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Part 101

Radhika was sitting lost in her thoughts, her fingers were playing with the chain pendent and her cheeks were turned pink. The unknown smile tucked on her lips corner. She was not hearing the spoken words around her. She was listening to her pounding heart beats, and she was living in that moment which passed few hours ago. She was feeling very light, after saying all it out, did I say all out? Or is it something left in me? did he hear all that I said? Did I hear him all? Is he has more to say? Didn't he say that he is loving me more now? Is he loving me more than I love him? Is there any limit to love someone? But he is not someone, as he said, he is me, and I am him, and then I can love myself the most and I can love him the most and there is no limit for that and I am not selfish. She smiled shyly with that thought.

"Oh MY God! Radhika, what is happening with you? why are you blushing so hard!!! That also listening to Lechu's trip stories, we don't see anything to feel that shy?"

The voice of Sushma buava didn't bring her back to reality.

Sudden shake on her thigh , jerked Radhika and the blood drained away from her cheeks fractionally, and with frightened wide eyes she looked at Sushma's face with an question : kya huva?

Sushma keeping her hand on her forehead: Radhika rani, ye tho, hum thumse pooch rehe hum. ke kya huva?

Radhika: nothing, I am fine

Suchi: Ha, Radhika, we know you are fine, But I think you are really tired, you need to go to bed.

Daadi: ha, both went out and came back very late. I think she made Dev to walk all over chandenpur and might have not allowed him to take rest either, that also in that rain.

Rohini: Ha Radhika, you go take rest. I will get you the milk.

Radhika: no mom, I can take it.

Saying that she went to kitchen and then pouring the milk into a glass she smiled shyly, imagining Sushma's face and other's comment.

Dev was about to climb the stairs, Rohini stopped him.

Rohini: Dev beta, take this fruits also, in case she feels hungry

Dev looked at her unbelievably: what?

Rohini: sometimes with the baby inside, she may feel hungry, then you don't need to come down.

Dev: ji taking the tray in his hand 'I wish at least she eat properly during day time.

Rohini: she is beta, she is trying, and I can see the changes.

Dev with a smile: ji mom

Rohini watched as Dev took his steps to upstairs. She took a deep sigh relief. The words from suchi was echoing inside badly, and Rohini believed somewhere the reason is herself, as she tried to make her daughter shut her mouth by giving angry words, I should have listened to my girl, but now I know, I cried holding sushi's hand in me, and how beautifully suchi supported me, gave me the strength, made me understand it, and now I know, looking up at the stairs her wet eyes said and I am there for you beta.

A drop of tear roll down and suddenly wiping it off with her saree pallu she went back to kitchen.

With his pounding heart Dev pushed on that door flap. He placed the fruit plate over the dressing table, he looked at Radhika and found her in bed, reading book and her face was covered beneath the open pages. With a smile he went to freshen up self and came back and he went to close the door, found Rahul calling him by waving his hand , Dev went to his room and came back little late.

He closed the door and put the latch on, he took his tee shirt off and throw that over the rack, he looked at Radhika who was still immersed in that book, not even realizing his presence, he went near the window and looked up at the dark sky and found the full moon smiling at him. He smiled shyly and gazed down as he was unable to meet the teasy smile of that big circle.

" Radhika can I turn the light off?" he asked loudly

Without asking again, he went and turned the light off and came near and crawled into that bed. He looked up at the ceiling and then to the side, no change in Radhika's posture.

He propped up his head and looked at her posture clearly. She was looking so dreamy, the gown was covering down below her knee, she forgot to cover her leg under that sheet. He saw the shining payal and remembered her words "it is your fingers that I feel when I see the payal" a small smile appeared thinking how he gifted that to her and she is still holding on to that moment....

Radhika jerked as she felt the sudden hold on her ankle and she almost sat and found Dev's face over her lower leg

Dev: kyum, dar gayi?

Radhika: aap!!!!!!

Dev with a smile, in a very normal way : um, ,....mei

Radhika: vo

Dev looking at her face: vo kya?

Radhika : kuch nahi

Dev: um, actually I was feeling jealous again about seeing this payal around your ankles, but then I was recollecting what you told me.

Radhika : ha it is shining because you put that on me.

