Kaisi Teri khudgarzi -4
Not eDited β read at your own risk . After reaDing it your liking for Shamsher would increase ππ
She felt edgy as well as sad after the big confrontation with Mr Shamsher . Self doubt and insecurities plagued her mind . Was she really giving him any wrong Idea ? Was it her fault? No !!!!!!!!! how could she blame herself for something he had done ! He was the one responsible for all this ,not she !But, How dare he think that ,she would become his β¦.. Mistressβ¦.
β Cheeβ¦β¦β
She almost shouted , while walking along the lane , attracting the bypasserβs attention . But they quickly averted their eyes to go on their way . Aimlessly she walked trying not to cry in public . Needless to say , she was Distressed ,a lot at that ......
And why not ? After what happened inside ,she hadnβt wanted to be there .Then had run from that mansion, sobbing and wiping her tears . The sobs had subsided ,but the pain still lingered .
Mental and physical exhaustion took over and she sat on bench at the bus stop . To her luck ,it was deserted . Atlast , Giving in to the agony,she slapped her hands on her face and again cried to her heartβs content . How could he think to buy her like that ? She was not a damn toy ! AccorDing to him , she wanted him to marry her . God ,she would burn herself before marrying him . Doesnβt she know how the world of rich work ? She was just a commoDity he want to attain ,and once he wins her over , he will lose interest , for sure .
Taking him out of her mind , she saw a mall near by ,and instead of being sad , decided to do some shopping . Some new kurtis , sandles ,tops and jeans filled her bag . But even if she tried hard ,the thought of being treated as an object was still at the back of her mind . And it was not pleasant .
After much contemplation ,she thought to return to DILAWER MANSION . Though she wouldnβt lie ,it was a tough decision to go back and face him again . But to her luck Mr Shamsher Dilawer was not there . She breathed a sigh of relief . On the other hand, Mrs Dilawer was there and showed concern over her ββ Not so cheerful state β .
To her credit ,she lied and it was almost believable . But then again ,she had looked at her quizically and asked the question she dreaded the most β what was going on between you two yesterday Mehek ?β
Thinking to lie again ,she replied
β Nothing Mam,just the usual stuff between Me and your Son β
Gauzing by the way Mam was frowning ,she Didnβt believe a word of hers . Mehek just hoped she Didnβt misunderstand her . Anybody trusts her or not -she was nothing like the beautiful and desperate women who chased after Mr Shamsher Dilawer . Donβt take it otherwise , Mehek was not keeping Tabs on his various affairs !
Rather ,when oneβs torrid affairs make it to the front page of Newspapers ,it was actually impossible not to notice . Once acc to gossips , Even an A star actress tried to commit suicide ,when MR SHAMSHER left her . But , it Didnβt affect him even the slightest ! Such a playboy reputation he has !
Here she was fidgeting and In front of her Madam came closer , held one of her hand and said
β Take few days off Mehek . Go to Multan . Spend some time with your family and when the time would come , I will take you with me to Portblair . β
The concern in her voice made Mehek a little worried . But the prospect of going home made her as excited as fearful .
Unknown to everyone ,
She would see him again ,after all these years , letting the old flame in her heart to catch fire again ! Could she do it ? Could she face him ? Her heart again being trampled upon β could she bear it ?
Her telling Mehek to visit home was in Mrs Dilawer's best intention . She was aware of that . Mehek knew Mrs Dilawer was worried for her . Yet , she was taken aback hearing her ask
β Are you probably in love with my son , Mehek ?β
Mehek blinked her eyes , then suddenly she laughed . The question really came out of nowhere . So her reaction was justified to say the least .
β No mam , never . I donβt love him β
It was Mehek βs honest reply . Nonetheless , as Mrs Dilawar's looked Dissapointed with her answer , Mehek eventually stopped laughing . Her eyes looked oddly sad . Truth to be told Mehek Didnβt expect that from Mam .And All of a sudden,then she hugged her ,kissing the side of her head and said
β Take care of yourself Mehek β
β And you too β¦β
Mehek said softly into her hair . Her tone very affectionate .
The next day ,she packed her bags and left for her home ,with Mamβs driver in the luxurious car owned by her . Needless to say ,she had vehemently denied ,but Mam was already sad ,so Mehek let her .
