My Hell Is The Closet I'm Stuck Inside UPDATED

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Posted: 16 years ago
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I had read this somewhere felt it too and perhaps ... somewhere down the line concur with it too

'It is easier to forgive an enemy then to forgive a friend...'

today in the case of gunjan and samrat i found this to be so true too

today perhaps in what was always just required in mayank' case - a leap of faith - his own heart needing to accept the truth he always knew - that the accident wasnt samrat' fault.. he never knew - that this 1 ride 1 journey will be the one step which fate would need to take to change the course of their lives forever - mayank admitted .. perhaps forgiving Sammy .. is correct.. is perhaps the only way to cure this pain too that has been killing them piece by piece , part by part in their lives for the past 3 years... he recalls that he felt the need to drive fast too and so hence perhaps feels he is also perhaps ... someone who should regret..

he even made gunjan wanna forgive samrat who stood by her word .. that she had stopped him that day .. where 1 wrong move - i over-speeding car turned the wheels of fortune... and hence her anger her pain her unforgiving samrat is justified.. as she says .. she doesnt think she is now in any way connected to him... a mistake which mayank rightfully corrects .. saying their is still a connect - before he leaves - as in the very beginning he told her perhaps you saw him in the flesh after 3 years today but his memories and dreams have forever been with you...

a place where 3 years ago on a pani puri stall they had this cute outing.. where the day before auditions samrat had admitted he would audition for the film too with gunjan under the condition neel had kept to give nupur a second chance... where in a manner only she could tell - he was doing this for her Di too... for her dreams to have a chance to turn real too - today they again met - but this time - it was as her heart was filled with pain and his with regret that the same place - once filled with happy memories turned melancholy too ...

ah ! what a beautiful meeting - how tragic, painful and heart wrenching too !!

2 lovers whose love changed the ways of fate .. perhaps today had to succumb to it too ... not as their love is lost but because - it has been eclipsed totally by a pain in their hearts ...he who never regrets .. never learns of or accepts his mistakes ..has no regret whatsoever perhaps isnt given a second chance by life as well to correct his folly too

but what about someone who regrets repents and gets crushed in the each breath of his life - does life offer a chance - so well deserved to him too ? perhaps yes ...

for today thou she admitted that the gunjan who loved him and the samrat she loved died the same night with her Di and their love took with her it's last breath for she .. she cannot forgive him

but he.. he who has lived each day .. trying to embrace death yet fight with it only with 1 regret - that he never could share the pain of her burden too - he couldnt console her... he tells her today .. each day without you i died a million deaths yet i couldnt stop breathing for i hadnt yet found you .. his tears her pain - his inability to have shared it or lessen the stab - his only doom & his only chance at redemption too..

i had heard this song once which i suppose in one line sums up his present condition the best -

"Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart." - bonnie tyler



today samrat is stuck in his hell ... locked inside the cage of his regret .. the closet filled with her memories and the heart with her love tortures him yet is his only chance that he'd ever get ... only she could free him .. as he can unlock her - from the fortress she has build around her - for "In all things it is better to hope than to despair
Edited by aahana86 - 15 years ago

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Posted: 16 years ago
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gosh twinnie the title of your post is so sad!!.😭😭..I haven seen the episode yet but I am already dreading it! 😭
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Posted: 16 years ago
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gosh ur title...i think its sam's hell...😭...but lord this guy doesnt deserve hell rather he deseves the paradise of love...😭
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Posted: 16 years ago
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aahana first of all superb topic yar as always 👏 👏 and very touching title hon 👏 👏today 's epi reminded me akon's song right now ( i am also fan of akon u know

😉 )Its been so long (long, long)
That I havent seen your face
Im tryin be stong (strong)
But the strenghth I have is washing away (way)
It wont be long (long)
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, sqeeze you
Tell you whats been on my mind

I wanna make love right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to link up right now (na na)
I wanna make love right now (na na)
you know this song is really very beautiful just have a look

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zx9rqKS-VJA&feature[/YOUTUBE]

gosh this lines totally suits our sam yar today he was broken inside and reminded her at that pani puri stall yes its been so long he haven't seen her face and if he catch her there then he wants her to hold her hug her ask her why you leave me why and ask her what's in your mind wow perfectly suit our sam yar

[B]Girl I know (know, know)
Mistakes were made between us two
And we show (show)
Our acts that night, even said some things werent true.
Why'd you go? (go)
I havent seen my girl since then (then)
Why cant it be that way it was?
Cause you were my homie, lover, and friend

gosh this lines made me more santy yes he was his friend ,lover and homie after that union then why she left him she didn't trust him at that time for once she didn't love him at that time she didn't have a faith at that time her act of departure made him more guilty why she left him without giving any punishment

