The reason I was so angry on Riddhima today : Her two-facedness. On one hand, she knows that she is the one to be blamed. She is the one who is the reason of Armaan's pain, his misery. She is the reason Armaan is streetfighting again. How on earth can anyone live a blissful live when someone is dying a million deaths because of her every second. Now now now, when she knows that, and she feels guilty, why does she accused of Shilpa of pushing Armaan down the path of self destruction. Intentionally or unintentionally, Armaan is doing it because of her. She knows it, but she doesn't want to admit it. And she bashes on the easiest target available : Shilpa!
Now, why did she do that ? She was judgemental, she was rude, she was mean. Some people like to say she is jealous. Now, whatever she was, the point is that she was trying to hide it from Armaan. Hide her guilt from Armaan. I don't know the reason but the only thing I can make out from this is that she doesn't want Armaan to know that she feels sorry for doing this to him and his condition.
Armaan, well, I don't see anything wrong in what he said today. Shilpa was getting shouted at for no reason. Armaan may claim that she doesn't affect him, but she sure does. You could see it in his expressions when Riddhima was scolding Shilpa.The expressions were showing that he is sick and tired of Riddhima's angst at the wrong place. He wants her to know that she is the reason, not because he wants to make her feel guilty, but because he doesn't want her to scream at someone who supposedly doesn't affect him. But he didn't know that Riddhima already knew that she is the real reason, but she was cowardly enough not to accept it. Armaan spoke it right on her face and the guilt overwhelmed, at the highest peak where the guilt had to come out somehow, and it comes out through tears.
Riddhima just wanted to hide her guilt in front of Armaan and Armaan spoke it right on her face. Riddhima doesn't want Armaan to know that she still cares, because that would probably make it impossible for Armaan to move on. Knowing that she still cares. So she masks it all behind blaming others. And I think, that is very wrong. Wanting to hide your feelings from ex so that he can move on is right, but lashing out at others with no fault of their own even without apologising is sick. But the masked act was only for Armaan to move on.
Shilpa just had another the probably the most strongest dent in the fairytail she was creating. A turmoil that would mess up her life. The dreams she had been dreaming of got shattered in a minute. Suddenly, she is nobody. The person she likes was in a relationship with her sister. Her sister hates her. Heck, so much for a freakin innocent girl !
Sid is just a sweetheart. Did he have his vacation already ? Well, whatever. I loved him today. The way he came to the rescue, he makes me proud of being a Wahian.
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