On the way to her home ,she had looked outside the streets ,she grew up in . The feeling of nostalgia rushed back in .Truth to be told , In the pretense of work she had avoided coming home for last 5 years . Even if she came ,it was very brief . But , as she breathed in the scent of familiarity , butterflies fluttered in her stomach making her a bit nauseous and she just hoped her homecoming doesnβt bring Disaster to everyoneβs life β¦β¦..
The driver , dropped her home , even offered to get her luggage into her house . But she denied ,he had done enough for her . Then went on his way ,the rumbling of the engine now a far away sound .
Her house was a modest one ,but beautiful anyway . All credit goes to her parents by the way . They always took good care of what belonged to them . IncluDing her too ! They are the best ,smiled Mehek and rung the bell .
Yesterday night ,she had called her mother already , and excited her mother must have screamed the roof off . So definitely it was no surprise ! The door opened and the lovely face of her mother came into view
β you look so classy mehek β
Her mother screeched in delight as soon as she saw her . Mehek looked down her- off shoulder olive colored jumpsuit, grinning a little . Appearing behind her mother , her father beat her to hug Mehek , in bone tight hold . Mehek βs eyes watered a little , meeting them after so many months . God ,she loved them β¦β¦β¦loved them . Overwhelmed with emotion ,she hugged him back . Her mother too joined them in the a group hug , making Mehek laugh through her tears seeing their antics .
After the little emotional reunion , Mehek was brought in to the drawing room , all surrounded her ,firing her questions after questions .
β What is Mrs Dilawer really like ?β
β Is Mr Shamsher Dilawer like in the paper β Dark , dominant and manipulative ?β
Her father asked , while sipping his βadrak wali chai β. Eyes looking a bit curious , he pointed his gaze at her .
β Mam is the bestest and yes MR SHAMSHER is the Predator ,they say him in the news β the coffee she was drinking tasted bland ,so she asked for sugar .
β Ammi ,sugarβ¦.β
While passing it to her ,her mother asked in a suspicious tone
β Handsome and attractive darling ? β
β Not to me Ammi β
Her father laughed , Rich with humour almost shaking his pot belly . Done drinking ,he kept the cup on the table and shrugged saying
β Your mother has been dreaming to become his mother in law β¦..β
Only if they knew what he offered her to become !!!!!!
It was her motherβs turn to laugh . While Mehek moved her upper lip a little .
Roaming her gaze around the room , Mehek asked .
β Where is Nida ? β
Nida was her little sister . Recently in 10 th standard ,she behaved as if she was everyoneβs Amma .
β She has her tution this time beta ,will come by 12 . β Her mother replied collecting the cups and Mehek got up to help her .
β You have spent so much time away from us that ,you have even forgotten about your sister too β
It was not a taunt ,but a complain and Mehek realised she deserved that . Which sane person would be happy to stay away from its own family ? But ,she also could nβt tell them the reason . Coming to her defence ,her mother gave him a glare and her father gave a β Maine kya kia look !
Hanging her head low in guilt Mehek went to her room . Now standing at her bedroom window , she looked down the lawn , as sunlight filtered through her room . Her eyes caught the sight of
β iliacβ
standing between the hills in beautiful glory . It was a manor belonging to the Khans , situated between the hills . Strange isnβt it ? The house was white ,but was named iliac . Probably the name was not so imperfect . Coz the people of the house ,pretend to be someone else ,but deep down their entire identity was Different . Her eyes changed emotion from nonchalant to that of sadness . She would not be able to stare more . Turning away , her gaze fell on another dress she had unpacked . It was the most prettiest dress she owned . Gifted by mam , despite of her protest obviously . She remembered her words
β You would look ethereal Mehek .β
Surely she would , because the dress was something else , beyond the world . One forbidden , and dangerous thought came to her mind β to wear it for HIM . How he would react seeing her like that ? Surely , it would be worth it ,to see him burn for her β¦β¦.
