nd plus my grandma went to india and she told me it's cause she needs to sort out some pending work and this is actually what she went for, didn't know that till yesterday either..
Originally posted by: -Aish129-
well as we'd said i was leaving to go to karan's place.. and when I stepped out it was really cold so went back inside to grab a coat and the receiver was on the table..so i went to put the phone down and there ma was talking to family about my grandma's sister who has cancer remember?
when my parents told me intially they told me that the cancer was only so serious, instead of telling me what it actually was, she's on a million drips and salines, last stage cancer, and going by now it doesn't even seem like she'll live until the end of this month..she's having hallucinations and barely remembers anything so she wouldn't even recognise me if i went and gone through multiple operations over just a few days...all this i was never told until i found out for myself yesterday and i don't know what to do i'm so lost and i feel like if my own parents didn't tell me then what about everyone else...they realised i heard everything cause i accidentally dropped the phone when i heard it but then i didn't have the correct thinking at the time to go in front of them and ask why they didn't tell me and instead i went out the door and down the road...i don't even know what i'm doing here on if but whatever else this doesn't make any sense but i'm so lost and confused
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