Thanks for the Gr8 update Sanju!
With the closure of Bidaai coming closer, each Episode is packed with events that push thru' the story to give a momentum to the existing tracks...a lot happening yesterday as well!
Firstly, of course, Shivani kind of made it clear to a certain extent that she wasn't really interested in settling down with Shlok! D'uh...what does she intend to do then? Win Anmol back? Sorry Shivani...you've lost that gem forever n now all he can think of is his Ragini!! *BLUSH* Shlok being a psychiatrist obviously sensed Shivani's hesitation...but couldn't react amidst Malti n Kaushi...but he had to let it out to someone n who better than to confide in Ragini to talk it out with Shivani! But L'il did Shlok or Ragini know that it'll be Ragini who'll need all the talking to by the end of the Episode!! LOLZ! BTW, I Loved the bit where Tammy insists she wants her own brother...Aww...Vasu looked so elated but tried playing innocent..n Ragini...he expressions were a treat to watch! She seemed shy & nervous n didn't know how to react! *WINK*
I couldn't help notice Ragini blushing when the kids inquired about her arrival back home from the dance class...Aww...she's been smiling n blushing a lot lately! Looks like Anmol's slowly creeping into her L'il heart to fill it back with all the Love she could possibly dream of! How sweet!...That L'il convo b/w Ragini n Shlok was Cute..the way Shlok kept talking about how adorable Angini were as a couple, how they understood each other so well even before they needed to mouth their feelings...n of course, their intense eye locks that tell how much they're in Love!! Shlok, ill completely agree about the Angini eye locks! They seem so lost into each other...n the scenes are so passionate! You'd wish they'd always stay that way...but all while as Shlok mouthed his feelings, one could see the sadness in Ragini's eyes...Yes! Anmol was a gem of a person who only lived for her n the family...he never shared his problems or sadness...he never asked for anything more than their Love...n for 7 years, she'd been so engrossed involved with so many things around the House n the children that Anmol's feelings somehow took a back burner...n now, that Ragini's opening up to him n realizing what he means to her as a husband, she's feeling sorry for not being able to give him enough attention...
I liked that L'il scene in office where Anmol couldn't stop thinking about Ragini n their dance session together...Aww...the poor guy wasn't able to concentrate on work...n then he Looked so Cute, thinking that he's seen it in Ragini eyes that she likes him! Of course she does Anmol...she's been smiling n blushing a lot lately in your presence!...n then the way he though..."doesn't she like me enough to wear that pendant i gifted her.....but my heart says that i have a very special place in Ragini's heart...probably she never even got the pendant i left her"....Aww, Anmol was so desperate to know if she'd hadn't got his gift, that he even decided to call Ragini to find out...but Anmol being the shy L'il one didn't want to upset Ragini if she's deliberately not accepted his gift...n as always, he decided to wait for her to open up to him....
If only it wasn't for that irksome Shivani who kept ranting n sticking to him like a leech in the office! That woman pisses me off completely! But I loved my Hot Hot Anmol geeting all angry n raising his voice & finger to silence her down...so much so that she just had to leave! Shivani deserved it...n i Loved the way Anmol admitted to Shivani, that he Loved only Ragini..Aww...wish Ragini had come there to the office with lunch for Anml so she could over hear the possessiveness in his voice as he confessed to Love her! She wouldn't be able to stop blushing then!
Ragini finally found Anmol's gift...n his letter...was she blushing after reading it while she held that pendant in her hands...now it was time for her heart n mind to decide what she felt for Anmol...Ragini always respected Anmol for all that he's been to her n the family...but over time he had started winning over her heart with his L'il loving gestures...it was only Ragini's mind that kept refuting n put a wall around her emotions...n Ragini would end up in a dilemma about her feelings for Anmol...but now, Anmol had slowly started to break that L'il shell around her...she had realized what he meant for her when he turned up late for the KC puja...but her mind was still hesitant to take that one L'il step to confession...n yesterday, when she found that pendant, she felt her conscience speak to her....having Loving Ranveer more than anything in her life, they were like one soul n she felt Ranvir coming on her side, n urging her to move on life...Ranvir knew there couldn't be a better person to show her how to Love again than Anmol...yes, Ranvir wanted her to accept Anmol whole heartedly n move on, looking at the brighter side of life...that scene was so Touching!! I loved the way the CTs brought in Ranvir to set Ragini free from her inhibitions...while he handed over that pendant to Anmol to put it on Ragini, so she could walk into a new life with him! Ragini finally realized that she needed to move on n Love this Man from now on...n then as she she wore that pendant n ran downstairs to meet her Anmol, Alekh stooped by to ask her about Anmol's gift n have a L'il word on the day's events...did you notice Ragini's expressions then? She was standing by Alekh, nodding but her heart n mind was only thinking of Anmol...her eyes were searching for him..n the only thing she wanted to do was to run up to Anmol n show him she'd accepted his Love! Aww...how sweet a scene would that have been if Angini had come closer in the kitchen...but bad timing Ragini, with finding that pendant!...Shivani's was already there to mess things up for her...poor Ragini...she heard only a part of the convo b/w Shivani n Anmol where they decided to keep a secret n Shivani hugged Ragini to make her feel Awful! I could've killed Shivani for this!!
Now, Shvani will tell Ragini all kinds of things about her Love story with Anmol & Ragini will get into the "Mahaanta" mode to sacrifice her Love, thinking its for Anmol's happiness!...n from the SBB reports it seems like they're planning to reveal this suspense only on the last day of the show!! Why CTs!? I'd rather have seen Anmol talking this out with Ragini a day before at least n sorting thing out with his confession...sfter which we could've had the Angini wedding celebrations n SR for the grand finale! Everything would've ended on a joyous note!
But i must say i'm a L'il disappointed her with the CTs! I mean...what's with this twist till the 12th hour of the Episode?? Why is it that all the CTs keep such major heart wrenching twists till the last minute?...n now when everything was falling in place, Ragini turns sacrificial like all our other "Mother India" protagonists on TV...willing to give up her Love for the family!! Why? This was so unnecessary for the last Episode...why did the CTs have to drag all this commotion till the last minute?
Ragini is a very strong character...but i don't get the CTs when they try to show that Ragini doesn't have a mind of her own n can't even take decisions that'll affect her life the most! She almost knows how much Anmol loves her, he's been hinting at it so many times for so long now, he nearly confessed on the KC night, n then that letter with the KC gift where he made it pretty obvious....Even Ragini's felt the need to move on with this Man, everyone wants them to get closer n be happy...n now that Shivani has barged in out of nowhere & Anmol doesn't even like the sight of her, Ragini's all out to get Shivani married to Anmol by exchanging places!? So does that mean Anmol will never get to talk to her about his past with Shivani until the day of their wedding?...n Shivani takes advantage of the situation? Probably the CTs will show Anmol getting to know of the bride swap n then telling Ragini everything about Shivani..after which, Ragini will realize that Shivani manipulated things n then eventually get married to Anmol! I'd want to see a happy ending...but i really wish the CTs hadn't weakened Ragini's character like this in the end!!...she is strong n has stood the test of time...so i would've loved to see that strength intact in Ragini till the last Episode!
Anupamaa
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