Dev in a very passionate voice: Radhika

Radhika: um

Dev: can I have my hak now

Radhika: ji?!!!

Dev sitting back at her level: when we went out, the flowing water, the wind, and the rain drops, they made me jealous, and keeping that passionate look in his eyes, looking deep into her eyes he continued : that time I was holding back to take my hak away from them as the nature was looking at me.

Saying that his face came closer to her and then with the free hand he tried to hold onto the book that Radhika was reading , Radhika missed few beats feeling him so close, hearing his words, suddenly a lightening pass thru her body, and she tried to normalize herself.

Dev saw her embarrassment and loved it and smiled within , and then trying to take the book form Radhika : let me see what you were reading.

With little hesitation Radhika released her hold on that book. Dev with a smile lay on his back and looked into those letters hiding his mile within .

Radhika felt her mouth dry , that she just kept her mouth open in an arch position to get some air in to wet her inner cheeks.

Radhika: you may be tired, I can turn the light off

Dev in a normal tone : Ok you go and turn the light off.

Radhika tried to slide out from the bed. Dev held her hand

Radhika turned to look at him in question.?

Dev folding that book within his hand: Radhika, kaha kho gayi ho thum?

Radhika raised her brows in question?

Dev: the lights are off

Radhika looked around and found the dimness under the night lamp.

Radhika: vo mei

Dev with a smile: its Ok, may be you mean to turn off this night lamp to tease her more

As if she got something to hold on , Radhika: Ha ha, I mean, I can turn that off

Dev: um, but then for that why you need to get up?

Radhika: vo mei, I need to use the washroom she felt some relief to find that answer..

Dev with a smile: um, ok. Come back quick, till then I will try to read this book, ok.

Radhika bowing her head : ji

Dev was smiling loud from within seeing her frustration. And thought " ye vahi Radhika hei, who used to forget herself in my name. Now I know how much my action and my words did hurt her, but not anymore Radhika, now I know you". he smiled and looked back at the letters in that open page.

He heard her footsteps,.... closing the book , he kept that away, and looked at her lovingly with that seducing smile.

Dev coming closer: so how is my little princess doing?

Suddenly her hand went down to stroke on her baby

Dev's face moved down too , and unknowingly Radhika moved her hand away, as his arm wrapped her around her small bulge and his head came to rest on her lap.

Dev in a secretly tone : How are you beta?... um, ... you know today is the best day and the happiest day in papa's life, and you know why, because of your mamma, ...do you know how much she loves me,? very much, that you can't even imagine. So your papa is in a very very happy mood after a long time , then very very secretly, and want to love my Radhika so much that we want to cherish this moment forever. So I want my little princess to sleep tight tonight ok, don't listen to papa or mamma, um.. ok.. so ja . See I told you, your mamma will wait for papa very patiently, but today your papa doesn't have any patience. He winked his eye to the little one and said "goodnight" and placed a tender kiss over her tummy.

And coming up and sitting back , facing her he said : "our angel is so tired, she said she wants to sleep , and not to disturb her"

Radhika just smiled shyly

Dev: sach mei

Radhika: so now she became our angel? Not just your angel

Rahdika smiled again. Dev held her hand within and bringing that up to his heart level, looking into her eyes he said : Ha Radhika, she is our angel, in all the way

Radhika: what if it is a boy?

Dev tightening his forehead : who said that?

Radhika: no I am just thinking, even the doctor didn't tell us , and you are always confirming yourself saying it is a girl, what if.......

Suddenly his finger fell on her lips to make her stop, Radhika looked at him and he said : it is a girl, our angel, my little princess, and there is no doubt about it and you need to trust my word with this.

Suddenly he wrapped his one arm around her shoulder and said : Ha, I know Radhika, I don't need any confirmation with that.

Radhika: what if.....

Dev interupted again : It is our angel, let it be a boy or a girl, it will be our angel, then about my little princess, you don't worry, we have more chances...

Radhika tightening her forehead: what?

Dev bringing his head more closer to her face: kyum?, you wished for eight kids, this is our first one only , right, there is seven more chances for me.

Radhika turned her face away , blushing hard.

Dev felt the happiest seeing her response. The emotions , her wants were written clearly on her face, after a long time, which he missed, or ignored unintentionally, but now he knows the importance of that response, which should come from her within naturally, and no force can bring it out, and no force can bring that natural color on her cheek.

