My Heart's Cryinggg for Ashi-Sonuuuu

Omggggg guys my heart is badly weeping for both Ashi and Sonuuuuuuuuu omggggggggggggggggggggg omg Did u all see the epi kya?...The last scene wen Tia tells Ashi ki sou gng to abroad shayad forever ke liye...and den suddenly Ashi-Sonu ka background score comes..omg omg...i can't get over this moment guys..the loon on Ashi's face uska eyesssssssss...i mean i dunnoo...u could actually see d smile wipied out from her face...it was just i dunno sirf ek sec ka moment tha but it made me cry like helllllllll...and d worst is i dnt even know wat i m feelinggggg,,,i m feleing so strange i can't belive i cried dis much i dunno yaaaaar...is like is ek moment u could actually feel what Sonya means to herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,,,,pahli baar d reality hit her ki her mom is gng gng gng far far away from her...HER MUMMAAA....omgggggg...i dunno yaar...dese two hamesha make me go so so freaking senti...never sene anything any dammed hting as pure as this duo...That Sou scene omggggggg oh my god....i dunno wat to say,,,she was so so broken so defeateeeeeeeeeeeeeed...d way she remebered every single moment wid her mummummmmm...there were quite a few moments jab ashi rudely asks her to go away...omggg...that was so ironic as if Sonu was remebering them and realizing ki sach main ashi always wanted her to go awya from her....and end main jab ashi ki voice was echoing "mumma mumma mummma" omggggggggggggggg...omg omg..i mean OMGGG...yaaar...it was soooooooooooooooooooo heart wrenchingggggggg,,,That mumma mumma is still ringing in my earsssssssss....it was as if Sonu ko sirf uski mummum ki awaaz sunai de ri thi as if she badly craved for her to call her mumma...omg....i dunno guys..i know dis post is like totally uncomprehendable but i can't help it i can't put my feelings in words...its just i never saw a mom love he daugter this this passionately...i mean shucks yaar this woman's whole wholeeeeeeeeee life uski life ka ek ek moment is dedicated to her Mummummmmm...she cna so do anythingg for her any dammed thing...u know dis sounds so c***ched but for Ashi she could hav fought wid bhaggu as welllllllll....i mean this is shattering her making her hollow from widin she knows she wnt ever be d same again widout her dotty she knoooooows ki she wld never be whole again she wld never feel happynesssssss or life ever again...lekin still she is oding htis coz she thinks that is wat her dotty wants coz she thinks in dis lies her dotty's happyness...omggggg...i have never seen a more selfless form of loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...this woman is just u dynnoooo...i wana hug her hardddddddddddddddd,,,🤗...i wish i could be a mom like her i wish i can be dis selflesssssssss while loving my own dotty...for Ashi she reallly reallly reallly is d symbol o face f her Bhagguuuuuu...and omggggggg...this is exactly wat i felt seeing that sinking look on Ashi's face...i mean omgg...kahne ko ashi has a real rocking life gng for her she is adored and respected by all she has hellll amazing friends her life has just started ticking she has just started her rollercoaster ride and she has to go so so much aage she has to discover her misison in life she has to create her own identity a place for her own self in dis world there is so much to doooo...but but but nothingggggggg wld make sense to her if in alll dese phases her Mumma's aura doesn't surrounds her....everything wld loose its meaning its very essance widout Sonu...she needs her to fele life to feel her own selfffffffffffff....she is her biggest security her biggest faith her biggest belief her bigges truuuuuuuuuuuth in herself and in Bhagguuuuuuuuuuu,,,omgggggggg...Ashitaaaaaaa that "tujh main rba dikhta hai" mix of yours suddenly feels so reallllllllllllllllll i can so feel it i mean i felt it wen u made that but today for d first time ever am realizing its true true trueee meaninggggggggggggggg...omgggggg...i dunno..These two just rocked today stole d whole whole shoooooooow....for me this one relationship is THE essance of rdis whole freaking show...nothing can be as pure as this one relaitonship for me...

OMG! The best thing is that this scene still gives me gooses soo badly!! Seriously no words to describe the purity of this scene...adore it soo badly😳😳 And for you all...i have already uploaded the scene on youtube😳

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a8zq-7uxfY

I am toh still lost in this scene soo badly...especially by the end of the scene...wen flashbacks gets over...we hear ashi screaming "Mumma!! Mumma!!" and sonia crying....OMGGGGGG!! No wordsssssss at all yaar!!

Did you all see today's episode?!?! OMGGG! I was in tears...that confrontation between sonia and ashi...it was heart-breaking...I was feeling sad for both sonia and ashi!!

I mean they both love each other soo much...i can't see such tension between them!!🥺 And did you hear when ashi said, "Haan lekin koi special someone mujhe love nahi karta hain!"🥺 Ahhhh...all this is soo awesome that i would need more than 10 mins to write on it...but seriously this whole scene between ashi-sonia was way too beautiful!!

