so am about to bug you again 😳 - pardon me
this couple never - ever manages to fail me - ok last night i was pretty upset for Sam more then even gunjan 😳 - well i have a rather soft corner for him ☺️
ok but that aside - today I so wanna hug him - gosh - who ever has made up the character of this guy
complexity in characters is a trait which fascinates me - i so love beyond the run of the mill usual stuff people
and he happens to be just one of them - layers and layers known and yet so much for discovery 😳
today as in a funny mood i was enjoying myself a part of me felt something amiss a mystery - i then thought it over and knew what had went wrong
i darn missed a good detail - well glee did that to me 😳 but back to normal i pondered over just that - the act of the most unusual courage and how i failed to write of it before
it's perhaps the most basic human way to react - to respond - when in need - to call on to your own mother
it doesn't matter how u call her ma mom mummy or by any other word there is simply no one like her 😳 - for a child in fear feels so at safety - knowing she is near by - around and goes off to sleep peacefully even amidst chaos when mildly patted by her hand and with your head in her lap
she is safety, she is security , she is your ultimate savior in times when no one agrees or cares for you - she's your mom
ironically Samrat today said he hates her but in time of his need thinks of her instantly
a mother who was separated from him years ago whom he hated for not taking him along a mother who perhaps even after trying to could not reach him in all this time
and yet it was SHE - whom he called for help - called to plea - called for his love
it so makes sense now for the film financiers to stop paying as shown - cause this was what was to be!!!
Sam finally returning to his home - his roots - like a bird tired just flying back to it's nest
I am sure she'd agree as the precap shows - Sam will get the money from his mom - and will leave after repeatedly hearing Gunjan' words to go away
how can a mother not help her child after all ?
but for me the part that was the most heart touching of it all was his war with himself as he chose he would call her
Mohit was Amazing as he emoted that scene 👏👏👏
a child so fragile and vulnerable - abandoned and lost and his war with the baggage of pain that he'd carried around for years but today had to simply face it - put it down and look it in the eyes - the horror, the pain, the hurt - of a tragic past - for the one he loves so dearly 😳
only and only Gunjan could have done it for Sam - make him go back to his mom and rise above his past's tragedies unknown to even her as shown or voluntarily
cause if you look at it - calling up his mom was a simple job - his heart called out to her instantly - as a child always knows - mom is always there for me - no matter what
but the task was to take that step - itself - as to do so - he had to fight and win over the demons of his past and agony - and for her he did it reject his fears of being perhaps even rejected again by his mom
looking at her he did it - his resolve was gone shaken for a second as he recalled those moments of dark - but her tensed face - 1 look at it - was all he needed - to fight back and win over - cause in the moment - he felt it was all she needed - her dream her hopes back again
and so for her he did it won over - daring to move - wanting her to achieve - his love for her - making him do it - inspiring the courage to act beyond his fears 😳
i think this is how finally Sam will get back his mom - knowing he can now call upon her in his hour of need and knowing yes she'll stand by him and be with him in all his needs
also pls dont worry guys i dont think she'd be evil or mean to gunjan - cause she'd surely be smart to know - she is the one way ticket back to her son's heart 😉 - cause if her son never called her in all these years for himself but did it for her - he sure as hell must love her a lot - so irking her is definitely not a possibility