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THis is from some one of friends. She doesn't know me as such but I follow her post religiously. Very beautifully written....enjoy
PART 1
After they share the moment Riddhima sudden comes back to senses when she opens her eyes and realizes she is so close to Armaan... Her heart doesn't want to let go of him but her mind starts sending her the warning signals that had kept her away from him for such a long time. But the look in Armaan's eyes is so enticing she doesn't wanna release herself from the embrace….
Armaan is still holding her tight by her waist. He is now looking deep into her eyes hoping atleast now they would talk their hearts out and relieve one another of the insecurities they have been carrying for one another in their hearts. today their hearts did speak their inner most feelings in the form of actions, but words were necessary to sooth the mind as well.....
Just then Riddhima's pager goes off… She takes this as the best chance to leave the place as she knows words would fail her and she may melt once more. She searches for her pager, for in that moment she's forgotten everything. Armaan doesn't let go of her. He has made up his mind. He wants to talk. He will talk now. The pager continues to ring.
R: Armaan….. mujhe jaana hai… chodo
A: lekin Riddhima….
R: please… mujhe jaana hai…..
He lets go of her, with the slightest inkling that this might have been his last moment with her. He thinks he would find a suitable time sometime and talk to her.
But to his shock and dismay during the day Armaan tries to talk to Riddhima two to three times and she deliberately avoids him finally making him realize what the harsh reality is.
He is shattered once more. This time worse hit. If she really doesn't want to love him, why does she always give him hope? Why does she make him break from his inhibitions? why does she make a move from her side? why oh why?
He makes a decision. He cant live here anymore. With her, in front of him every single day of his life. Whats worse? He knows she will also never be happy with him around. She will be confused forever.
He had failed to make her realize that his love for her is the most important thing in this world, and she was the princess of his heart. It caused him grief to think that he was making the woman he loved so much go through so much emotional pain and turmoil all because of him. That was the last thing he wanted. Especially for her. Yes he would go away. Far far away from her.
So that she would atleast be able to live in peace, and he, would have her memories to cherish all his life. He had made up his mind after the wedding itself that, after his internship period that was to end very soon anyway he would take off from Sanjeevani. But the moments he shared with her a while ago had for those minutes driven away those thoughts. It was shattering to welcome those thoughts once more only with more pain this time.
He walks into the general ward. Nana is resting there…
Nana: E Apple.. Tera chehra itna laal laal kyun hai? Bulbul ne chehre pe thappad maara kya?
Armaan: Please Nana, aakhri baar.. use Bulbul mat bulayiye… [Usne chehre pe nahi, mere kismet pe chaata maara hai ]( mumbling)
Nana: Aur kitne din ladoge tum dono…. Haan? Arey jab aapas main pyar hai to mil-jhul ke raho.. ye jhadga nahi karne ka…..
Armaan: Aaj ke baad koi jhagda nahi karoonga nana. Nana, aap mera ek kaam karenge? Main abhi das minute main aata hoon….
He pens down a letter for her, gives it to nana with the kada and tells him : Ye aap Riddhima ko dedena… apna khayal rakhna nana, aur jyada zor se baat mat karna…
Nana: Nahi Armaan, ye tum theek nahi kar rahe… ek baar baat toh karke dekho jo koi bhi problem hogi uska solution mil jayega….
Armaan: Nahi nana… baat sunne sunane se bahut aage nikal chuki hai… ab main uske saamne reh kar uske dukh aur bechaini ka karan nahi banna chahta. Uski khushi main meri khushi hai, aur main agar uske saamne raha to who kabhi bhi khush nahi reh payegi….
He hugs Nana and leaves. As he comes out of the general ward he remembers the number of times both of them would make excuses to be with each other. They would come into the general ward for no rhyme or reason.
-Then he crosses the nurse station, where he had made a huge I LOVE YOU board for her, though she was angry at first she fianly was very happy.... he crosses that.
