but i suppose amidst all this 1 thing what i liked today was d 1 Msg d show & d Cv's r trying to give us
yes Gunjan was sorry 4 herself , she says when life becomes so perfect - when i had a gr8 sis like u , d whole dreamful journey of morena - mumbai , such gr8 friends & family , love & Samrat in my life perhaps i was too filled with happiness & i think d only outlet for such an extreme amt of everything was tears
but later she goes on 2 proceed asking nups has she said it to all , ans me truthfully & later wants a promise of her DI ALWAYS LOVE ME, BUT NEVER PITY ME - that i suppose was d moment i was not only proud of Gunjan & saw what a brave person she is but felt good 4 d msg it sent
yes ppl with unfortunate accidents in their lives often 4 no fault have to bear the consequences of 'em at times 4 days, at times 4 life, thr's n ans why , no reasons for what just simple sheer truth & 1 explanation to end it all - Fate, Destiny or Karma
we have no other ways of answering this just these words
but yes 1 thing beyond these that really is more hurting & heartbreaking is d sheer feeling of helplessness & pity that comes along with it , with emotions like anger, hatred etc
u can calm down ur anger, cry it out talk , break a few things , yell & yes ultimately it'll be out , 4 d hatred u can nurture it beyond belief - go bitter, cold , harsh, mean
but there's no way of dealing with Pity & d helplessness other ppl make u feel - yes ur emotions are 4 u own to control & restrain but u cant say d same of others & it hurts even more when those ppl are your very own
i loved d simple msg - that in simple sweet words Gunjan said aloud 2 her Di nups - never treat me any diff from what u always did , just be d same as i wont be able 2 take it otherwise
& d brave gal that she is loved d smiling face , d brave front she put up as she entered in d last scene
yes thx Cv's 4 d wonderful msg u r sending across - u may lose ur hopes, u happiness , may lose certainly a lot of things & everything - but never ever lose ur pride , ur Dignity