Originally posted by: thesaint148
Okay there is nothing much I want to say today. Why??? Because I am disappointed; because I am heartbroken; and because I am frustrated.
Pyar kya hai? I ask you guys, pyar kya hai?? If you love someone, and have experience the adoring love of someone like Maan Singh Khurana, would it be this easy for you to let it go. I mean, just saying, no I will not forget you Maan sir, keeping the ring intact, just because it was not coming out of her finger and then moving ahead. This is exactly what I saw today, and I HATED IT.
Kya Maan jaisay insaan ka Maan aur izzat say bhara pyar itni hi value rakhta hai Geet kay liyay, kay do aansoon bhi na bhahay aankh say. And she moved on. Are you kidding me? To be a person of strength and courage is one thing and to be heartless is another. I am a person of strength and courage, I am a person of principles, but I am also a person who has a passionate and sensitive heart and if I would have lost someone like Maan, I would have had a breakdown. Aur is takleef ka ilaaj tu sirf waqt hi karta. Because the feeling of loving someone and losing him is wayyy too powerful and heart wrenching than any strength and courage we posses as a person.
I am still awed and shocked at Geet's reaction. Bas yehi pyar tha '. Bas yehi ehsaas ' not for once she said or thought, no matter Maan has returned this taweez, I will not let him go like this. He will have to talk to me. He will have to listen. Just the way she did it earlier when he was not ready to listen to her pregnancy story and she locked him in the room. To me, that was strength, to me that was determination. Today what she did was ruthless and heartless. Today what she did gave me a proof that she is nowhere close to the heights of Maan's love.
And on top of that, she thought, because Dev was your brother Maan sir, so you forgave him, you listened to him and left me alone. ARE YOU SERIOUS GEET HANDA??????? I am sorry, but today I am soooo deeply and profoundly thwarted.
And now, she is sitting with the kids and having fun. Good Job Geet '. I have only one question for you, do you really think you deserve Maan and his love???
I am sorry guys, I would have much liked if Geet would have persistently tried to meet Maan and no one told her he had an accident and everyone lied to her, and than I would have wanted to see her breakdown. Than if she had blamed Maan, I would have understood, but at least she should and could have tried. I wanted to see the intensity of Geet's love for Maan this time. As I said yesterday, ab hoga, Geet kay pyar ka imtihaan. But what kind of imtihaan was this, it never even started. She just decided to move on. Horrible!!!!!
I said to Dol yesterday, if she ever ever walks out on Maan due to her assumptions or because of that NT brainwash, I would hate Geet for this. To me, Love is the purest and the most precious possession of life and Geet doesn't even have a clue of what it is.
And before I end, one more thing that totally put me off. Kya puri duniya mein, wohi gynecologist reh gaee thi DNA test karwanay kay liyay. SERIOUSLY??? How can Geet forget the respect Maan had given to her in front of that doctor? How can Geet forget how Maan held her hand and stopped her from telling the truth to the doctor? How can Geet forget she is not Geet anymore, she is Maan ki Geet and she owes this much respect towards Maan's feelings. I felt the hurt of the disrespect Geet showed to Maan today by going to the same gynecologist and asking for a DNA test, making it clear this is not Maan's child. That was height of impertinence. She disregarded every feeling of Maan, every effort of Maan to protect her honor, ever attempt of Maan to give a beautiful and respectful life to Geet.
I don't know what else to say. I have always respected Geet for her courage and Maan for his integrity. I have always respected Maan's love for Geet, because that kind of love is rare to find. That kind of love is a once in a lifetime opportunity and when one finds it, it's to keep and cherish forever. I have bowed my head in front of Maan's love for Geet. I have bowed my head in front of his integrity and honor, and today I felt betrayed by Geet. I felt disregarded; I felt disappointed.
Though I enjoyed jay's entry today. It was nice and much needed to keep the show moving. But I wish it would have been in a different scenario. Or it would have been tomorrow.
Today, I only wanted to see Geet's persistence to find Maan.
Today I only wanted to see Geet running around, going to Dadi, begging to let her meet Maan,a nd Dadi would have lied too.
Today I only wanted to see Geet's deewangi for Maan.
Today I only wanted to see her pain she realized Maan has left her.
Today I only wanted to feel her love for Maan '
Today I only wanted Geet and her love.
magar yeh ho na saka '. Aur ek khalish si dil mein baqi reh gaee!!!
Looking forward to hearing from you all.
Love,
Kashish
Shiv Shakti
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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