Oh ...........after learning abt the promo ........ I really dont feel like watching the episode anymore..............It will be difficult to watch Nakku's tears-behind-smiles-act after Dutta announces that he finds Sups is the one for him , a match made in heaven(hell for us π€ͺ)...........Anyways hope that it isnt as painful as its sounding ........lets watch ......dive in ........
1) Epi started off at a dark room....... wah , wah kya symbolism hai π............ Stop looking at me like that now π...... after reading abt the promo, my well-lited office-room is seeming like andhera π..... Ya I know kuch zyada hi hogaya, but what can I say , I am depressed already .............. anyways moving on........π
2) Yeh CHAAND sa roshan chehra ....... thareef karun kya ?π ...... Ya u got it, its Dutta ji walking into his room..... with darkness surrounded and NOPE , Nada .........no thraeef wareef for him today π‘ π. Until and unless he is gonna come back to the RIGHT path, mein tho koi thareef karne wali nahin hoon (on a side note, he was looking extremely good in that scene π³ and remember I didnt say that π) .....ahemmmmm π³...............ok back ..............so where were we? , ya he at his roomπ.
3) Dutta thinking - winking abt Supriya's emotional bakwaas from friday π€ͺ.......... trying to figure out whether she meant what she was saying. I was like, socho , if u want I can give u my cup of coffee but pls socho, achi tharah, jald baazi math karo π..... Cuz later tu royega aur humein bhi rulayega .......and mere tears ki stock katham hogayi , all thanks to Mahi-Chinmayee π.
4) Only when I feel like hating Dutta for believing in Sups, comes this scene. Aaaahhhh.............ππππππ............ u wont believe me, but I couldnt type a word while watching this scene for the first time, I was just watching him, and that scene, and ofcourse eyes filled-up. This guy Dutta will make me go crazy one day ........ hmmmmm.........π π
5) Dutta sits on his sofa, takes the light-switch and starts toggling between darkness ( seema's thoughts) and light (for him () , supriya's thoughts) and wondering whether to go on with the shaadi.
6) He shuts off the light, Background score ( mouth organ music), flasback scenes start rolling and so do tears from my eyes π......... I am amazed how attached I got with this character called "Dutta" . His pain could be felt right thru and he didnt even show pain yet ............hmmmm π. Oh how I wish I could do something to ease off his pain ........... π€.
7) The way director tried to show what Dutta's conflict was , was applaudable π. See the flow of scenes, "Dutta running happily towards the river bank" (his intial days of life filled with happiness ) , "Dutta playing the mouth-organ" (his longing for Seema, his love), "Seema" ( his life) .
8) Look at the way Dutta gets distracted for a min or so after he remembers "Seema" . He hates her so much , u could just feel it. Awww Dutta here π€.......
9) He continues to remember his life with Seema , but now with a very angry-disapointed look on his face. Did I say I love Mishal's acting?π³. Just double it off, man he was so good the way he changed his look from "Thinking" to "Hurt". Awesomeπ.
10) He remembers how Seema fed him and I was like, Dutta bas ussi nazar se Sups ko bhi dekho, dont u see similarities? π Yaaaaaa ??π Haan?? ππ.
11) Now he lays his head onto his hand (for support), remembers how Seema trashed his hopes. It was like he needs some support to even bear that pain (of betrayal) yet again. Loved the direction to bitsπ. Mera bas chele tho mein Director ko gale laga loo aaj.....Mashaallah!!! π.
12) He remembers "Jaab kaali aur chahiye Seema jaisi Ghar wali" , and the way he gets agitated, unable to sit thru that thought.............awww........Amazing Mishal.......Just Amazingπ. Dont u feel the same thing when u try to forget something , take it out of ur system but then it keeps coming back........... U kind of become restless ?. Yup , its the same kind of feel I got watching Dutta in that scene. I bet he would do anything to just Re-write that part of his life, Alas !!! ............... only if one could erase memories .
13) Now its Supriya's turn ............ He remembers how she is trying to please him, how she wants him to give their marriage a chance, how she wants to prove to him that she is indeed in love with him (wrist cut scene). Dutta Thinkinggggggg...........and me Lookingggggggg at him π................hmmmmm........ socho socho Dutta , zor lagake socho..........but pls socho π.
