Originally posted by: Supari_khala
Thank you for your sage advice, as always. I would never do DMT. It’s a schedule I so it’s illegal here and carries severe charges if caught, especially in my field. But I’ve been intrigued by ayahuasca for a long time, sadly haven’t had the opportunity to go to a retreat, yet. Do you know of any in the US where it would be safe for a single woman to go alone? Also, you mentioned coming face to face with your ancestral trauma while on ayahuasca. I have read that having a charged moldavite near you and focusing on it when you meditate has a similar impact. Would you suggest moldavite? I have slept with my lapis lazuli ring accidentally on several occasions and I always woke up with the most surreal, lucid dreams. It felt like I was being told something by a higher power. I’m not sure I am ready to face unhealed trauma, yet but I would like to meet my higher self, eventually. Also, when do you know you are actually ready for this? I have been on this path and getting better slowly since 2015 but I’m not sure I’m completely ready, yet. How did you know?
thanks for your kind words 🙏
yeah you can use moldavite and other crystals but it’s not gonna be the same. Ayahuasca is a different beast all together. You can use silva method to enhance your intuition. You can ask your subconscious what to do and what’s right for you. Silva will teach all that.
camino al sol does ceremonies in USA. They’re really good and treat you like a family + they don’t charge a lot just the bear minimum at least in colombia but will be expensive in US as they have to go there and arrange everything but still relatively cheap.
contact samuel as he’s fluent in English others not so much
https://m.facebook.com/414548475287813/
You can also read DMT the spirit molecule and listening to ayahuasca.
https://www.amazon.com/DMT-Molecule-Revolutionary-Near-Death-Experiences/dp/0892819278
https://www.amazon.com/Listening-Ayahuasca-Depression-Addiction-Anxiety/dp/1608684024
I just had to do it because only fears come in the way and stops us that’s why knowledge is necessary once you know what you’re dealing with and what it can do then you just take a leap of faith.
you prepare yourself and do it with the right people. Know what can happen during the ceremony and don’t freak out. Whatever it does is for a reason.
also don’t do a single ceremony as stuff will come up but it’ll remain stuck. You need to do at least two ceremonies back to back like one on Saturday and then on Sunday. If it’s three it’s even better like Friday Saturday Sunday.
they’ll guide you through but take as much is needed and if it wears off take another shot don’t be scared of it. You’ll vomit, have diarrhea, cry, shout but let it all happen don’t suppress anything forget about others. See what it’s showing you and what it means, you can communicate with it and you’re always in charge. So you can calm yourself down, take a few deep breaths and always have trust. Trust in yourself, trust in the medicine, trust the universe and just let it happen. It’ll be overwhelming it depends on your intention and your psyche but each ceremony will be different. In the second ceremony i let go and there were no visuals, the energy just entered my body and it was repairing it. I just let it happen and remained a witness. It was releasing energy from different parts of my body then it wanted to scream and that’s also a form of releasing so I let it happen.
After it was done I intentionally took a second shot to see what happens but nothing happened as it was done at least for the time being. I was lucid AF so that proved to me it’s not just a drug otherwise it would have had some effect on me but nothing.
for meditation i recommend silva method, open focus and rupert spira meditations along with these you can do oshos dynamic meditation.
i also recommend anthony de mello tapes
This is a 6 part series very powerful if you do it https://youtu.be/8t_PSw3a24o
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