random feelings

LATTY:

friends... umm wat are those...will i ever know

i have never known and now i feel as if i'll never know too

what have i done wrong to be treated in this way

was it my fault that my dad is the princi or is it my fault that to make matters worse my mom joined in as a teacher

i never intended on being this way .. i mean ..... well.. how do i put it

since the day dad's become the princi people dont befriend me ... theyd rather stay away... im called names ... called a snitch ... a looser... but have people ever wondered y im a snitch or why am i a looser..??

its all because of u guys ... all i ever wanted to do was to blend in .. be one of the rest... but you never let me... whenever i tried to make friends.. you guys back stabbed me... then how can you expect me to be good to you...

i tried my best ... when meher had a fight with tia and pri i stood by her .. i talked to her... got her out of the depression she was undergoing... but wad did she do in return.... she snatched away saahil frm me... i really liked him and wad did she tell him about me...

i am always targetted.. no matter why ... why dont you guys just give me a chance....

iv tried all i could to befriend you

all i wanted was someone i could talk to ... someone who i could trust without doubt .. someone who could help me out when i was down ... be part of my sorrows and my joy....

is that too much to ask for..

look at what i have done trying to just get you people to accept me ...

i have become the reason for my mom and dads split.... but i never wanted to ....... all i wanted was that she give up teaching at maurya cos that wud make her more accesible to me and also give me a chance to show the others who i really am... what kinda person i am... who the real latty is...

why ... why do i always have to be so wrong... why do i always have to be the target

fine i agree i was wrong in certain things... but does that mean that i get treated so badly in return... look at what nakul said at his welcome party..."get out"...!!!!!
that was like soo rude

am i that bad a person... am i....

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whn is someone.... or rather anyone gonna understand me... when

or is there anyone ever gonna be able to do that..??

ranveer

hum apne dada se bahut pyaar karte the.... par aapne unhe humse cheen liya Mr. Sumeet Ahuja aur is ka badla hum aapse lekar rahenge.

subhne humse kaha ki unhone khudkhushi ki thi par uski wajaah to aap the na ... isiliye... isiliye hum aapko aur aapke poore pariwar ko barbaad kar denge....

yahi thaan kar hum saanghaner se mumbai aaye the

hume pata tha ki aapki beti tiya aapki sabse badi kamjoori hai par tab hamen yeh ehsaas nahin tha ki ek din woh hamaari bhi kamjoori ban jayegi..

hum tiya ko pehli nazaar se hi chaahne lage... humaara dil bhi pighla ..humne apne badle ko bhula diya .. sirf tia ke liye...

unhe har ek khushi deni chaahi.. unka har gham aapna banaana chaha .. par unhone bhi humein dhokha diya...

waise hi jaise aapne haamare dada ko diya tha....

humne aapko kitna pyaar kiya tia... hamne apne aap se vaada kiya tha ki hum aapko kabhi akela nahin chodenge .. kabhi aapki aakhon mein aasu nahin aane denge.... aap hammari zindagi hain tia phir aapne hamaare saath aisa kyun kiya....

aisa mazaak kyun... kyun tia. kyun...

aaj bhi hamaara dil roota hai jab hamein yeh ehsaas hota hai ki aap hamse nahin balki arjun se pyaar karti hain..

tia aap ke bina hum adhoore hain... kya aapko hamaara pyaar hamari aakhon mein nahin dikhai deta....

tia ek din aisa tha jab aap ki wajah se hi humne apna badlaa bhula diya tha...

aur aaj aap hi wajahh ban gayi hain humare badle ki..