She sighed ,sat on the bed with a thud . It was wrong ,she Must not think about him like that . God ,years of separation ,still she couldnβt forget him ! Why ? To obliterate him from her heart only ,she had stayed away from home ,from her own family . Coz seeing him , loving him , only has given her pain . Nothing else β¦β¦! Oh god ,why the hell she couldnβt forget himβ¦β¦.. But she probably forgot one thing ,love couldnβt be killed and the burn only , increases with separation . If not for the tap on the door ,she would have thrown something in frustration . But ,she composed herself and replied .
β Haan,come in β
As the eyes ,cute and sparkling came into view , Mehek sprung from her bed to hug her Nida .
β Nidaβ¦..β
Giggling in each others arms , they jumped in delight . God ,her sister has really grown up ! Mehek thought ,as she was almost coming up to her chin . Detangling herself ,she looked Nida up and down , noticing she had not worn her spectacles .
β Chasme kahan hai tere ?
( Where are your spectacles )
In reply to which , Nida grinned toothily . So Mehek guessed herself
β Contacts β¦β¦? β
Nodding her head in agreement , Nida went and sat on the bed ,in palthi position . Face palming , her sister pouted and said teasingly
β waise , meri nazar mai aapke liye izzat badh gayi β
β Why ???β Mehek asked frowning her browsβ¦..
Excitedly , Nida stood up on her knees and said while moving her hands animatedly .
β Arrey ,you are living with The Mr Shamsher Dilawer β Playboy ,macho man ke saathβ¦ aur tum mujhse puch rahi ho, why I have started respecting you more ? Pata hai school mai sab mujhse kis naam se janne lage hain β The famous girl whose sister lives with The Mr Shamsher Dilawer .β
Her expression now ,was exactly like that one of geet from jab we met ,all lively , excited and cheerful . But Mehek βs smile faltered . Her sister was small , must not have realised how it sounded ! Unknown to anyone of her family members , Mr Shamsher Dilawer had exactly offered to do that β to make her live with him for sexual pleasure . It Disgusted her
Mehek turned at once to arrange her clothes in her cupboard ,to escape the situation and said sternly
.
β I live with Mrs Dilawer Nida , not with her son β
Nida whimpered behind her
β Oh Di ,you are no fun . I am talking to you about The handsome beast ,aur tum ho ki . Donβt be so boring , arre he was the most eligible bachelor of last year , aur yeh saal ka bhi ban jayega ,agar polls conduct hue toh . Kabhi na kabhi to mili hogi handsome hunk se . Ek ,do baar to kamse kamβ
Mehek closed her eyes ,remembering her encounters with that Man . Oh she so much wanted to burst the bubble of her sister and say the truth . But she had remained mum ,while arranging the cupboard . Gauzing from her sisterβs reaction , Nida knew it was a dead topic , so came and hugged her tight from behind .
β I missed you Di , Ammi and paa too . Promise me aap kuch Din ke liye rukoge .β
Mehek patted her head ,which was lodged in her neck . She just hoped Nida doesnβt ask her more questions about Mr Shamsher .
The next day , weather had continued to be hot and sultry .
In the lawn ,while watching the
β iliacβ from far ,she controlled the urge to go there and ask after Sonu . No she must not do that . It would look bad .Becoz, Khans were Distant relatives of Ahemads , even then Mrs Sharma was proud of the aquantance . There was a reason β they were rich . Not ricchi rich like Dilawars ,but never the less rich !
Actually Sonu was , Mehek βs Distant cousin Ushnaβs daughter . The neighborhood she lived in consisted of people ,she knew since long -all known faces . So When a really familiar face drove infront of her gate in a car ,this morning ( in a ferocious speed ) Mehek βs heart had stopped . Beating like crazy ,her heart was again sucked into his orbit . Thinking about all this ,her eyes had been closed ,but as the doorbell rang ,she opened her eyes ,sighing a little .
Mehek had hoped ,she would be alone,as her family had gone out side to attend a marriage function . But Alas !
She went towards the door , to open it . As it parted ,the person she saw outside her door ,made her gasp in Disbelief .
β What do you want β
Mr Shamsher Dilawer put his hand on her door frame , Clutching it tightly in fear of her closing the door on him .
β Oh, I just had to drop mom at Humayun hills at her friends house . So thought to give you a visit β
Mehek arched her brows
β Humayun hills is nowhere near to Multan .
