di!
now, the sorry seems to be progressing but slowly. i hope it acquires some pace. and about the illogical medical stuff, better to forget it. cv's had left it perishing ages ago.😒
ARMAAN-I sympathise with him. understand his feelings. being in love madly for almost three years, his life is still like hollow filled with pain and disapointment. he sacrifices himself at every juncture, but not even a small word of love and sympathy is not shown to him.
i really feel sorry for him to still love a girl who is married? but the status matters? does it when you love a person unconditionally. no a person's status doesn't hold any importance in front of his or her feelings. its like fighting a losing battle. but i still want him to control his emotions. i seriously don't want him to get into any sort of contacts. i mean no eyelocks, no words just professionalism, until its accidental.
though, he is not forcing himself on her but has many expectations which might come crashing down.
he is trying his best but fails miserably. and that's how he is, madly in love.
RIDDHIMA- I liked her for maintaining her poise. she did not behave frantically as she always does.
but i don't understand her behaviour with sid. he pulls her every now and then and she in return gives dirty looks to him but not a sound piece of advice. she could just tell him to give her some time and space so she can take a correct decision, instead her blank attitude baffles sid more and makes him feel that she wants to break the marriage, which makes him infuriated and jealous.
and with armaan, i don't even expect her to talk to him nicely because she didn't , out of courtesy, tried to ask him about his experience or his current mental status. and when now she is in total silent mode, it pinches armaan to the core and her inddifference is killing both the men.
has she started analysing anything? or is trying to shut her inner voice, cv's need to elaborate her feelings, rather then making her run away from crisis. her emotional turmoil needs to be portrayed, because as far as i know her , she is vulnerable and emotional, how much ever she tries to hide her reality, she breaks down when all alone, venting out her emotions and trying to find her answers.
the whole thing is being dragged to much.
SID- i really don't know di, to sympathise with him or feel like scolding him.😕 because his marriage is own rocks and he has contributed a whole lot in it. he sends her to pune, brainwash her to pretend to be armaan's wife , sends DP without even her consult, gets angry and jealous when she signs them.
when dr. shashank grants them a grace period, he becomes impatient and suddenly thinks of reviving the doomed relationship, knowing riddhima is not ready for it and tells her to do so and then go back to armaan. i really am confused. i am beleaguered by his thoughts and actions , so don't know which way to feel.
and as you said, i don't want him to be presumptous and blame AR of cheating, without any proof.
because i am also sure that riddhima, nonetheless, would end up trying to save her marriage, without caring what she really wants, because it would doom her self respect and make her feel rejected.
sid and riddhima have already damaged the situation but now i want some sensibility in both characters.
i seriously want this love triangle to end. its unpleasant to watch all three characters getting butchered and if i want theire close moments to be the the ones of self realisation, i mean i don't want armaan to go close to her deliberately or riddhima going in his armas but their promximity should help her realise her feelings. does she still love armaan or she wants her marriage? no affairs and i am sure there won't be any. i don't want her to succumb to society or sid's accusations, when she has not done anything wrong or deliberately.
hope all of this to end soon!
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