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Absolutely agree with radhika5 that todays update is more painful but at the same time I think it's your best written update. Radhika being pregnant, miserable and away from all her loved ones is so painful .Still waiting to see what made her run away from her Dev. Obviously she didn't want make her family sad and that is why she is hiding from everybody. I am sure Sushma knows this and hopefully she will help Suchi in bringing her back.

Hey Di patiently wait for silence to break as u leave no other opinion .

Devika- Great update .... Radhika had has contacts with her family but they think she is with DEv ....why she is hiding from everbody she loves??? why didn't call Suchi for 3 months???Now she is pregnant and looking serious ....What is in her mind and why is she asking such questions Dadi and Rohini???Hope Sushma knows everything because Radhika can't hide anything from her sweety....

chechi...........plz update soon...........wat may be the secret f radhka😕.........what may be the problems betwn radev😕..........plzz unfold the mystery soon😊

i am wondering where is radhika ... why is she playing this hide nd seek with her prince

Interesting.......... So she was in contact with the family apart from Dev but at the same time hiding from everyone............. More over she is carrying a symbol of her and Dev's love in her, yet Dev does not know about it I guess........... I hope you'll take us out of this tangled web soon and make them unite soon!!!

Devika ur updates r sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice..... nice thoughts ...the way ur expressin it is ever more better...luved it infinitely....njoyed it totaly....keep updatin..

Part 82

The car stopped near the haweli.

Suchi looking at Dev: I need to meet Sushma, then we will return back to delhi, ok. He just nodded his head like a small kid.

Driver: No I am fine, actually I had few bites, you two are the ones who didn't eat. For me i am fine. Take your time madam.

Suchi with a sigh, stepped down and made sure the tinted shiled protecting her son, she walked into the haweli.

Sushma was actually coming from outside gate . She looked at the car vaguely and then ran inside to check who it is? She saw Suchi walking towards that big arch door.

Suchma: Suchiiii

Suchi turned back hearing her voice and paused seeing Sushma coming in. Her heart skipped a beat thinking whether she saw Dev sittng inside the car.

Suchma: why in taxi an all? I got confused thinking who is it, that also this early, Babuji is not here either.

Suchi in a normal tone : vo, Chander needed two days off, and I told you that I will come , and then I need to join back to work this evening , so.

Sushma: oh

Suchi: where did babuji go?

Sushma: He went with Mohan bhayya, to town, I think some meeting about a new agricultural project they are trying to bring up here.

Suchi: oh

Suchma: come, let's go inside.

Suchi walking in with her: what is it Sushma, you wanted to talk with me.

Suchma: are you in a hurry?

Suchi: kind of, then stressing back: I told you na, need to get back to work, few of my associates are on vacation, so if any emergency comes, I am the only one.

Suchma: oh with a disappointment

Suchi seeing the reaction : but no problem, tell me , what is it?

Sushma walked front, hiding her face from Suchi, she was not getting correct words to put her thought in to ask. What will I ask ? what if nothing is there? mei kaise

Suchi called her in question : Sushmaa...?

Sushma turned to face Suchi and then trying to bring a forceful smile: vo..... vo,

Suchi noted that starting trouble on Sushma's voice, she got curious: what is it, hwy I am seeign the unesiness.

Sushma: Suchi, vo, then smiling back, confidently: Vo, how is Radhika?

Suchi' skipped a heartbeat: what?

Sushma bringing a big smile and with hopeful eyes: she is doing fine, right? When did you talk to her last?

Suchi coming back to her normalcy, hiding all he rinner burns : vo.... Radhika, ...she is fine..... fine, affirming her own mind, of her DIL's safety she continued ... I just talked to her, when I stopped at her house. Ha, she is fine..

Sushma: ya, I just wanted to ask that. The statement just blurt out from her throat hearing to Suchi's reply.

But that made suchi to suspect Sushma, she looked at her surprisingly

Seeing suchi's look on her , Sushma: kya huva?

Suchi: you called me here just to ask this?

Then only Sushma realized her slip of tongue, the smile disappeared and she tried to find words to reason her: no , no actually, I was , but then affirming her words , she said :ha, I called you here to ask this only.