-He walks through the corridor thinking of those happy days when they would walk hand in hand when no one was looking
-then he reaches the fire escape and recollects their many secret meeting and the most recent intimate moment with her, his eyes are filled with tears...
he walks off from there,with anger, pain and a few beautiful thougths...
-he crosses the locker room, and thinks of the day he gave her those lovely payals.. n along with it comes the memory of him breaking them into pieces, he also remembrs the days when all 6 of the interns would sit after a long day or work and chat..
-n image of Anjali holding atul's plant and arguing.. muskaan hittin rahul and he and riddhima exchanging secret glances through their lockers comes in front of his eyes....
he is almost at the exit door he finds a bench…. He recollects his first day with Riddhima at Sanjeevani…. When he played a prank of her and she was mad with anger, he smiles through his tears and also remembers the day when she had stayed back to be with him for minie....then he walks out...
- he crosses the basket ball court…. Remembers his first meeting with her, the match, the first time they were ever very close on realizing their feelings for each other….
These are all the memories… that would stay with him… forever and ever..according to him, in the last one year of being in Sanjeevani and meeting Riddhima he had lived a life that would last him a life time……
He packs his bags, getting ready to leave the city where is heart dwells…. To move ahead into a life that would exist but only as a photo frame to the memories he had made… with Riddhima… !!!
Part2-
She loved him so much, why could she then not be with him? Oh lord do u exist? I cant live without him… but I cant be with him. I am scared he will never be happy with me. He doesn't take life seriously. He doesn't feel responsible towards me. I know he loves me, but then why does he end up hurting me? She couldn't fathom what had gotten into her a few hours ago. It was like she had to let out her feelings. No one knew. She coulnt even tell anyone.. the only person who knew about it was Armaan… and he was the only person she didn't want to share it with him the most… but then, in the moment of emotion she was carried away. She knew those few minutes were the best she had ever; for she really felt most comforted and in that minute every thing had become alright. She knew it could be that way. But something from within her stopped and since her dad had always told her that, her conscience never lied, and one must never go against it, she decides she will forgo her feelings for the love of Armaan.. for his happiness… for she knew though they loved one another they couldn't be together ever. Four motnhs had passed but nothing had changed; neither the love, nor the conviction or the doubts and insecurities.
Determined she has to put this behind her she walks into the general ward. She had avoided Armaan twice or thrice that day but then she knew in a few days it would all become normal again. She wouldn't be able to face him, for a few days, but she also knew she wouldn't to able to stay without him being around. He would invariably shield her without asking, he would love her, she would love him, only they didn't have to be in a relationship and bother one another by the burden of the tag.
She realizes she hasn't seen Armaan anywhere… since the last time he had tried to talk to her at the nurse station and she had made an excuse and slipped out he was not to be seen. She was kinda missing him and this bothered her. She would have to be a little more careful and guarded this time.
She walks into the general ward. No Armaan. A few other doctors are doing the check ups. She is about to turn to leave. Nana talks from behind.
Nan: nahi hai wo idhar, chala gaya
Riud: Chala gaya? Kou kaha chala gaya nana?
Nan: Aur koun, Armaan, Sanjeeevani chod ke cahala gaya…
She is gripped with fear and emotions… Armaan chala gaya.. why didn't she anticipate this?
Rid: nana ye aap kya keh rahe hai… kahan gaya hai woh
Nan: wo sab mere ko nahi maloom, lekin uske mereko ye diya hai, tumko dene. He hand over the letter and the kada.
Her eyes are filled with tears as soon as she sees the kada, as her worst fears have come true. She runs out of the general ward hopinjg, perhaps Armaan hant left after all and she might find him in time… but she doesn't. As she walks out of the general ward, her dupatta gets stuck. She is filled with hope. So, he hadn't left after all… thank god! She wonders what makes her think its he who is stopping her…. But she turns around to look he isn't there… she runs to the fire escape. Its empty now. A few hours ago the place had had a totally different effect on her. Now she settles down on the steps and slowly opens the letter.