14) Dutta ji trying to put 2+2 together, only if he had some time.......par NO ............Aayi had to come and disturb him naa......... Aaiiiiii.............π‘
15) Aai in Dutta's room? π² at that hour? π Dont u smell something fishy? ....I feel its Aai who is back-stabbing Dutta using that Tight-Shirts-Peanut-Brains (π‘π‘π‘)....... I feel it ............ π.............oh how I wish I was wrong...........π.
16) First things first, didnt Dutta ask Aai to take rest? , Aai went to her room to rest
naa? So how did she know that Dutta isnt asleep yet?π Or better why is she wandering around the house at that hour?π². I am sorry but I have my doubts abt this woman now.
17) I dont know why but I am seriously not able to see Aai in a good light these days. Every act she puts up with shouts "EVIL" ......arrrhggghhh...π‘........ I hate myself for even saying that, but what to do , I am highly suspicious of her behavior.
18) Anyways I will try to stay positive here for goodness-sakes. I wish and pray Aai is good. I pray for it , sincierlyπ.
19) Aai comes and tries to find out if everything is ok with Dutta. Now thats like a Mother, who senses something is wrong with her kid ..... (Optimistic : Grt bond that these two share , Pessimistic : Mawali mustve informed her abt what happened and she is here to figure it out herself).
20) Look at the way Dutta tries to shove off answering his Mom's Qs. He doesnt want to bother her , does he?π³. So he goes to his window , away from his mom, hiding his thoughts, and tries to get some fresh airπ.
21) Just one Q there though π€£.........why didnt Dutta just switch on the lights? π²π Power outage kya? π²π.......but then he is Dutta Bhaou naa wont he have a generator at home? π²π. Sorry but I did feel weird that when someone comes into room and comments that the room is dark, u will need to switch on the light , not go open the window and expect "chaandni" to lit the room π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£. Sorry abt the stupid joke π.
22) Best frame of this scene, Aai sits on the sofa , Dutta sits near her, at her feet. A.D.O.R.A.B.L.E !!!π No wonder we all love Dutta so much πππππ.
23) Best line of this scene , Aai's "Aaj ghod mein sar nahin rakhega??". Aai's voice was choking at that line, and u could truly feel her "Mamta" in that line.......and do nothing but ............awwwwwwwwwwwwwππππ.
24) I dont know if u noticed this scene properly or not but, see how Dutta's face changes at that line. Its like he will burst out into tears at any moment π. My eyes started filling up already .......π.
25) He sleeps on her lap and see how he closes his eyes with a "aah" kind of feel. It must've been like heaven for him , isnt it?π After all even Heaven can't beat Mom's achal...... Loved, Loved and Loved ..........Dutta π. He is back to being Duttaπ.
26) Aai says "Tu dus saal ka tha , Jab aakri baar tu humare ghod mein sar rakh ke soya tha....."......... and look at Dutta's tears π. He is finally crying , after 10 long years the tears could finally find a way out π. As we can sense it, its gonna be a super emotional scene. I dont need to add, my eyes have filled up tooπ. I really cant see Dutta crying, thats out my bardash ki limits π...
27) The last time Dutta did this sar-rakh-ke-sona was when he lost his Paa. Now what do u want me to add to it? π All we can do is cry for our dear Duttaπ.
28) Look at the way Dutta tries to stop Aai from talking further, with that choking-kind-of-husky-voice "Kyaa Aai, Aaj achanak, aap yeh sab........ ".
29) I know many of us here had questioned, Aai's Mamta saying why she never stopped Dutta from getting into this bad-dark-world. Looks like CVs are trying to answer us..........π. Aai says , "Theri teeno behenon ki zamadari ne humein apna moo band rakhna pada, Hum ne apna Aai honeka farz nibaya, nahin bacha paya tumhe apni dal-dalse". Do u think its a valid reason?π I mean who doesnt have resposibilites, so what if he had his three sisters to take care of ? Does she mean ppl cant earn money the right way to take care of responsibilities? Iam sorry but I beg to differ. Her line seems emotional one but I really dont like the reasoning she gave. Here the guy has been living in a hell for 10 long yrs and she sites his responsibilites the reason? Wasnt the guy earning enuf money by working in the garage, before Seema-Fiasco happened?. So couldn't he continue doing that? . Why didnt she ask him to continue doing that?. I dont agree with her explanation , Period !!!.
