Its my first ever writing! 2 days ago i read a very sad Os and since thn i had it on my mind...i dont know how it is..just wanted to share it..its my first topic also..š my writing my wordings are not good...nd sorry for any grammatical mistakes //š
In the office room Geet was working on a file but she seemed lost in deep thought..Adi came and knocked at the door.
"Adi come on.."
Adi said.."its 9.30 already Geet .arent you gonna go home."
"I m working on a very important fileā¦I ll go home after itā¦Why r u still here?"
"I had some woks pending so I thought I would finish it today.".
"O ok.".
"Geet I know wats bugging uā¦my opinion would be that u agree to the proposal of Arian . Its important fr Khurana Construction .You understand what I mean rightā¦???"
"yes I understand..but still I m really confused..all this is going to fastā¦"
"i understand Geet..the final decision will be yoursā¦"
Adi started to leave and Geet again started looking through the fileā¦.
"Geet ..dont mindā¦But what u doing to yourself?"
"What do you mean?? I dnt understand ā¦."
"Geet you r fulfilling your responsibilities really well..but what about u?I have seen how you passed this 1 and half yearā¦Iā¦"
"Adi I m fine.dnt worry about me .."
"Geet u know u remind me of someoneā¦.i saw him how from a cheerful normal guy he had become a stoneā¦I had seen him becoming colder in five yearsā¦Geet now when I see you r exactly doing the same I cnt but stop myself from telling u thatā¦don't do this to yourselfā¦He wouldn't ever want to see u like this.."
Geet replied instantlyā¦"Adi I understand your concern for me ā¦But seriously I m fine"
"Geet u dint go home yet!" Pinky came to the roomā¦
"No I had some work..Why are u stiil here??"
"O actually Adi had some work so I thought I would accompany himā¦Adi r u done with your works?"
" Yes pinkyā¦accha Geet we will go nowā¦take care of yourselfā¦OOO yes I almost forgot..Dadima called me..she told me to tell u to get home soon.."
"Thanks Adi"ā¦Geet saw Adi nd Pinky going ..They were soo happyā¦everyone ws soo happy..she checked her phone..there ws 14 missed call frm dadiā¦Geet arranged the file and left the officeā¦
Reaching home Geet saw Dadi ws waiting fr herā¦she dint like Dadi waiting fr her everyday..but may be now dadi ws the only person she couldn't say no to..
"Geet bete..i called you so many timesā¦"
"Dadima sorry I was a bit busyā¦Why dint u have your dinner..i have told u so many times not to wait for me.."
"I don't like eating alone ā¦"
"I m sorry dadima..lets go ā¦"
After dinner Geet sat with Dadima until she fell asleep..Then she went to her roomā¦she changed and went to the study ā¦.It was 1 30 of night..Suddenly the light was goneā¦She automatically uttered "Maan" ā¦.she was still afraid of darknessā¦but she knew it was all she has left in her life nowā¦she remembered how everytime she got afraid He was there holding herā¦.
Her head seemed like bursting at the memory when He last time left her handsā¦.She felt empty ..Her head was spinningā¦.she cursed the day when she lost everything her love ,her life ,her dreamā¦how He always kept his promise to save her nd their babyā¦.how he saved her from that accident ā¦.how he left her hand to save herā¦the last thing she saw in his eyes it said "I love you" that he always said through his eyes ..it never needed any words..That day she hated herself for being his love ..his lifeā¦
He kept his promise of saving their baby no matter whatā¦he was strong enough to keep all the promise he madeā¦but she was not strong enough to save their babyā¦.the grief caused her so much painā¦.She had lost both the reason she lived forā¦.
The generator was already on..there was lightā¦may it was jst 1 minute but she relived the whole incident...
She sat on the couch by the windowā¦and remembered how they made the roomā¦with sunlight welcoming the day nd the moon closing the day fr them..She looked at the moon .always witness of everything in her lifeā¦she was always strong ā¦she never wanted to die even in her worst daysā¦but tht day she prayed that she died..it would have been easierā¦but here she ws living a half dead lifeā¦
She felt like screaming ā¦..ā¦.Her tears were bursting out ā¦..cursing herself..she was so weak she couldn't save him for onceā¦couldn't save her baby..she realized it Maan who always saved the baby..he ws the guardian angel fr both of themā¦.she was nothing without himā¦
she dint know for how long she cried ā¦..
Suddenly she felt different..her heart started biting faster⦠she felt the way she always felt when he came from behindā¦she looked behindā¦.it was Himā¦
He came to her ,sat beside herā¦she couldn't stop gazing at him ..neither could stop cryingā¦.
He touched her cheek with his finger and wiped away the tearsā¦thn he raised another hand and wiped another tear from the other cheekā¦like he always doā¦but she dint stop crying..nd He kept on wiping away the tearsā¦
"Stop doing this to yourselfā¦dnt torture yourself like thisā¦it was nt your faultā¦you kno I hate your tears"
"I cant live without youā¦come back"
He smiled at herā¦"come back" she again said..
"I m right here with you..foreverā¦Dont u know thatā¦"
"then come back to me forever⦠I want you to be with me foreverā¦."
"You know its nt possibleā¦"
"then why did u come .??? "Because I m not yet ready to leave"
He cupped her face and said.."Don't torture yourself..you deserve happinessā¦live your lifeā¦listen to what I sayā¦"
"no I wontā¦.i ll do whatever my heart says"
"I m your heartā¦."
She had nothing to say ⦠he then kept on staring at herā¦.
"Iā¦".he stopped her.. and kept looking at her like he could look at her foreverā¦she knew he always loved the silence between themā¦.
Then he stood up and pulled her upā¦he walked her to the bedā¦he laid down beside her..he held her from the backā¦Geet took his hands and held them tightā¦.
"Where have you been so longā¦I have missed you so muchā¦"
"I was here onlyā¦.with youā¦"
They were like this for a while
"how do u like the Arian guy�"
She at once turned around and said ā¦"what????"""what do u mean??"
"I mean how do you like himā¦you r going to merge my company with himā¦so I thought of asking"
"I m still confused what to do?? Should I do it ?"
"you dint answer my question" he had th evil grin of his which she loved..
"do I need to answer that?"
"No"
"Answer me..do u like him?"
"no I hate himā¦I hate the way he looks at you" she smiledā¦
"so should I take his proposal..what do you think?"
"No you shouldn'tā¦it my company now yoursā¦I know you can run it like me or betterā¦.you dnt have prove any credibility to anyoneā¦.neither have to give half of my company to some Arianā¦"
He had the straight face of his with a little bit of angerā¦She was satisfied that's what she wanted to hearā¦
"Now sleepā¦.its too late"
"I m not sleepyā¦"
"You know what to do.."
Yes Geet knew what to do.She kept on looking at himā¦.she wished this moment lasted foreverā¦.then she slowly closed her eyesā¦
Maan kissed sweetly on her nose..turned her to the other sideā¦held her tightā¦and kissed her neckā¦.
Geet took His arms and held it tighter as if by it he would not be able to escape ā¦
Then she fell asleepā¦with the innocent and satisfied smile on her faceā¦..
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