Riddhima,
Maine tumse door rehne ke bahutkoshish ki, lekin mujhse ye nahi hoga. Main jaanta hoon ke jab tak main tumhaare saamne rahoonga, tumhe mujhe dekh ke har waqt takleef pahunchegi. Issi liye maine faisla kar liya hai, ke main yaha se door chala jaaunga, aur tum yaha khushi khushi jee sako. Tumhe har waqt apni aankhon ke saamne dekhke main apne aap se aur jhoot nahi bol paunga. Mera iraada tumhe dukh pahunchaneka nahi hai. Jitna pyar maine tumse kiya shayad who main apne zindagi main kisi nahi kar paunga, shayad karna bhi nahi chahta.
Maine apne hisse ka pyar kar liya hai. Aur wahi mere liye kaafi hai. Jo thode se pal hum dono ne saath saath bitaye who mere saath yaadien banke zindagi bhar rahenge, aur unpe tumhaara koi haq nahi hai, haan ek baat par tumhara haq hai, who khushi jo maine tumhe hamesha deni ki koshish ki hai.... par kabhi safal na ho saka
Tumhare liye kuch chhod ke jaa raha hoon. Tum jaanti ho yeh mere liye kya mayne rakhti hai. Meri zindagi mein tumhare baad aur kisi ka aana namumkin hai. Agar kabhi tumhe lage ki hamare rishte ne tumhe koi khushi di thi, to use pehen lena, nahin to kisi kone mein rakh kar bhool jana.
Apna khayal rakhna aur ho sake to mujhe bhool jaana.. aur main bhi koshish karoonga ke fir kabhi main tumhaare annkhon ke saamne na aau… Main kabhi bhi takleef main nahi dekh sakta. Aur aage bhi main ye nahi chahunga….
Kabhi jo tumhara hua karta tha,
Armaan
Her eyes are filled with tears as she finished reading the letter. Armaan was really gone? For good? How could he? Leave her and go away like that? He should have told her once. She looks at the wall opposite the stairs she is sitting. She remembers how a couple of hours ago she had thrown her emotions out to him in the open and he had comforted her. Not once did he think about himself. Not once in the mail did he speak about himself. It was about her. All the while. If he loved her so much and she loved him too why did they have to be apart. She doesn't know where he is. But she wants to badly stop him.
She walks out of the fire escape still in a daze as though she is yet to come to terms with reality. She had deliberately pushed Armaan away from her . But she was not happy. He was not happy. Was it worth it? For the two of them. She walks into Ritu's room. Ritu is playing and talking to her baby. Ritu puts her baby aside and asks Riddhima to help her walk upto Chirag's room. She promptly does.
Riddhima leaves Ritu inside. Ridhima is about to leave and Rotu starts talking to Chirag who is still conscious.
Rit: Chirag main jaanti hoon ke tum mujhe sun rahe ho, pata nahi, jab tumhe hosh ayega tum mujhe pehchaanoge ya nahi….. lekin main itna jaanti hoon ke, agar tumhaare saath zindagi bhar rehne ke liye, mujhe humare ab tak ke pyar ko bhool na pade, mujhe ye manzoor hai.. tum mere saath ho.. wahi mere liye kaafi hai is zindagi ke liye.. aur yaadon ka kya? Fir se naye bana lenege hai na? dekho? Jaldi se uth jaao… aur theek ho jau.. tumhaari beti tumhaara intezaar kar rahi hai… she kisses him on his forehead. Just then Chirag opens his eyes, and and recognizes Ritu much to her joy! Riddhima starts smiling too…
Riddhima understands the whole conversation in a different light. Why had she never thought about her relationship this way? She always had thought Armaan never cared about her feeling, her little gestures, never acknowledged her love. But the letter, the kada, his act of going away to keep her happy and his gentle manly act in the fire escape till she herself expressed her feelings showed how important he was to her.
