you are right old episodes were very nice.....what Tapasya considers love is more a jidh, obsession, not having Veer in her life is loosing to ichcha and ichcha being happy......Tapasya is a jealous and narcisstic person by nature who loves herself and thinks she is perfect.......this tendency compels her to make Ichcha's life hell......
she got all the praise for letting Ichcha take the shagun, ichcha was happy when Jogi said he was proud of Tapasya for doing so.....but all Tapasya could get out of the shagun episode is Veer will care more and will come closer to her......she is still lying........ichcha stoped Taps from taking the shagun so that Taps does not play with others emotions.....still Taps has not spoken the truth she knows its Rathore's child she admitted it.....yet she asked Veer to bless their child she calls this love using someone else's child to play with Veer Mai Dadaji Jogi's trust in her that the child is the waris......
How are cvs going to expose Tapasya lets see.......Ichcha wants Tapasya to walk out of bundela house with respect by admitting her mistake but Tapasya just likes being kicked around or kicks ichcha......rejecting shagun was first step ichcha accepted yet she know Taps lied.....I dont think this time Ichcha is going to let Tas go free doing things she wants easily.....I am sure with color episode Ichcha knows Taps will not give in easily but nor will ichcha this time........Ichcha not telling the truth to Veer is just a way of Ichcha giving Taps a chance to speak the truth 'coz as soon as Veer know he will kick her out the next moment........