just want ask all AR fans out there that i am da only AR who still likes ridz & supports her?Everywhere i am going i see us AR fans r enjoying bashing ridz & saying things like she is selfish,her luv is fake,armaan deserves some1 better,she has forgotten him & is bewafa ect. But cant atleast once try 2 understand her.....she has always been a confused soul... first she believed her father tht armaan left her..then when she found out da truth..she blamed her father (even though it was armaan who decided 2 leave)...she went crazy....was dying every minute 2 get glimpse of armaan & say sorry 2 him (now when armaan going through same phase every1 feels sad for him...wht happen da time ridz was feeling da same for him &he didn't meet her...tht time every1 said armaan can never leave ridz in tht condition...but now only ridz is bashed...i havent seen any 1 saying ridz would never do that.).....but wht did she get in return even she saw armaan...he left her writing a letter 2 her (even though he left 4 her benefit)....was it fair on ridz....ok even after tht she wanted 2 run after him,still knowing tht he is running away frm her...but didnt succed & passed out...& when got up thought she is raped & not worthy of armaan anymore;(....ok she goes back...mentally still not believing armaan can leave her....she blames sid & shashank 4 armaan's depature.....then decides 2 leave da whole world & go somewhere & live life which is next 2 death...but then comes da circumstances she faced & had 2 agree 2 marry...even though she agrees...she wants 2 kill herself why...coz she knows she only is armaan's &no 1 can have her....but she gets saved & sid blames her 4 hurting every1....ok then she decides tht 4 her parents she will scarifice her true luv & force herself 2 wipe his memories..coz she knows she cant be armaan's anymore & make atleast her parents happy...if not herself.....then she gets no peace after marriage either...then finally she decides 2 give sid another chance just 2 repay wht he has done 4 her parents.....& then wht she sees is tht armaan has returned...her true luv..her life is back....but she cant go 2 him....at this point she proved me she luvs armaan more then herself...da smile & happiness tht she experienced was only coz of da luv they have 4 each other;)...& i think her anger is justified...she has been dying 2 meet him ever since....& deep down is agry tht he left 2 face the world on her own she only has the power 2 stand up 4herself when armaan is with her & plus coz she luvs him 2 much still despite being married...she even claimed she doesnt luv sid.....if she had moved on with sid she would of never been that happy seeing armaan;)....people say armaan always suffer pain in luving ridz.....but ridz has suffered no less pain either....... V blame her 2day 4 not asking armaan how he become alright & all...but did armaan do same when he meet her..imagine how hard it is for her 2 go through things like her parents saying tht ur not our daughter anymore,she cant hug her mother when she suffering pain...sid tells her tht all she is doing is natak...she gets insulted by sid mother...but suffers all inside her & just trying 2 make things easy 4 every1 involved.....i know many will not agree with me....but 1 i want 2 say is that when AR become 1.....ill feel content tht both deserve each other....coz 2 me they both need each other...they both made dreams 2 be together...& they both deserve happiness;)but things only get tougher 4 ridz coz she has 2 think abt both sid & armaan,...even though i now she will intially choose sid..coz she has 2....but the world will witness AR's scarafice of true luv & make them 1 again;)
Edited by bilash - 15 years ago