Suddenly everything forms a crystal clear picture in front of her. She had to stop him . She would stop him. At any cost. For till now she knew she wouldn't be able to live without him, now it was time to let him know about it. She runs to the bus stop hoping she would stop him……
**************Thanks for reading it.Please thank Niha for coming up with such beautiful prediction and taking time to write it. This is one of wonderful postings of Niha*******************
PART 1
After they share the moment Riddhima sudden comes back to senses when she opens her eyes and realizes she is so close to Armaan... Her heart doesn't want to let go of him but her mind starts sending her the warning signals that had kept her away from him for such a long time. But the look in Armaan's eyes is so enticing she doesn't wanna release herself from the embrace….
Armaan is still holding her tight by her waist. He is now looking deep into her eyes hoping atleast now they would talk their hearts out and relieve one another of the insecurities they have been carrying for one another in their hearts. today their hearts did speak their inner most feelings in the form of actions, but words were necessary to sooth the mind as well.....
Just then Riddhima's pager goes off… She takes this as the best chance to leave the place as she knows words would fail her and she may melt once more. She searches for her pager, for in that moment she's forgotten everything. Armaan doesn't let go of her. He has made up his mind. He wants to talk. He will talk now. The pager continues to ring.
R: Armaan….. mujhe jaana hai… chodo
A: lekin Riddhima….
R: please… mujhe jaana hai…..
He lets go of her, with the slightest inkling that this might have been his last moment with her. He thinks he would find a suitable time sometime and talk to her.
But to his shock and dismay during the day Armaan tries to talk to Riddhima two to three times and she deliberately avoids him finally making him realize what the harsh reality is.
He is shattered once more. This time worse hit. If she really doesn't want to love him, why does she always give him hope? Why does she make him break from his inhibitions? why does she make a move from her side? why oh why?
He makes a decision. He cant live here anymore. With her, in front of him every single day of his life. Whats worse? He knows she will also never be happy with him around. She will be confused forever.
He had failed to make her realize that his love for her is the most important thing in this world, and she was the princess of his heart. It caused him grief to think that he was making the woman he loved so much go through so much emotional pain and turmoil all because of him. That was the last thing he wanted. Especially for her. Yes he would go away. Far far away from her.
So that she would atleast be able to live in peace, and he, would have her memories to cherish all his life. He had made up his mind after the wedding itself that, after his internship period that was to end very soon anyway he would take off from Sanjeevani. But the moments he shared with her a while ago had for those minutes driven away those thoughts. It was shattering to welcome those thoughts once more only with more pain this time.
He walks into the general ward. Nana is resting there…
Nana: E Apple.. Tera chehra itna laal laal kyun hai? Bulbul ne chehre pe thappad maara kya?
Armaan: Please Nana, aakhri baar.. use Bulbul mat bulayiye… [Usne chehre pe nahi, mere kismet pe chaata maara hai ]( mumbling)
Nana: Aur kitne din ladoge tum dono…. Haan? Arey jab aapas main pyar hai to mil-jhul ke raho.. ye jhadga nahi karne ka…..
Armaan: Aaj ke baad koi jhagda nahi karoonga nana. Nana, aap mera ek kaam karenge? Main abhi das minute main aata hoon….
He pens down a letter for her, gives it to nana with the kada and tells him : Ye aap Riddhima ko dedena… apna khayal rakhna nana, aur jyada zor se baat mat karna…
Nana: Nahi Armaan, ye tum theek nahi kar rahe… ek baar baat toh karke dekho jo koi bhi problem hogi uska solution mil jayega….
Armaan: Nahi nana… baat sunne sunane se bahut aage nikal chuki hai… ab main uske saamne reh kar uske dukh aur bechaini ka karan nahi banna chahta. Uski khushi main meri khushi hai, aur main agar uske saamne raha to who kabhi bhi khush nahi reh payegi….
He hugs Nana and leaves. As he comes out of the general ward he remembers the number of times both of them would make excuses to be with each other. They would come into the general ward for no rhyme or reason.
-Then he crosses the nurse station, where he had made a huge I LOVE YOU board for her, though she was angry at first she fianly was very happy.... he crosses that.
-He walks through the corridor thinking of those happy days when they would walk hand in hand when no one was looking
-then he reaches the fire escape and recollects their many secret meeting and the most recent intimate moment with her, his eyes are filled with tears...
he walks off from there,with anger, pain and a few beautiful thougths...
