posted by: tanthya

Hi Sweets,


had written in the wu, thought it is better to open a thread for it...will add up later [if I remember ]

Pain,indefinable pain...has two outlets...one is tears which is what P is doing and another is Anger,violent anger,uncontrolled rage...which is felt by Krishna...Do not think He hates Pratigya by his angry words ...he is trying to apply balm, trying to mend his heart by callously saying that he does not care two penny for Pratigya , he is trying to convince himself that he can and will survive without Pratigya but he also knows that it cannot be so ..hence the rage , that rage at his perceived weakness while he thinks that Pratigya is able to dump him so easily and move on ...


In all this we sympathize with Pratigya and support her whole heartedly , One ...bec ..she is a woman...two..bec we know she is innocent... 3..bec she has made her pain obvious...but cast a thought towards this man... who loves his wife tremendously yet hates the sight of her but still wants her in his life ... He has guilt corroding at his beliefs, pain, too much of pain which he can not expend by crying or sharing it with GD or Kesar like the way P did ...nor does he have the freedom of confiding in his friends, for he always hides the sorrows within himself ..., nor can he talk it ut with his parents , for parents do not understand him or support him like saxena's ... with whom will he share his grief...how he must be breaking inside ..has anyone any idea..how devastating it must be , unable to swallow nor share the despair and yet having to present a stoic front to all

when GD told krishna that pratigya had left his expression said it all, he was thinking what she left, the rage n anger is denial that he maybe wrong in what he had said to pratigya .

Originally posted by: kEEnkEEn

Nice try Sathya...

but still am not sold!!!!!

K can be bold enough when he wants to be

and has gone offto introspect when needed too

For something as important as this - he was and did neither

So damn him in the meantime until truth outs itself...

More later...

No, Tin Tin..we will never get sold as long s our perspective remains from the feminine point...it is when u turn urself away from the feminine point, discard ur innate anger , a need for balance and look at it from a males point of view will u see the clearly etched pain...bec u see ..one tends to go by the words ..but instead of hearing the words, if u listen to the emotion ..then perhaps ..u will realize that the grief of K is rather too intense than P's ...

Yes..I do not deny that he can be bold and he can be introspective but he always required a prod ..so far now nothing has come to the forefront which is showing a alternative picture..

Very true words indeed, but nevertheless I cannot fathom the fact that he was crying for this woman couple of weeks ago. For me his credibility is gone even if he goes on his knees and ask for forgiveness. I really do not know how he will redeem himself after this? I do not even know how the reunion will take place. It looks very hard for me.

wow wonderful post sis and needed one.I m totally agree with.krishna can't share his feelings with anyone.when GD tell him that pratigya ghar chor kar chali gayi hain krishna was feeling something in his heart.but he avoid it and hide his feelings for pratigya an.just show his anger . he is heartbroken too.

Well Said Thanths..

And looking past the entire situation I can pity his condition.. but then looking at the situation he is the one responsible for his grief.. pain.. suffering.. his incapability to look past others actions and see their intentions.. he may be naive but there have been instances where he understood an individual better then anyone else...

I can understand his pain... it was obvious when he portrayed that bit of shock leading to uncontrollable anger and frustration at the thought of P leaving him.. since he never thought she would simply get up and go.. when he knew it was impossible for him to live without her even when he stated nothing would happen to him his eyes said something else.. my problem is simply the he may not be able to share his feelings with anyone but then he himself sent the one individual away that would make an effort to understand him.. not once did he let her explain or hear her side of the story...

well said tanths..am worried for krish now...prats will go into the silent .stoned mode but krish is bursting wid pain whch he can neither handle nor express.. he will go haywire again..!! ...must say he stole the show today ...the way he was battling wid his contradictory feelings..he luked dazed wen dadi told him wat did u tell her that she left.. !! Hes not goin to take the repercussions well !! thx to his mom..he is in an emotional mess!!

Originally posted by: anusarkar

Very true words indeed, but nevertheless I cannot fathom the fact that he was crying for this woman couple of weeks ago. For me his credibility is gone even if he goes on his knees and ask for forgiveness. I really do not know how he will redeem himself after this? I do not even know how the reunion will take place. It looks very hard for me.

Anu,

That is Human's..that is marriage ...one simply cannot adore a spouse the whole day or year , sometimes one just want to give to to him/her ...doesn't mean That Love and affection has evaporated..it just means that anger has superseded the true emotions and when anger cools, Love asserts ...


I am sure the cv's will find a way ..as for me anything with sincerity, conviction that one that comes from heart is acceptable ..and can be redeemed ... I am quite fond of a saying and have used it in this very forums..it is always the darkest before dawn ... the darkness will make u think that light will never shine..but shine it will .. when the time is right !!😊