I saw him. Yeah, I saw mayank. Is this reality ? Or just simply a nightmare ? Is he here in real ? Well I have got all the answers to my queries quite fast. I am told that he has been shifted here, in Delhi from Dehra and he'll be completing his college here only. No one knows what happened between us about six months ago. I didn't even dare to tell all this to my best of best friends, Gunjan and Samrat.
'No nupur, i liked you but me and Riya had been in a committed relationship for almost six years. You deserve someone better than me.'
'But then why did you said that you loved me ?'
Mayank kept quiet.
'Why the hell mayank..tell me..i want an answer !'
Arghh, it still hurts me a lot. I wasn't able to even share my sorrows with anyone. No one..
Next day in the college was even worst of all. An empty seat beside my seat in a boring history lectures was surely a pain in the neck. He came and sat next to me though there were so many seats empty. At that moment I felt like punching his face and flunk away from that place. Think so he understood what I was feeling at that time. Yet he didn't clarify anything. He tried talking to me, enquiring how I had been after shifting here back again. I neither answered his questions nor I asked how he had been with that Riya as I knew he must had a gala time. But I wanted to ask..wanted to ask about his relationship with Riya. Thought he knew what I was thinking. Without even asking he told
"I and Riya broke up around five and a half months ago."
After listening this statement made by him, I surely wanted an explanation. He further explained.
"She said I wasn't the same after you went. According to her I was behaving indifferently. I don't know why but it looked she was bored from our relationship. So the best thing was to break up."
Should I to be blamed for all this ? Well, why should I ? I have done nothing at all to destroy his life. Feel so sorry for him. But that's life.
As soon as the lecture got over, he dragged me into a corner and asked if I still felt he same I used to some months ago ? I was not able to answer anything. He had held me by my waist. As soon as he touched, a full 100 watts current went through in my whole system. It was interesting to notice that he still had the same effect he used to have before. I was neither able to move nor speak anything. But just then
"Hey you, do you know where is Nupur ?"
The voice was familiar to me. The time I could recognize it he was there. Without even wasting a second I left the arms of mayank and got myself drowned into that of Adhiraj's. He asked me if something was wrong while looking at mayank who was not understanding a bit what was happening. But I just requested Adhiraj to leave the place immediately.
We left but I still remember Mayank's painful eyes full of tears when he came to know that Adhiraj is my fianc. I too wanted to console him as I still love him and will always do but it was too late. Too late. As life and time doesn't wait for anybody.
But still my heart will always and always beat for him !