In the darkness of HIS doubts he doesn't know not what to say.......
In the darkness of HIS jealousies, he knows not what to feel........
In the darkness of HIS insecurities he knows not what to become.....
Is this The Man who once LOVED so Intensely??? Is this the Man we all Loved??
Without a thought to spare for his loved one....Arjun today just axed his own happiness
But he knows, as well as we do, that he is tangled up in Arohi.......BIG TIME!!!
With the thoughts of their NOT being together......he may try not to reminisce.....but really how???
EVEN In his dreams he will be lost in those eyes, that once meant the world to him....
He will be swallowed by that smile, that once brightened his world!
The way their fingers laced with each other...interwined....interlinked...interlocked.....not to be forgotten......
Can he ignore or has he forgotten that silence.....
Not a word was spoken by Arohi...through all of her hurt & shock.......can someone PLEASE read between those silence......the silence of his so-called deceiver, the imposter.....yeah??
But we all know, soon he will be longing for her return....but ALAS, soon he will be forgotten.......
That heart he has hurt so mercilessly.....not wanting him anymore......
He may be dreaming of his future together with her again...but after today, she'll just be a memory....and will stay that way!
And HIS heart......his heart will remain tortured....forever & ever!!
Somethings are not to be forgotten & forgiven!
They say Hate is a disguised form of love.........bad one......I say, very bad one!
But than you can only hate someone that you have the capacity to love because if you are really indifferent, you cannot even get up enough energy to hate them, & oh-gawd he is hating BIG TIME right now....*Sigh*
But is He doomed..........NO....NOPE...NADA!!!
Is their no remedy for his black hate?
Who says?
Let him first learn to Love himself & than will begin his lifelong romance with LOVE!!!
Until than, it's hurt & hurting time!
Ahhhhh dessert time.........yuppperzi....going with the mood....the mauka.....& dastoor.......decided on doing Chocolate Chile Bites!
Just the thing we all need!
These little bites are a delightful rollercoaster in taste!!!
You pick one up, study it with curiosity because you've been told there's chili in there, but it looks harmless enough so you pop it into your mouth...just as a typical BT show....we know what those show emcompasses.........but ALAS, we still get hooked to them!!
At first, all you're aware of is the moist and intensely flavorful chocolate cake, just Like PUNJI & His Romance.......provided with its little crusty top........!!!
And then, as an afterthought, just when you're starting to wonder well, where did the chili go, there it comes, and a miniature heatwave invades your mouth.... similar to the one we are reeling right now after today's explosive explosion!........
And as your palate tingles, you have to laugh at the spicy little trick that's just been played on your tastebuds, and hop gaily onto the rollercoaster again......
So Smile...Laugh if you can & enjoy the roller coaster.....it's not the end...and never is, tomorrow is ALWAYS another day.....ahhhhhh A-La-Scarlett!!!
Love & Hugs
~N~
Kumkum Bhagya
