"so yea..you want me to come home with you...do u know how much i had to go through b/c of you...first of all you didn't have the balls to come to my house and tell me you love me....i had to arrange for everything (first i came to your house and then wrote the letter and then lastly i was going to drink the poison)...u just don't let your love marry someone else w/o letting him/her kno about ur feelings... Do you know i could have died that day
then when we were finally there, bhauji (your so-called mother) was the biggest b**h to me; she was telling me that i'm bad omen in your life in front of everyone and you didn't do anything about it...you know how depressing that was...
thank goodness you decided to get married early...o/w i would have seriously got depressed
now the wedding night...i was so flippin excited ...but no Thakur family can't see that...there comes your partigya..promise....what does being chaste has to do with killing lal singh......that was the moment i thought i should have just rather married papu...cuz atleast i woudn't have to wait that long๐..(i know totally inappropriate..๐ฒ)
you left me on the wedding night...that's the biggest rejection of my life....do you have any idea what that means to a girl...like come on...you could have at least cuddled with me in bed or maybe talked....not just leave to kill someone ..... oh no..if i remember right u left me to take shower with your clothes on in the backyard
n then you behave bad with me when i'm trying to make you a better person...but that's okay..i can't complain about that b/c i knew you were no saint before getting married to u....so yea i should have known better than to change you
and then when we got back to the haveli after staying in forest for a while....all u could ever think of was getting laid....u know how perverty that is....like u wanna get it when u want it, but when i wanted it you chose to listen to bhauji..........๐ก
then u flipped out on me for going to RV's house....damn i did that for your dear sister.....and you wouldn't even give me the chance to justify myself...n btw it was your lovely bhauji who got me killed ...i'm not a wuss to go commit suicide when i didn't do no wrong......then u wouldn't even go look for me
then after i'm dead..you didn't even have the courtesy to respect the promise of not killing...u killed RV...now if i come back to your life, i'll have to fix that mess with Tanmay, Shikha and you...u know how much work that is....
After all this you are telling me to come back happily...and start living this depressing life again.........u kno what i would still do it, but i have got few conditions.....first of all go find that wedding ring that you threw somewhere on your trip to kill someone and then second and major condition is that once we get to the house..first thing you have to do is get me pregnant.. so that i can rub it in Bhauji's face and then of course kick her out...."
and please accept my apologies if you found the language to be offensive....though i did try to take all the swear words out.....oh and i still love Avadesh Singh Thakur to bits........don't take this as hate for him....and u guys are welcome to add more complaints and maybe Avadesh's reaction too
Sonia