Annie's Diary: My life; My Times - Upd - Page 4

Now when Annie says love and to be loved is not a sin, I agree. Love is universal, acceptable and a cosmic love that keeps life on the move and envelopes this life to a faith invisible. But it becomes sin when love hurts others or becomes mindless that it becomes selfish. And sin is only an act whereby she would reap consequences that can be negative and breed unhappiness. She is going to face that very soon.

Annie's belief and trust in human beings is a highly acclaimed characteristic because trust builds confidence and she is indeed a confident being. But putting her trust in flimsy impermanent and immature humans can cause a lot of pain, because she is not gonna receive the same love in the same measure as she puts in . That's the frivolous nature of the world and humans, who have imbibed from this nature.

Now the more complicated understanding of love, sex and pregnancies.

In a world thrust upon us, moulded by traditions, sanctity and holiness, then everything Annie is and stands for reeks of perversion and promiscuity. Nothing good would come from her and she would be looked upon as an unholy or in Indian colloquial dialect a loose woman.

But in a world fast changing, and ruled by the world of celluloid, a western fusion, multi-nationals and a tech world that brings continents together, Annie is by these standards the modern woman, liberated and ambitious. Many young would look on her as the role model of the times.

Love is free and love can be given and taken free like the air we breathe, the energy we receive from the sun or the wind that cools our bodies and minds.

Sex is meant to be enjoyed and a means to bring life into this world. Sex in the context of holiness is grounded in marriage where a family brings up a child, and as in India where an entire support systems of families that come together hold it in place but sex -outside of marriage- for enjoyment & instant gratification has to reap consequences of the actions involved (heartbreaks, children outside of wedlock, venturing into the world of blue films, sexual orgies, commercialization of sex etc).

Pregnancies: Everybody has the right to preserve life, but only God has the right to take life. If you ask me WHO GOD, then someone who has authored life and death. An infinite Energy that holds the universal laws and cosmic laws to work its way through life itself.

Nevertheless, if we don't believe in the consequences of taking life, then one has the liberty to abort and do away with life, esp. in the case of women who would not want the growing child to suffer.

BdGt: to handle a baby does not require luxuries of life. Where there is a will, there is a way. MSK came into her life, but not favorably in the HP times or even when absorbed into work by a providence devoid of MSK. He signed the employment letter blindly on word of Adi. He was cruel to her. The others wanted her out too. But her tenacious character to preserve life, her determination to hold on to the job kept her employed. I don't think a 12 pass girl cannot not get a job. Maybe they fall on hard times but providence always finds a way to pave the way for taqdeer to act.

The few questions you put forward may find an answer here:

Celebration happens around a bonfire. Grief happens around the cremation fire. The same fire that supports life in winter also destroys. The highest quality of fire creates light and warmth. A medium quality fire creates light but also a little smoke. The lowest quality fire produces only smoke and darkness. One has to distinguish the different fires. Similarly morality is very subjective. Morality should in actuality create light and transformation. But extremities of morality only subdues and anchors us in chains. Morality should always bring happiness to live and the confidence to live. When Geet lived with her family in HP, the morality they followed did not bring her happiness or create the confidence in her to muster life; everything revolved around fear but when she came to Delhi and met up with Maan the ideals of morality he believed in and her own allowed her to be a light in darkness, and transform lives. Fear transformed into love.

Morality is always a conditioning of the environment and the religio/cultural set up. True morality is explicit and liberates. Anything that hurts another and hurts one's own life is substandard morality.

If we do not understand where life comes from or where it goes, just like the wind ' where it comes from or where it goes, we can hear it but not see it ' similarly the origins of life in the womb is a mystery, who are we to take life ? If we do destroy life, be bold to face the consequences. Reality and Pragmatism has to have measures of wisdom to stand the test of time. Or these wither with impermanence as they are subjective.

Cheers friend.

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