Love, no worries, it was supposed to be your turn and I took that, so I should be thanking you lol. & yepp watching tomorrow fo sho' and hey no worries those are the same frustrations I have. & awee thanks, I really felt like I wasn't doing Justice to Bonnie, more me than her.
I know Elena's your 'sister' and best friend, but Caroline's been there for you as much as she can with limited information. Don't you want to bring her more into the fold? Or at least, warn her, somehow of the dangers that lurk in the shadows? I mean, I know she may (sort of) be safer not knowing, but she's your best friend. Why don't you let her in, completely?
I've always felt like Caroline is my baby sister. As you know I don't have any siblings, and the type of frienship I have with her, I feel like is the type of relationship I would have with my sister if I had one. You're close, but you don't necessarily tell them everything going on with your life. And that's how we were. The vampires, that isn't my secret to share (hell, I didn't even know about them till after I was attacked by my bestfriend's boyfriend's brother), but being a witch is. And I shared that with her, yes, given it was after I told Elena, but I tried on my part. It freaked her out. So Elena and I kept her out the loop. After Grams died, and we got closer, I decided to tell her everything the night of the Founder's day parade, but she got into an accident. Right now my biggest priority is to be there for her, she needs me now. I don't want to stress her out during her recovery with all the crazy things that go bump in the night. But I'm vowing to myself, when she's better, I'll spill it all to her, I owe her at least that. I know once she's brought into the 'fold' we'll be closer than ever and I honestly see her helping us out big time, she's not as shallow as people make her out to be, as she thinks she is.
(and to book!Bonnie)How do you take the way your friends treat you? Like you're an invalid, or a baby - don't you get annoyed? I mean, you are psychic, can't you do something to them?
Yes, it annoys me, greatly. It makes me feel like I'm only good for them when my psychic abilities can help them. Other than that my opinions are not worth their time. I'm made fun of for being okay with dying young and beautiful, yet they're not made fun of for always bringing up the oath we took to always help Elena whenever danger arises, so I'm pretty much forced to come along, as if dying young isn't a possibility there. I do love the adventures don't get me wrong, but I wish my voice, my reasoning mattered. When Elena was an angel, and she was the one who needed aid, she was never called a baby, not in the degrading way I'm always. She couldn't talk, and when she needed a kiss to recognize us, when Caroline outspoke on that, everyone had her back. Yet when I think of dying in the hands of a murderer like Damon is romantic, I'm worth rolling your eyes at. It's just not fair! It doesn't make me love them any less, but I do deserve equal respect, equal dignity.
*Sorry I brought Elena into this. I honestly don't have a problem with her, I just brought in those points to point out that something similiar Elena can do and it's okay with everyone yet when Bonnie does it, it's weak, babyish, dumb, etc on her behalf.
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