With a smile, he rested his head over that open space of her neck saying: your shy smile is making me mad Radhika.

Suddenly Radhika held on to her smile and soon she felt his soft lips over her neck. She took a deep breath, as she took his warm breaths over her skin.

He moved his lips near to her ears and said secretly: you taught me how to love Radhika.

Lifting his head up, and turning her blushed face to look at him: I can see the sparkling in your eyes now, which I heard from the day I stepped onto chandenpur, but I couldn't realize the meaning of it at that time, now I can see it, and I can feel it. You are right Radhika, if I am your prince then my eyes should sparkle with the love for you, I don't know whether it is sparkling now, but I can see the sparkle in your eyes for sure with the love for me , and your face is glowing in my love, I can see it clearly even in this dim light.

...... Even I didn't realize the meaning of this glow earlier Radhika, it gave me the pleasure all the time, but I never imagined the value of it coming from within. Now I won't let this sparkle to hide, I won't let this glow to fade away, its my promise, my promise for my Radhika.

.....Saying that his face lowered and made its mark on her face, her blushed cheek went even deeper with his love. She felt his thirsty lips, she wrapped her arms around her shoulder, she felt his bare skin and she tightened her grip to feel him closer. He felt her hands moving on his back, into his hair, pulling htem hard, forcing him more loser to her... he felt the pleasure of it and he loved her more deeper.

Dev moved away from her and looked at her face. Radhika felt the shyness to look back at his face that she crawled down and lay on her side facing away from him, covering her face with the hands. Dev looked at her posture, she was breathing heavily and each cell of her body was inviting him into her, telling him the ache she is feeling being away from him.

....Slowly his hand forced her to lay on her back , to face him. She turned slowly looking into his eyes. He placed a soft loving kiss near her shivering jaw. She moved her head back as his lips trailed down to her neck. His one hand came up to hold her back of neck as she gulped hard to take his love, and her lower legs rubbed each other inside that satin gown.

....Her hand went up to hold his shoulder , and held them tight, forced him to love her more, digging her nail into his bare skin, leaving those marks behind, and as if listening to her silent words he responded as she wished. Slowly he moved to the side and lay on his back.

......Dev felt a current passing thru him as he felt her lips on his skin, in an urge to feel him more, moving up her face, she looked at his face, his thirsty eyes, she showered him with her love that he wanted to hold her tight more in his embrace.

.... With the time pass by, she felt shy with her own action that she lowered her face and then tried to hide it behind his neck. She felt her forceful breath falling onto his skin, and he heard her pounding heart.

" Radhika, what was that we were missing all this time, I thought the time we spend together is the most happiest time, but now I am understanding there is something beyond all this which I don't know how to explain. And in that feel I am not what I am, and you are not what you are, or may be in this moment, I am becoming what I am, and you are becoming what you are. My heart pounded many times but tonight, I can feel the difference'

...Taking her on his side, his hand stroked on her back, he looked at her, Radhika didn't close her dreamy eyes, she let him see her urge, her wish, and the back zip of her gown just got separated with his one hand move, exposing her shoulder, as her hand came up to cover her bare skin.

Dev with a tease smile: how much ever you love me, you are still shy like a new bride.

Radhika lowered her gaze, and reading her mind, he brought the sheet up to cover her in his embrace. Time ticked by,the stars tried to peek **** but the closed windows even blocked the wind to pass thru it....

Dev was laying horizontally resting his head over her upper chest and was holding her hand in his , kissing over her slender long finger : do you know what your fingers are telling me secretly

Her fingers just curled in taking his love for them and she waited to hear from him: they are telling me that to hold you in my arm like a sithar and then moving my fingers over it , I will be able to hear the music. Ha Radhika, it is the sound of night that is around us, but I can hear the sithar music, I can hear the sweet voice of that koel , I can see the peacock dancing, I can feel the rain drops, I can feel the flowing water, ..

Suddenly Radhika's finger came, and pressed on his lips, blocking him to say anything further.

Dev looked at her in question?

Radhika: more than my giggle I want to hear the music that you are hearing, I want to hear the sound of your happiness.

