Yes meerab is a very self righteous person, she considers what she thinks is right and she can feel sorry for any misery around her but can never accept her fault even when she's at fault, proof mariyum track where she prayed for Mariyum's safe return but never agreed that she indeed committed a huge mistake. She has justifications readily available to her.
Finally this also proves her care and concern for meesam is going to be similar to how she's cared for her adoptive parents.
Originally posted by: nightingale1234
I believe it was MR and that's the reason she left..
But, from her monolgues and dialogues i felt that she pretty much blamed herself for what transpired between them. That Ana dialogue and few of her confusing monologues actually makes sense if we view it as MR..
She had already fallen in love with him before the supposed assault. . Despite leaving KH and hiding from him she couldn't hate him or forget him..She constantly remembered murtasim and how he was always there for her, stood for her and fought with his own family (fake preggy track)for her...
She went back because she wanted to go back and reconcile with murtasim ,it was not for meesam's sake ..
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