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DM feeling
DM just lies on his bed as it is late now closing the Tallboy on her photo……….but she still with him even after he let her there…………..
DM lie looking at her side in silent and suddenly she come front him
With her smile …..her shining eyes looking at him as her long hair on the side of her shoulder …….and her neck so clear to him ………..she wear his favorite sari …….and in this moment DM smile ………..she say
Santo: malik …...Happy that we together and soon we will have our baby……hina? ……u says we will have other one just I want him to be like u ……just like u
Here DM tries to hold her cheek and she smile more for him …………………..
As his hand touch her he just can't believe that she is real ……..DM pulls him self more to her and he about to hug her when she disappears ………….
Here DM tears start to fall down on her pillow on her smell or what is remaining of her smell…………….
In the silent of his sad DM think
Why santo why? Maybe it is my wrong that I am not following u maybe it is my deep guilty that visuall is my son ……..but …..I never ever touch her never ……..
Oh santori it been wrong see u walking out without stopping u from walking away………ha my fault but
U just not believes me u just walk away u hurt me more then u can imagine …..Come back to me santorii come back to me nothing in this world deserved to be away from my nothing
And DM cry his pain his feeling which he imprison them inside his chest …..As his work a lot smile a lot and pain himself a lot tears stope for long time but now he can not take it more and he cry ……….in louad …….
Someone in this moment pass near his room ……it is Birow who stand there hearing her dad calling
DM: santo come back
Birow have pain in her chest ………at some time she make her ma away from him and other time come to take her ma away ………….her father is paining
And she just must bring her ma home again ………..ha but how and birow walk carry her sadness with her wonder where is my ma go?..........
In other place santo lies on her mat thinking………
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