Suchi: this you should have asked me in phone too, or ask Rohini, then why you asked me to come here personally , just to get an answer to this question!.

Sushma turned her face away, from answering that question, because she does't want to question her more. But then she felt Suchi's hand on her shoulder: Didn't she send you your usual letter?

Sushma with a chuckled throat : ha, she send me

Suchi suddenly: Sushma , please tell me clearly, what was that, you wanted to ask me?.

Sushma turning back: you are in a hurry , right?

Suchi: no I am not, I want to know , what you want to talk to me ?

Sushma, then with a hope : vo,... vo,..... what happened to Radhika? Is she really alright?

Suchi felt like a shooting pain going through her head down to her toe, and she felt weaker:

Suchi sat on that chair with her weaker body, listening to Sushma. Sushma noted that, she came near and asked: Is everything alright?

Suchi sat with her bowed head: I don't know Sushma .....as if she found someone, whom she can just ventilate her feeling, her inner turmoil.

Sushma: what!!

suchi coming back to her senses: ji, kuch nahi,.... ha, they are alright.

Suchi seeing the change in her tone and attitude, looked at her SIL widening her eyes.

Suchma coming closer: Suchi, tell me, how is she now? how is Dev?

Suchi: she is fine, I just talked to her.

Suchma: no Suchi, don't try to hide from me now , I can see it on your face, I can read it in your eyes, there is something wrong.

Suchi stood there with froze body and repeated: call her now!!

Sushma: ha, call her now for me, please, I just want to hear her voice once, from her voice I can undertand her state of mind, because her letters gave up on me, also its been years, I want to hear from her, just calling me once "sweety', please, The fear was circling me recently and I was unable to tell babuji, so thought of requesting you. Just dial for me, please

Suchi looking blindly at those scattered letters on the floor, stood still

Sushma wiping of her tears: call for me Suchi, I can ask Dev to come back quick, or else I am going there, I can't live without seeing her for this long. Please

Suchi: I can't

Sushma: why?

Suchi in a trance, with aher cold body : because I don't know where Radhka is?

Sushma: what?

Suchi: ha, I don't know where Radhika is?

Sushma: vo Dev!

Suchi's voice interupted Sushma's voice, and her lost voice came out : I don't know anything. She was hiding from all of us, Don't know what she is thinking of herself? I don't know what is going on in her mind? I don't know what pleasure she is getting from hiding from all of us? How can she act so childish? Let me see her, I will ask her?

Sushma: is she coming? Why you are saying like this , I don't understand anything? Where is Dev?

Suchi jerking and looking at Sushma: ha? as if she don't know what all she is mumbling

Sushma: where is Dev? You siad you just talked to Radhika, and Why you are saying she is hiding?!!!

Suchi, without saying anything, went out from that hall , through that big arch door and then to the taxi, opening the door , she held his wrist and then forced him to walk with her towards the haweli.

Sushma who was standing near that big arch door , her jaw dropped down and her lips parted, and unknowingly her lips moved to say: DEV!!!!!!!!

Suchi coming near, passed Sushma and went inside with her son. Sushma comprehending everything back in , came running behind them calling his name out loud: Dev!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suchi stopped at the midpoint of that big hall and then looking at Sushma , she shouted: ha, here is Dev? Ask him where is Radhika? I wanted to ask so many things, but nothing is coming to me , you ask him about your Radhika. She continued like a mad person

.....Saying that she sat on that sofa with her weakening body , looking at the floor she requested again to Sushma: can you ask him, where is Radhika? And more than anything she is acting so smart, calling us on time, talking to us saying she is busy and hanging up quick and sending you letters trying to say she is safe, and hiding easily somewhere? What is all this about? What is going on? Where did I fail? Did I fail as a mother? Or did I fail as a mother-in-law? Whatever, it is my failure, bringing up my kids, understanding my kids, understanding my daughter, their life was falling apart, and I was smiling without knowing all these. Why they need to hide it, is life is such a silly thing for them?. Dev and Radhika united with our wishes, our blessings, so they should understand there is us who is existing in this world for them, but no, they all grown up people thinking their own way and imagining that is right,

...... now answer her question, you two only took all those decisions right? She send you the message right? that she reached safely. And you didn't take that two minutes from your busy schedule, to check whether she reached safely with your voice? Who went to pick her up? how was her travel? you were fine with seeing her mail. a smirk sound escaped from her throat: how cool life is, right? So now, answer to your buwa, and tomorrow babuji may ask you, your dad will ask you, lechu and then then with a fearful face she continured as if seeing everyone in front of her , then Mohan bhayya and Rohini, daadi, rahul, birju, then the whole chandenpur? Do you have any answer Dev?

