Well as we expected..the sorrow still did not end ..as far as Sid & Aanchal are concerned...Looks like their "Agnipariksha"..is still on..Hota hai...Hota hai...When things Go wrong..they go wrong in chain reaction...! I have seen it in my life too..adn thats why I am saying this..and I must tell you all only Trust ..Faith..Positivity..& strength of mind..saves..at this time of moment..!! And that is what Sid is giving to Aanchal..and expecting teh same from her too..!! I have nothing much to say about those bad mannered kids..As for Sachin..he is trying to act ..rude to his parents because otherwise..he feels they will have to listen to more abuses..because of his situation..& he knows they are in difficulty ..financially..too..so maybe thats why he is trying to be away from them..as he also knows that they will never allow him to go ..seperate from them..specially Aanchal...He thought..if he acts tough..then they will be left with no other way left...! But indirectly he is giving Sid & Aanchal..THE MOST PAINFUL..agony..and that he is not relaising..!Well..we can excuse him for that as..he is a really sweet kid..& his brain thinks too much for his age...and he has done what he thinks is best ..for his parents..!! So now it will eb interesting...as to know..how teh story will proceed...Preview looks like Aanchal is totally in grief & Shock..after Sachin is left her & gone..It is like she said..No Goal in her life..as we all know..She wanted to bring up the kids..& make them not feel left out of a mothers love..Now nobody is with her..Though..She can live with her "Soul"..her "Siddharth"..for teh rest of her life..she will never be able to live peacefully ..nor enjoy & live small small moments of happiness..in everyday ..life..because ..her guilt will keep..haunting her..Its a very tragic situation..for her..Agreed...!!
But I must say...I loved the way ..Dheeraj gave money to Sid..in this need fo hour..and how Sid felt so "Shy" & "Small"..to accept that money..but he does accept it..as Dheeraj consoles him...that Situation demands it...Otherwise..MONEY is NOTHING..!!awww..I felt soo bad when he cried ..as eh was hugging Dheeraj...!!I cried too...!!
Now the most important aspect..what I LOVE..about Siddharth...(Well there is nothing I dont like about him..thats a different issuue altogether..he hehe...!!)...The way Sid..controls his tears & emotions..when surrounded by dificulties & unbearble pian..!! Have you seen him break down unnecessarily...!! NEVER..! Thats how "MEN"..are..they hide their feelings..and keep their calm even in worst fo worst situations...Sid is always composed...Yes tears come to the edge of his eyes..and thats it..only when he is with Aanchal..his.."Ardhangini"..his better half...he shows his real self..& never hesitates to accept his..weaknesses..and fears..ONLY TO HER...Awwwww..I love that..That gives me a sweet satisfaction..too..!! like the time when he created blunder in bussiness..he couldnt control..his emotions..and he had to share it with hsi wife..or for that matter Dheeraj also..always..composed..!! That s a beautiful aspect about this show..I LOVE...& for that I have to again..congratulate..Rajshri's...!! Love you guys..!
Now coming to that LAST SCENE....according to me..WHICH SAID..everything..without saying anything..!! The way in which..Sid watched..his son..being taken away ....(He knew that Sachin was poisoned..by others..but he never opened his mouth...even that aspect I love..It is always said that..SILENCE SPEAKS MORE THAN WORDS...)....And then he sees..How Aanchal...is totally heartbroken...her Mothers love is being torn into peices..by some ruthless people..with all kinds of bad remarks..and allegations..She is running like a mother gets worried..as her calf goes for grazing..away from her..wrrying whether it will eb safe & ever comeback to her or not..!!?? kind of feeling..and teh way she runs..and stays..near the wall..crying like a child herself...Makes..Sid's heart..BLEED IN PAIN..and that was visible in his expression..in the way eh walked closer to her...the way..he put forth his hands on her head sweetly..to console..& make her realise..that...MAIN HOON..NA..!! and teh way Aanchal turned aroudn to see her ONLY SAVIOUR..& LIGHT in this world..HER SIDDHARTH standing as always..next to her..to take her in the warmth of his heart...His tears almost at the edge of his..eyes...said..."Dekh sakta hoon mein kuch bhi hote hue..nahin mein nahin dekh saktha tujhe rote hue.."(..I can see anything happening..but just cannot see you crying..sweetheart..kind of expression..)..that made my day...!!! ...I felt like my soul was also being consoled..when I watched that sweet HUG & sweet love filled assurance & gesture..between Sid & Aanchal...awwwwwwww..He is feeling so bad for her as she herself is going to be a mother..which itself is so divine..feeling..and above that she is been tortured..by all these events..Gosh..Destiny..sometimes..really takes..us for a BIG RIDE..! Well it has not spared people like..."RAM & SITA".."HArsihchandra & his wife "..so on..& so forth....
As there is a saying..Life is made by all these small moments of love...!!Warna ....iss zindagi mein rakha kya hai..!!
loveya all...-Hema