I cant lie (I miss you much)
Watching everyday that goes by (I miss you much)
til I get you back im gonna try (yes, I miss you much)
you are the apple of my eye (girl, I miss you much, I miss you much)
I want you to fly with me (want you to fly)
I miss how you lie with me (miss how you lie)
Just wish you could dine with me (wish you could dine with me)
The one that'll grind with me (said, that that'll grind with me)


yes he didn't lie but he missed her and try to get her back in his life her every memories come infront of him and he didn't lie and suddenly he saw her soul her chashmish and happiness came in his eyes but when he called her chashmish she denied saying no i am not chashmish i am gunjan and that pierced her heart and with heavy heart he said her gunjan 😭 😭 he asked her why you leave me without saying anything from the last 3 years i was searching your i was not there to console you to give my shoulder in the time of need i every day wanted to kill myself but you always stopped me so that i can give you my warm but no response from her side and then when she started going he said stop if you love me one sec in your life and her reply love which we had finished with death of di and this made me more santy and it was heart breaking 😭 😭 gosh gun's cold behaviour was very shocking for me

but i know she is also hurt inside u know we always hurt our near and dear ones bcz we know they all r ours and we have a right on them and she is doing same unknowingly she also loves him but with her rude behaviour she is covering all this as mayank made her understand that it was not his fault at all may be they all r also responsible for this but today she is not ready to accept it but she will understand bcz love always makes u more close whom u hurt and now she is hurt and destiny which made them apart will make them together for sure and today monaya were outstanding they deserve standing ovation 👏 👏
Edited by aashizin - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Originally posted by: gina87

<font face="Comic Sans MS, Times, serif">gosh twinnie the title of your post is so sad!!.😭😭..I haven seen the episode yet but I am already dreading it</font>! 😭

gina it was heart breaking epi yar 😭 😭 😭
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Originally posted by: aashizin

gina it was heart breaking epi yar 😭 😭 😭



exactly ashi..indeed it was...tonite i was just not able to even shed tears...coz where sam's love made me numb...gunji's coldness held my tears sought of frozen inside...!!!
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Beautiful topic hun!! 🤗
I soo agree with you!!
Mayank tried to explain gunjan that its not completely sam's fault!! and if nupur would have been here had she acted the same way like them..?? It was everyone's fault in it.. we were asking samrat to speed up!! But gunjan said that she was not!! And she cant forgive sam!! Mayank told her that you maybe seeing sam after 3 years, but he was always there with you.. in your thoughts!!

And now sajan's confrontation scene..
Man.. the scene was really beautiful, at the same time soo heartbreaking and painful!! 😭 😭 I still cant stop my tears 😭
Sajan confronted.. finally!! Sam was passing by the pani puri stall, remembering the moments with his chashmish he spent there..!!
And at the same place he saw his chashmish after 3 long years!! Tears were trickling in his eyes throughout 😭 Happy to see his chashmish after soo long, at the same time filled with regret!!
he went to her n called her CHASHMISH!! But gunjan strictly told him that she is no longer his chashmish.. she's Gunjan!! 😭 Sammy accepted it and said yaa i forgot that after whatever happened 3 years back, i've lost the right to call you chashmish!! 😭 But still he couldn't help himself from calling her by that name!! Whenever he was talking to her, everytime the word Chahmish was slipping out of his mouth.. he was trying hard not to repeat it.. 😭 Chash...... Gunjan, Chashmi.... Gunjan!! 😭 😭 It was soo painful seeing this!! 😭 He asked her why didn't she meet him before leaving..?? Since past 3 years every second i'm dying.. whenever i was near to death, you were always used to come to stop me!! Because there was still hope left in my heart.. i didn't see you, i was living in hope that some day i'll share my pain with you..!! 😭
Gunjan started walking.. but sam said if you have loved me even a single sec, then you'll turn.!! Those FBs were making the scene more intense!! 😭 Gunjan said ki their loved died 3 yrs back, the gunjan who loved samrat, and the samrat whom gunjan loved died with the last breath of her di!! 😭 😭
Gunjan was being soo cold. but somewhere her heart was crying.. she was not showing it on her face!! 😭
Samrat was totally left heartbroken!! 😭 😭 I really wanna give him a tightt hug... 🤗 😭
I hope everything gets back to normal soon, cant see our sajan in soo much pain!! 😭 Maybe now gunjan will soon be joining excel i think!!
And kudos to monaya for potraying that scene soo beautifully!! 👏 👏 👏 They were fab!! 👏 👏
Edited by sajanroxx20 - 16 years ago
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Originally posted by: gina87

gosh twinnie the title of your post is so sad!!.😭😭..I haven seen the episode yet but I am already dreading it! 😭



Twinnie i am sorry but i think no other words were apt 😭😭
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Posted: 16 years ago
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Originally posted by: princessyashika

gosh ur title...i think its sam's hell...😭...but lord this guy doesnt deserve hell rather he deseves the paradise of love...😭



mallu it is his hell god the look on his face his words to her.. he is a dead man walking on a ouble edged sword in life 😭
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Posted: 16 years ago
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yaar have i ever said that i love ur topic
if not then i am really sorry
because i just loved what u write .....it completly feels ur heart is speaking
can feel the same emotions too
u express it beautifully
i knew it will be a heart breaking episode
sometimes i feel nupur died just once for which samrat is blamed
but what about samrat who is dieing each day for the past 3 years
what will they call that
atleast majan had each other to console and share some part of their greif
but samrat he doesnt have anyone to look forward to,none to cry his heart out
its damm painful to be lonely
and that pain was in some % given by gunjan herself
if i would have ever met gunjan i would have first asked her a question that it was an accident anyone could have died in it what if samrat had died would u be happy by thinking he was responsible so he died thank god other were safe
would she think this way???
then why blame for an accident which was mainly due to brake failure for which samrat was not responsible?
Edited by sushups - 16 years ago

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