β Behes mat karo mere sath β:Mr Shamsher Dilawer said drily and admitted βAlright , I wanted to see you. β
Mehek clicked her tongue .
β Plz ,Mr Shamsher , I donβt want to talk about your Arrangements again . So ,jayiye yahan seβ
But probably ,it was not enough to send him off. As the next second he came inside ,much to Mehek βs protest and said
β Wonβt you introduce me to your family ?
He looked at her through his dark lashes , mouth curling up in a charming smile β¦.His gaze dark and intense slid over her petite form ,dressed in a beautiful sundress .
β Tum β¦.you look gorgeous Mehek . What ever you wear ,you make it look like ,it is solely designed for you β¦β¦β¦β
β Plz goβ¦..β She said averting her gaze ,coz he was making her nervous . But contrary to that he picked her up and twirled her around ,much to her shock .
β Get out β she screamed
Atlast ,still laughing he put her down and said
β Introduce me to your parents β
β Bahar gaye huye hain , they are out β she then added hastily β maii ghar mai akeli hoon uska matlab yeh nahi ki β¦β¦
Shamsher lifted his finely manicured hand .
β No Mehek , I have not come here to repeat my offer β
Her eyes were livid with anger ,so she burst
β Then why you have come ? β
β When you started to cry , bohut bura laga mujhe . I felt really bad . I almost felt like a Villian β
β Tum nahi ho kya ? (Arenβt you) ? β Mehek retorted
Shamsher shook his head .Pinching the bridge of his nose ,he said
β I deserved that and believe me I Didnβt intend things to happen like that .β
β Neither do I β¦. β
Mehek agreed shrugging her shoulder slightly , though her eyes were still averted from him .
He grimaced β thatβs why I am here Mehek . I wanted to say sorry to you .But , past experiences had made me think that , ki duniya mai aisi koi cheez nahi jise khariDi nahi jaa sakti β
β Then , aapke paas kam tazurba hai sir β
( Then ,you have less experience)
But then Mr Shamsher Dilawer , chuckled
β Contrary to that , maine tumse jyada duniya dekhi hai . And I can say with guarantee that you can buy most of them with money , for the favours they can give you . Yeh duniya khubsoorat ladkiyon se bhari hui hai Mehek ,aur daulat aur shohrat ke liye wo kuch bhi kar sakti hain β
β I am not one of them β Mehek said playing with her bracelet .
β Oh , I almost prayed that you were β Shamsher admitted with a husky note
β Phir se nahi Mr Shamsher ( not again )β
Mehek said angrily .
Taking a seat on their rather torn out sofa , Shamsher crossed one of his leg on other and said simply
β I know , mere playboy reputation ki wajah tumhe aisa lagta hoga ki I have a harem or something . But itβs nothing like that.Not atleast with you . β
β Mujhe yeh sab nahi sunna β¦..just get outβ Mehek said angrily while tapping her feet on the ground .
β How could I know ,you were Different Mehek ?β He got up ,came closer β mujhe laga, tum bhi mujhe apni aur attract karne ke liye jaan bujh ke mana kar rahi ho (thought , you were doing it purposely ) . β A little warm his hands held hers β maine jise chaha hai usse paya hai , using power or Money ,what ever you can assume with .
β Chup ho jao βshe said in a fierce note
Unfortunately , he was not a man to be deterred with her anger so he continued .
β That night , I was not the only one to get drowned in passion . Right Mehek ?! you were too with me β almost going crazy in my arms . Almost on the verge of Giving me what I wanted the most ! β
She trembled hearing him say how close she has come to lose her sanity ,which was not untrue . So , she remained frozen ,as he held her closer in his hold across her arms β her head bent . Shamsher could nt bear that . So he lifted her face , holding her chin with his thumb and forefinger. It was a tender move . Strangely the gaze of Shamsher she was besotted up on was more soft . They were pure , almost trying to convey her something . With the other hand ,he tucked her estranged hair from her bun ,behind her ear .
β Was it your first time Mehek , are you probably a virgin . Thatβs why you got so afraid β¦β¦if that is the cβ¦..
Mehek Didnβt let him complete the sentence and slapped his hand away .