30) Dutta tries to make Aai feel better, lets her know , that whatever he is , it was his decision and he is human-still because of her and his sisters. I was like, ya ya, only if u knew how they booze around at nights π.......
31) Aai says that she wants Dutta to be happy with biwi-bachein, ya same old "Maa ki Mamta" stuff and leaves. I was like, chalo now that Aai has gone, Dutta wil be back to cleaning his rusted-brain and will THINK π.
32) and ......... Right here starts one of the Best scenes I have ever-seen π³. Dutta at window , suddenly feels something is at his door, turns to see, someone walking up the stairs with white-light beaming from behind. ............All I have to say is, Iam AWESTRUCK!!!, by the Direction ππ . I wonder if we have such nice/thoughtful scenes even in films these days. Kudos to the Director π.
33) "Raat din" song in the background, and wanna know who that person walking up the stairs was?π³. "Dutta"................... Yaaa, now dont get shocked , it is our old "Dutta" who walked up the stairs .
34) Dutta's parchayi (old Dutta ) was at "Bhaou's" door, asking "Dutta Bhaou" to come out of his shell , into the new world π³.
35) Loved how "Dutta" stands at "Bhaou's" door and smiles at him . The contrast was so visible, "Dutta bhaou" in black , with gloomy face, trying to stand near "Chandini" while "Dutta" was in lively colors, smiley face and got the "Chandini" along with him. I tell u , AMAZING DIRECTIONπ.
36) Dont forget to see how "Dutta" looks mockingly at "Bhaou's" Dark-Room π. It was like "U LIVE HERE??? π NO WONDER !!! COME OUT MAN !!!" π.
37) "Dutta" starts guiding "Dutta Bhaou" out of his den, slow and steady. "Bhaou" takes few steps onto the stairs..........and Ta-Da, Parchayi gone and before "Bhaou" knew, he is already out of his "Dark room" π.
38) Nakku on the other hand unable to sleep, wakes up, packs up all the stuff Dutta gave her(Teddy, chunari)............. Nakku dont cry yaar...........here π€. ..............Koi baath nahin Baaji ko supari denge aur "Dutta" ko utwayenge on shaadi day π...... u dont worry π.
39) Loved how "Dutta Bhaou" tries to pick up the sweat from his forehead ...... Looks like "Bhaou" finally paved way for "Dutta" ......... hmmmm...... but we can see "Doom" already, dont we ? . Someone just kill Sups yaar............. she managed to break the shell......only to trample his heart further π‘π.
40) Dutta walks to the pond where Nakku was playing around , couple of epi's back. He looks at that dia's(lamps) and I had this Deja-Vu kind of feeling π ..... Nakku imagined him to be that Dia and here he is seeing himself as that Dia. I tell u yeh log hum sab ko emotionally torture karke hi chodenge..............Wonderful scene!!! π³.
41) "Dutta bhaou" throws a stone and sees "Dutta" in the water........ He kind of shocked, throws another stone to see "Bhaou"'s reflection. It was like, he is kind of going back to being "Dutta" yet again. Sensitive Direction .........Loved itπ.
42) Nakku all sad, near her Bappa . Dutta sees her and I was like "Dekh Dutta teri parchayi yahin tho keh rahi hai........ur soulmate is waiting for u here ........LOOK π ...... Aankein khol ke dekh le , aur Samaj ".......... π.
43) Ok so Nakku is at Mandir that too at a very late hour and Dutta doesnt even give her a chance to explain what she is doing there?π€. Comeon Dutta let the ladki talk sometimes π‘π, ya we know she bak-bak's a lot , but off late kya apka bak-bak kuch zyada nahin hogaya?π. U hardly give Nakku a chance .............
