Caught up with the epi and all I can remember is Dutta's "Apne khud ke baap ne mujhe jue mein lagadiya, kisi aur se kya umeed" š and AS's silent walk off when Baaji wanted to know her stance regarding the FR and his silence.
Dutta's perspective :
Dutta cant get out of the betrayl this time like last time, so easily. Ya 10yrs sounds so easy to me now seeing the way Dutta has been behavng off late. When seema betrayed ,Dutta atleast had his family and friend with him, but now, he has none or so it seems to him. The way he said "Everyone helped Nakku in hiding the truth, none told me abt it ".....was kind of painful to watch for me. He lived all his life for a family who seems so aloof right now to him. Its very tough on him right now and rightly so he is feeling the deep distressing pain which is much deeper than the wound he wanted to give Apte by burning him down. When Seema betrayed him, he ended up killing ppl. He rejoiced in others pain or hmmmm let me put it this way, he wanted to forget his pain by inflicting pain in others. Was he successful? We all know he wasnt. No wonder he ended up drinking day in day out until Nakku came into his life as a ray of hope and love.
Dutta now after this 10 months or so of journey, ended up in the same scenerio he was 10 yrs back. This time , the betrayl is even more serious because the woman who betrayed him, was the love of his life. He gave in, opened up to her. What did he get in return? Betrayl. He felt she hid the truth wantedly so that she can get him. According to him, She might have thought since Dutta loves the dark nakku, she wanted to get him in that form. Thats his perspective and a totally valid one. No wonder I didnt feel bad for Nakku. Seriously many of us wanted Nakku to tell Dutta teh truth at that Anna's den or atleast right after she came from there.
Right now he is so badly prejudiced and to add on were the last words of Anna, and DP. When Seema betrayed him, he was mocked only by her and he had no one else to back his claim that she betrayed him. Even so he ended up a don. Now when Nakku betrayed him, he has two men to back his claim that Nakku is a traitor. He has whole world mocking him and to top it he feels he is all alone and Lost !!!.
He needs to trace back the roots of himself. That doesnt just mean his love for Nakku but also he as a human too. He will need to see himself in the mirror and figure out what kind of a monster his anger got him to be. He doesnt hate anyone, he actually hates himself. He needs to get out of that groove. Right now as Kala said in today's episode, he is in a chakravyuh. He will need to come out of it and only then he will see the "right" perspective of things. His life, love and family.
Next thing that got me really erally fuming was AS's glance at Baaji when he wanted to know her opinion abt the deeds that Baaji-Nakku did. Now what does that glance mean?. No seriously I feel lot of hypocricy happening in that Pagal niwas. First Dutta and now AS. Just because she sobs, she faints, she cries and she bought up a murderer's son as her own doesnt justify what she did to Dutta prior to the marriage. She is of equal and more offence when compared to Baaji, though I cant say the same abt Nakku.
Nakku wanted to tell Dutta the truth before marriage. Who stopped her?. The sobing atma aka AS. Look at the way Kala taunts Baaji for not saying the truth. Alright he didnt, but so did she and her mommy dearest. What was that they were scared of and that Baaji shouldnt have been scared off?. What nonsense was she uttering in there which AS was supporting thru her stupid silence !!! ? ?.
Chilling line of the epi has to be kala's "Watch how I will strangle u with that noose around ur neck" . I guess whatever we saw till date is very less when compared to what Kala is planning on.
Dutta believes Nakku was betraying him all along. He knows his friend knew the truth long before anyone did. Suds wants Dutta not to know abt the theft in Dutta's workplace. Kala says that she will shift Dutta's attention to the right ppl. Now why do I see, Dutta blaming Baaji for the theft, Nakku of two timing and a big havoc in their lives.
As pandit predicted Dutta can never have a lasting happiness and so do I feel. If someone has so many enemies in his house right below his nose, what kind of a happiness will that man attain?.
I feel super sad thinking abt Dutta's current condition and his future which seems bleaker than today , with no Baaji and Nakku beside him.
Dutts seems such a lost soulš.
Ur comments š..........
Anu
Edited by Anu-Reddy - 14 years ago