It was killing them both inside...and ashi toh had no idea that sonia was leaving coz of ashi...did you see ashi's reaction when she learnt that??? Oh goddd!! Love this scene a lottt!! My most fav. ashi-sonia scene so far was when they talk after ashi learns about sahil two-timing her and tia...in ashi's room...but today's scene was totally different all together!! Adore today's scene to bits and pieces!!

And i know tomorrow's scene...both ashi-yuvi and ashi-sonia...both scenes are going to be CLASSIC!!! I seriously can't wait for tomorrow...especially after precap!! Trust me i have watched ashi's tujhe mein rab (female) mix 10 times after seeing the precap!! I am getting soo impatient to watch that scene...Can't wait for tomorrow remix!

Btw loons just to add this one lil thing...i just loved how you said that sonia's love for ashi is soo selfless... and described sonia's feelings soo beautifully...but oyu know what i realized?? All relationship shared by ashi is soo pure and selfless...ashi-leo, ashi-mp-maate, ashi-varun, ashi-ranveer, ashi-sonia and ashi-yuvi!! I mean in all this...ashi loves each one of them unconditionally...and would go to any extent to fight for them...ashi loves each one of them selflessly yaar!!

And again to prove that...i would say actions speaks more than words or tears!! She has seriously gone to any extent to help each one of the above relationship!! I mean aage we will see more...but even so far...we have seen soo much..and how selflessly ashi loves them!!

One thing i am glad of is that in season 2...ashi's character wasn't side-tracked and was given equal importance...because believe it or not...she is the soul of the show...well atleast for me...and sonia-yuvi are remix's life!😳

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah naps do i love u for dis or do i love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you for thisssss??☺️

Wellllllllllllll i love you like helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll for this ninnuuuuuuu love u loonylyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for thhisssssssssss🤗...u know wat dis scene means to meeeeeeee...and u already yploaded it Yeaaaaaaaaaaah...i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu🤗🤗🤗

Telllllllllllll me abt it naps i mean wenever i sit down to write something coherent abt this moment i end up doing just omg or i dunnoooooooo there so aren't any words to discribe this moment yaar u can't discribe or express it u can just so FEEL IT.....

and that "mumma mumma" bt toh was the soulllllllllllllllll of d moment d way ahsi ka awaaz reveberated in that solitory rooom as if woh Sonu ke ander se aa ri hoooooooo as if this was d only voice Sonu needed to hearrrrrrrrr to fir se fele life fele happyness taisa lag raha tha ki sonu felt ki someone was trying to snatch this voice ka echo from her ki woh u know chah ke bhi she couldnt reach out to that voice she wanted to badly hold on to it lekin jab bhi haath badhaya sirf vaccume mila emptyness hollownesssssss.

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wat r these people these relationships yaar...i mean even purity is a understatement to define not just ashi sonu but every single relation ashi shareeeeeeeeeeeeed...i mean we just saw how ashi let yuvi goooooooooooooooo during the hwole Yamini phase we saw ki how for him for his happynesssssss she forgo her love her every single feleinggg are she toh even forgot her own huuuuuuuuuurt her own pain infront of his heart break alllllllllll she wanted was for him to be happy for him to always follow his heart...and she had resolved ki she wl never let anyone cme in btw him and his heart...not his dad not his own fears not d cheat Ymini and most definatly not even her own selffffff

and now we r witnessing how Sonuuuuuuu is ready to let go off ashi just to see her happpy Uski ek moment of happyness can survive her for a lifetimeeeeeeeeeeee...i mean use pata hai ki Ashi ke bina ashi se door rah ke her life would be worthlessssss wid no meaning use pata hai every day wld be like nay other day use pata hai she wld loose all connection wid herself wid life wid everything use pata hai she wld never smile completly again ue pata haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii she wld be nothing more than a living corpse...life hogi breath hogi but soullllllllllllllll nahiiiiiiiiii.....lekin fir bhi fir bhi she is willing to take all of dis just to see her daughter happpy...i mean...omgggggggg yaar just omg.... u r so right napsssssssssss...every single relation of Ashiiiiiiiiiiiii is a mirror of divinity a defination of purity every single bond talks abt the extent of her selflessnessssssss...and i think she got this from sonu in virasat...baher se ashi sonu chahe kitne bhi alag ho yaar but ander se dey so r d same iw nt even call dem two sides of same coin i wld call them as one and the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yeh dono ek hi haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...aur ho bhi kyn na dno ek hi soul ke parts jo haiiiiiiiiiiii....true true soulmatessssssss...who need each other to feel bhaggu to fele magic to feel love to fele lifeeeeee to feel their own selves........