Dev stood with listening to his mom's question? She never asked him till now... This was harder than that blow on his cheek, this just pierced his heart, his whole body was aching?

Sushma was standing there with shocked face, seeing Dev in front of her, listening to Suchi's words? All of a sudden she felt all her doubts were right? Something happened to her Radhika...... She looked at dev

Dev raising his head up , brought a tight fist on his hand, he gathered all the energy in it and it just travelled through his veins to his heart to his face, and the shade of his facial tissue changed to red, and he clench his jaw and he saw Sushma's eyes on him, questioning him, as if waiting for an answer from him.

He was also unable to keep silent anymore, he doesn't want to shed that tear drops silently, he doesn't need to mask his hurt from his mother's face anymore, because she is asking so many questions to him, and she is sitting near his foot waiting for him to speak out, and his buva is standing next with same eyes......

"why me, mom?" his soft voice came out. His eyes were wet, but his voice was not broken, Suchi looked up, as if to hear him better, she stood up and stood closer to him, suddenly his voice raised and he shouted out: WHY ONLY ASKING ME? What did I do wrong? Then his voice softened out, his throat gulped once and then still shedding those tears he said: Why everyone should ask me, Yes I may be wrong? But is it just me? why you keep telling me about this prince story ?

.....Now also mom you said , she was making calls to you! then looking at Sushma she was writing letters you, buva,.....I was not knowing that, so only I asked why you are playing drama with me. because she never called me, she never wrote any letter to me, and she wished to come here to be with you all only, but then why you are blaming me, why you are asking me? Why everyone should ask me? And in trance he repeated: when she never loved me, I knew it, I knew it, she never loved me, ever......

Suddenly he flet Sushma's hand on his cheek, he came back to reality from his trance state, Suchi looked at Sushma's burning look at her son. Suchi looked back at Dev's face and found him, looking at Sushma blindly

Sushma pulled her hand back and then realizing her action, her faccial muscles tightened with frustration, she covered that hand which fell on his cheek with her other hand, and she looked at Suchi' s face , pleading for forgiveness, for her action, she was unable to speak, looking at their face, she turned and the tears shed from her eyes like heavy rain drops. The feable sound from her heart and her throat went little loud, she was unable to face them anymore, she wanted to run away from there, her legs listened to her and so did her feet and it moved quickly , tried to hide herself from facing this mom and son.

******************************************************** Hi friends, I know I asked for 2 weeks leave, eventhough my intention was to point it at in a funny way, I won't be sending PM's out, from this update, till Radev come face to face. Because, it won't be pleasant one, it is a rough journey of mine, so i am afraid to lose you, i am afraid to check back the response and may feel disappoint not seeing you here, so I can find a reason thinking i didn't send you pm, so catch you here, mostly i will update everyday, except on weekend, may be one update on weekend, but you will see my PM back again, once my Dev meet Radhika again. so till then, I hope I can meet you here, as it is heading towards revealing all those questions that you asked before their marriage. This is the way i would like to present to you, may be a slower pace, or with a leap, and i need this separation piece to bring it out.

Hhaaaa loved the updates; some of the parts made me laugh and some were a little sad but overall I would rate it 8/10. Can't wait to see what happens next!! :)

Thanks for the quick update--I spend the day thinking about what happened to Radhika--and I still don't know..

The mystery deepens---Radhika was getting into a shell--and what has happened between Dev and Radhika

Really felt bad for Dev--what he is saying and asking is all true...he was the one after her, where as Radhika was after a dream...or did she really love him...Radhika had avoided answering Dev completely, when Dev had asked her when you fell in love with me?---Radhika is a complex person--

And Sushma--how does she fit into all this---what does she know about Radhika? Will she tell--I guess will have to wait for the next episode..

Really liked how everyone is raising questions--may be these will ultimately reveal some answers...