-he crosses the locker room, and thinks of the day he gave her those lovely payals.. n along with it comes the memory of him breaking them into pieces, he also remembrs the days when all 6 of the interns would sit after a long day or work and chat..
-n image of Anjali holding atul's plant and arguing.. muskaan hittin rahul and he and riddhima exchanging secret glances through their lockers comes in front of his eyes....
he is almost at the exit door he finds a bench…. He recollects his first day with Riddhima at Sanjeevani…. When he played a prank of her and she was mad with anger, he smiles through his tears and also remembers the day when she had stayed back to be with him for minie....then he walks out...
- he crosses the basket ball court…. Remembers his first meeting with her, the match, the first time they were ever very close on realizing their feelings for each other….
These are all the memories… that would stay with him… forever and ever..according to him, in the last one year of being in Sanjeevani and meeting Riddhima he had lived a life that would last him a life time……
He packs his bags, getting ready to leave the city where is heart dwells…. To move ahead into a life that would exist but only as a photo frame to the memories he had made… with Riddhima… !!!
Part2-
She loved him so much, why could she then not be with him? Oh lord do u exist? I cant live without him… but I cant be with him. I am scared he will never be happy with me. He doesn't take life seriously. He doesn't feel responsible towards me. I know he loves me, but then why does he end up hurting me? She couldn't fathom what had gotten into her a few hours ago. It was like she had to let out her feelings. No one knew. She coulnt even tell anyone.. the only person who knew about it was Armaan… and he was the only person she didn't want to share it with him the most… but then, in the moment of emotion she was carried away. She knew those few minutes were the best she had ever; for she really felt most comforted and in that minute every thing had become alright. She knew it could be that way. But something from within her stopped and since her dad had always told her that, her conscience never lied, and one must never go against it, she decides she will forgo her feelings for the love of Armaan.. for his happiness… for she knew though they loved one another they couldn't be together ever. Four motnhs had passed but nothing had changed; neither the love, nor the conviction or the doubts and insecurities.
Determined she has to put this behind her she walks into the general ward. She had avoided Armaan twice or thrice that day but then she knew in a few days it would all become normal again. She wouldn't be able to face him, for a few days, but she also knew she wouldn't to able to stay without him being around. He would invariably shield her without asking, he would love her, she would love him, only they didn't have to be in a relationship and bother one another by the burden of the tag.
She realizes she hasn't seen Armaan anywhere… since the last time he had tried to talk to her at the nurse station and she had made an excuse and slipped out he was not to be seen. She was kinda missing him and this bothered her. She would have to be a little more careful and guarded this time.
She walks into the general ward. No Armaan. A few other doctors are doing the check ups. She is about to turn to leave. Nana talks from behind.
Nan: nahi hai wo idhar, chala gaya
Riud: Chala gaya? Kou kaha chala gaya nana?
Nan: Aur koun, Armaan, Sanjeeevani chod ke cahala gaya…
She is gripped with fear and emotions… Armaan chala gaya.. why didn't she anticipate this?
Rid: nana ye aap kya keh rahe hai… kahan gaya hai woh
Nan: wo sab mere ko nahi maloom, lekin uske mereko ye diya hai, tumko dene. He hand over the letter and the kada.
Her eyes are filled with tears as soon as she sees the kada, as her worst fears have come true. She runs out of the general ward hopinjg, perhaps Armaan hant left after all and she might find him in time… but she doesn't. As she walks out of the general ward, her dupatta gets stuck. She is filled with hope. So, he hadn't left after all… thank god! She wonders what makes her think its he who is stopping her…. But she turns around to look he isn't there… she runs to the fire escape. Its empty now. A few hours ago the place had had a totally different effect on her. Now she settles down on the steps and slowly opens the letter.