Dev resting his head back on hers, and looking at her neck space: you can hear it easily now, because I am feeling the happiest. But for that you need to be near me like this, closer to me, wiht this same smile, with this same dreamy eyes...

His hand went up to her head, and stroked on her head , she was feeling the tickling as his breath was falling near her neck and she turned her head to take the tickle away.

Dev noticed that: kya huva? Why you are turning your face now

Radhika: it tickles

Dev with a smile raised self and moved to the side and looked at her, inviting her into him.

She with a smile rested her head near his upper shoulder and wrapped her arms around him, and held him closer and she said : at this moment, the giggle is not coming out from me, I am not Radhika, now this Radhika knows, if I giggle , others may hear me, but my heart is giggling, and I want you to hear that, and only for you.

Dev looked at her, then slowly forcing her on her back, he rested his ears near her heart and tried to listen to her heartbeat.

" Ha Radhika, I can hear the giggle inside, but I want you to laugh loud, smile wide and giggle around and dream again, because I want to see that Radhika, who was dreamy about me"

Radhika: my dreams come true at that moment, when I realized my own self, what I am and who I am, and now I am seeing myself thru your eyes, your words, and I don't want to go back to that dreamy Radhika, because that Radhika is just exists in the mind of few people, but the real Radhika can see things more widely.

Dev: Radhika, but in which ever form you are, you are with me, your mind is happy because of me, and I want to fill your heart with my love and nothing can deny that fact, nothing can change that fact. All this time I was expecting without saying it, but now I know what I missed to see, I missed to see the love in your eyes, the care in your words, the warmth of your touch.....

Dev: I know , but it is not you alone, it is a part of me too, and we know it well. But that doesn't mean that you need to stop giggling , at least when I am near you, because I love to hear it, I love to feel it. I am finding a heavenly pleasure when I think about it, when I imagine about it, seeing you around dreaming about me.

Radhika: but when I was dreaming about you, your eyes were seeing everything so real. That's why you gave me back my kisses...

Dev: Kya? When?

Radhika: before leaving to U.S.

Dev: What?!!!

Radhika with a heavy tone: you don't know how much I felt bad that you gave me back saying it is not meant for you..

Radhika turning her face: I don't know, phir bhi , vapas dene ki kya zaroorath thi?

Dev with a smile: maybe my inner heart wish to feel your cheek, and my lips heard it.

Radhika hide her smile listening to that.

Dev: I told you to gave mine back, right,? then, and how much drama you made with that, telling to mom so loud and giving me advice, what was all that about then...

Radhika : vo, then turning herself to her back facing him, she looked at his questionable eyes, and she paused as she was not getting any words.

Dev in a serious tease tone : vo, vo kya

Radhika suddenly lifted her face and placed a kiss over his cheek: here, now it is compensated na.

Radhika felt shy that she turned her face away turning herself to her side.

Dev: Who said you to compensate, this is not considered compensation, I gave a long one and yours is a shorter one, to compensate you need to give the same back. Didn't I gave you both back,... then? .

Radhika: muhum

Dev: what muhum, I need it back right now, especially after hearing about it

Radhika: I only made you remember it na

He tried to tickle her to bring her back to face him, Radhika held her laugh inside and she gave up quickly that she turned to face him.

Dev smiled and touched on his cheek , bringing it closer to her , pointing her to stamp it well..

Dev: no, O only felt it... but I didn't hear it

Radhika: oh, then I will give that in phone only, I didn't get it like this

Dev: but I gave you back this way only, now don't make up new things, just give me it the same way

She lifted her face up to give him his wish, but then suddenly his face came down and fused with her arched lips, her eyes gone wide as his eyes smiled back teasingly.

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OMG! After penning it down, I think the role is changing, my Dev is becoming so dreamy and Radhika becoming more real. Now what do I do?? May be this is what they analyzed earlier the way radhika talk freely with him , indirectly show him her dreamland with her eyes and also tell him that she have seen the real world with his eyes now they both understand every thing and will explore dreamland along with reality together .

so on this new journey we may see some love talk or their lovely moments.. I don't have much time, I need to cover few more points with some fun episodes, before I wrap up. I need to move on friends .. thnak you for all the support....

Originally posted by: radhev

what u said u are going to wrap up due to lack of time..