Originally posted by: Dibya_C
I think this is his defence mechanism..during nakli SR in his monologue he said mujhe khai ne mat dhakelo..he subconsciously realises that once he accepts his love for J, there won't be any looking back..he has to fight against the world..he is also scared that if J rejects his love how will he deal with J's rejection..he is trying hard to save himself from giving into his strong urge of accepting love for J..
One sided love is difficult to accept for anyone who has to deal with it. So, for me I understand why Ani is so confused and conflicted about his love for Jhanak. Itโs frustrating to love someone who rejects you so many times, so to accept his feelings he needs to go into total darkness where only Jhanakโs love will be the light for him. He is already in so much pain, Krushal is acing it, that I feel like crying when I see Aniโs face, all his raunak and happiness went away and he is dead like his walking corpse with malfunctioning brain that Arshi took from him and his bleeding heart that Jhanak took from him
What do we know about his sufferings? Maybe just one percent. Pyar mein log pagal ho jaate hain, his love brought him only disappointment at this stage.
I recall when in IPKND Arnav got to know about Khushi and Shyam affair (faked by Shyam), his disappointment and hate towards Khushi was so strong that he cried on the road, he then went ahead to marry her to protect his sisterโs marriage from her, he insulted her, abused her physically and still many people think itโs the most beautiful love story. Yes, he was feeling bad because Gul Khan can handle such things better than Leena, but I feel Ani is someone close to Arnav about creating an image of a woman in his head and obsess about it
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