Riddhima,
Maine tumse door rehne ke bahutkoshish ki, lekin mujhse ye nahi hoga. Main jaanta hoon ke jab tak main tumhaare saamne rahoonga, tumhe mujhe dekh ke har waqt takleef pahunchegi. Issi liye maine faisla kar liya hai, ke main yaha se door chala jaaunga, aur tum yaha khushi khushi jee sako. Tumhe har waqt apni aankhon ke saamne dekhke main apne aap se aur jhoot nahi bol paunga. Mera iraada tumhe dukh pahunchaneka nahi hai. Jitna pyar maine tumse kiya shayad who main apne zindagi main kisi nahi kar paunga, shayad karna bhi nahi chahta.
Maine apne hisse ka pyar kar liya hai. Aur wahi mere liye kaafi hai. Jo thode se pal hum dono ne saath saath bitaye who mere saath yaadien banke zindagi bhar rahenge, aur unpe tumhaara koi haq nahi hai, haan ek baat par tumhara haq hai, who khushi jo maine tumhe hamesha deni ki koshish ki hai.... par kabhi safal na ho saka
Tumhare liye kuch chhod ke jaa raha hoon. Tum jaanti ho yeh mere liye kya mayne rakhti hai. Meri zindagi mein tumhare baad aur kisi ka aana namumkin hai. Agar kabhi tumhe lage ki hamare rishte ne tumhe koi khushi di thi, to use pehen lena, nahin to kisi kone mein rakh kar bhool jana.
Apna khayal rakhna aur ho sake to mujhe bhool jaana.. aur main bhi koshish karoonga ke fir kabhi main tumhaare annkhon ke saamne na aau… Main kabhi bhi takleef main nahi dekh sakta. Aur aage bhi main ye nahi chahunga….
Kabhi jo tumhara hua karta tha,
Armaan
Her eyes are filled with tears as she finished reading the letter. Armaan was really gone? For good? How could he? Leave her and go away like that? He should have told her once. She looks at the wall opposite the stairs she is sitting. She remembers how a couple of hours ago she had thrown her emotions out to him in the open and he had comforted her. Not once did he think about himself. Not once in the mail did he speak about himself. It was about her. All the while. If he loved her so much and she loved him too why did they have to be apart. She doesn't know where he is. But she wants to badly stop him.
She walks out of the fire escape still in a daze as though she is yet to come to terms with reality. She had deliberately pushed Armaan away from her . But she was not happy. He was not happy. Was it worth it? For the two of them. She walks into Ritu's room. Ritu is playing and talking to her baby. Ritu puts her baby aside and asks Riddhima to help her walk upto Chirag's room. She promptly does.
Riddhima leaves Ritu inside. Ridhima is about to leave and Rotu starts talking to Chirag who is still conscious.
Rit: Chirag main jaanti hoon ke tum mujhe sun rahe ho, pata nahi, jab tumhe hosh ayega tum mujhe pehchaanoge ya nahi….. lekin main itna jaanti hoon ke, agar tumhaare saath zindagi bhar rehne ke liye, mujhe humare ab tak ke pyar ko bhool na pade, mujhe ye manzoor hai.. tum mere saath ho.. wahi mere liye kaafi hai is zindagi ke liye.. aur yaadon ka kya? Fir se naye bana lenege hai na? dekho? Jaldi se uth jaao… aur theek ho jau.. tumhaari beti tumhaara intezaar kar rahi hai… she kisses him on his forehead. Just then Chirag opens his eyes, and and recognizes Ritu much to her joy! Riddhima starts smiling too…
Riddhima understands the whole conversation in a different light. Why had she never thought about her relationship this way? She always had thought Armaan never cared about her feeling, her little gestures, never acknowledged her love. But the letter, the kada, his act of going away to keep her happy and his gentle manly act in the fire escape till she herself expressed her feelings showed how important he was to her.
Suddenly everything forms a crystal clear picture in front of her. She had to stop him . She would stop him. At any cost. For till now she knew she wouldn't be able to live without him, now it was time to let him know about it. She runs to the bus stop hoping she would stop him……
**************Thanks for reading it.Please thank Niha for coming up with such beautiful prediction and taking time to write it. This is one of wonderful postings of Niha*******************
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