44) Anyways for me it seemed, that he was WAITING to share his thoughts with Nakku and thats why he didnt even give Nakku a chance to talk. I have only one thing to say to Dutta here, Arey Bhai Dutta agar tujhe itna hi apni dil ki baath share karni ho tho jaake apne Maa se bhol or better apne hone wali Biwi se jaake bol, ladki mili nahin boltha ja raha hai boltha ja raha hai.........π‘π
45) He is so self-absorbed that he hardly notices Nakku's sadness. He tells her "Meine kaha tha naa, jo inn hathon mein lagi khoon ko samaj payegi, wahi meri patni banegi.........aaj wahi hua Nakku, wahi hua Aaj, Kisine mere haathon mein laga khoon dekhkar, apna khoon bahadiya, Mere dard ko apna liya". First of all I DIDNT like Mishal's way of saying "Mere Dard ko apna liya". He tried to put in a lot of dramatics at that line.........sorry wasnt gelling well with the whole lineππΌ. Anyways hope thats a small glitch. Abt the line..............Can Dutta care to explain how Supriya cutting her wrist eased out his Pain?π. Sorry Iam unable to figure it out, no really............. I am confused here π. I wish I could shake Dutta a bit, so that his brain-cells would fall in place and he would think it thru once again.......Alas!!!. What a blunder, Dutta , what a blunder.
46) Loved the way he looks back at Nakku, and says "Tune hi mujhe samjaya tha naa, saab Surpiya thaayi ko ek maukha do". I was like ya ya, Nakku ji ne hi kaha tha, Apne payr pe khuladi maarna tho koi humari Nakku se hi seekheπ€ͺ. Waise Dutta ji aapko yeh baath humein baar baar yaad dilane ki koi zaroorath nahin hai π‘........we get it .
47) He tells Nakku that he is gonna do what she wants him to do , Not Hide pain anymore. I was like, ya do whatever Nakku says but marry Sups (??π‘) If u so need Nakku for Advice what will Sups do?. Jaou Sups se advice lo, Nakku ko chod do π‘π.
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48) I
think I missed one scene at the end ............ The video i watched didnt have it I guess.......... But whats with the holding, shaking and repeating "Mein supriya ke saath apne saare dukh dard batunga,mein supriya ko apna jeevan saathi banaounga, meiin supriya ke saath apna ghar basaounga". Oh man look at Nakku there ..........she is so trying to hide tears π and Dutta doesnt notice that?π² Dutaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa π‘π‘π‘π‘π‘
49 ) Also who gave Dutta the RIGHT to touch a girl like that? π‘ No seriously.......cant he keep his hands off her? π‘........ its high time he realizes that she is a GIRL afterall and touching her every now and then on some or other pretext is not very good.......sply when he doesnt even see her with that Nazar ** how i wish he did ** ...........
50) Yaar tum sab log close ur eyes and dont read this but I need to put my frustration in words here........ I really felt like slapping Dutta in that scene....... I was like, Man comeon come back to senses and chodo ladki ko ........Bahut hogaya , bahut satha li tumne ladki ko π‘π‘
51) He happily walks off after telling her his dil-ki-baath..........ya she isnt human naa....uski koi opinion ya baath se kya farak padega ? Isnt it Dutta. Dutta ji stop treating the girl as if she is a doll without emotions and try looking at her , if u can , she is ready to burst into tears.............cant u SEE? π‘.
52) Precap : So looks like if Aai-Dutta took us all for an emotional ride today, tomorrow its gonna be Nakku-Babi's turn. Also Haldi-Rasam is on its way.............chalo shukar hai Shaadi ki yaad tho aayi CVs ko π.
EPI VERDICT : Its DIRECTION that takes the credit today. Great piece of work ππ.
Turn Ons : "Dutta"'s smile at "Bhaou's" door. Aur kya chahiye........haiyeeee π.
Turn Offs : hmmmm Mishal's "Mere dard ko apna lia" ......... didnt like it even a wee bit.
Dialogue of the Day : Aai's "Mere ghod mein Sarakhe nahin soyega?".
Scene of the Day : "Dutta" taking "Dutta Bhaou" out of his den towards his Destiny........ "Nakku" π .
Mishal, Aai were too good as Mom-Son......... π
Please post ur comments .......π
Anu
Edited by Anu-Reddy - 15 years ago