β You said , you wanted to apologize .But all the while , it was your scam to get me into bedβ¦β
β No sweetheart ,you donβt get it . Do you? I am not repeating my mistake . I wanted to tell you thatβ¦..
For the second time ,the door bell rang again to Disturb something important . Shamsher cursed under his breath . Fearing her family has returned , Mehek hurried to open the door only to find USHNA standing at the door
β Whose BMW is standing outside Mehek . Donβt tell me you get paid in crores . Or may be due to special service to your notorious employer β
Ushna had a husky yet , dangerous voice . Sexy enough to hypnotize any male in her vicinity . Well , her Voluptuous figure was also no less , now prominent in a body hugging dress . Shamsher came towards them abruptly , catching the interest of her Cat like eyes .
β Oh my my,,,,,Did I interrupt something Mehek ? β
It was Directed to her with hatred . But , for Shamsher she gave him a sensual smile , accompanied with a hungry look . Mehek wanted to scoff , but controlled .
β Introduce us Mehek β she purred
Shamsher forwarded his hand with a curt smile surprising Mehek with him not being affected by Ushna .
β Mr Shamsher , she is Ushna khan,my cousin and Ushna this is Mr Shamsher Dilawer ,my β¦.employerβ
After shaking his hand , Ushna again casted her amused gaze on Mehek βs rigid form and said
β Were you taking Mehek with you already . I was hoping she would attain my birthday today evening . You know , I was looking forward to have a chit chat with her β
β Oh Mehek will be here β Shamsher said lightly β I just dropped to say her something β
Ushnaβs eyes widened . Shamsher should nt have said that . She must be thinking , something was going between them ,that he β THE MR SHAMSHER DILAWER himself came to Multan all the way from Lahore β¦β¦
β Oh ,good , I am so happy that she could make it . All Mehek βs old flames would be glad to meet her again . Wonβt they Mehek ??β
Shamsher head swung ,his dark gaze fixated on Mehek βs face . All intent and observant .
β What magic do you use Mehek . Why ,they all fall at your feet ? β
Mehek gritted her teeth ,but under his burning gaze ,she found herself speechless
Then a car honked not far away , breaking the moment .
β Oh , Sultan being impatient as always . I have to go . More people to invite you know . Bye Mehek ,I will give HIM your love β She said turning herself to walk away . But she stopped ,and looked at Shamsher over her shoulder
β Oh Yeah Mr Shamsher , you do come too . It would be a pleasure β¦β¦.β
The door slammed behind her with a shaking Mehek leaning on the door .
β What was that ?β He asked after a minute of silence .
βOh Ushna is just like thatβ¦..β She laughed , which was rather fake .
β Donβt lie to me ,she hates you β¦..!!!!!!
Shamsher said catching her arms . Mehek blinked her eyes gazing into his concerned gaze . The moment broke ,as he Demanded
β Who is Sultan ? β
Mehek said meekly , breaking the eye contact . Oh how could he do that ! Does he have no shame ,being involved with Ushna ! She is a married woman for godβs sake .
She licked her lips before answering β another one of my cousin β
β Is he in love with you β¦..β
Shamsher asked flatly .
Instead of answering , his question , Mehek tried to Divert him .
β When will you leave β
β Are you serious ? I am invited to the party . I will go of course .β
β You canβt β Mehek said urgently ,her hand gripping his arms
β Would it make your ex jealous Mehek ? β
Shamsher asked possesively ,his gaze on her hand which were holding his arms .
β She was just joking β Mehek said hesitantly .
β But I was not amused . I Didnβt like the way she talked to you or looked at you . I wonβt let her harm you in any way !β
Though Mehek was surprised seeing his protectiveness for her,But the consequences of him having their in β iliac βmade her tremble in fear .
When Mehek informed her family that , Mr Shamsher Dilawer would come to pick her up and had come home in the morning β they had gone berserk .
β How could you let him see our home like this ,god kitna ganda pada tha ghar . Kya socha hoga usme hamare bare main ? β
She sighed letting them crib about how to turn the home worthy for the arrival of the great Shamsher in just 2 hours ,she went to get ready . She had a party to attend .
After almost 1 and half hour later ,she heard the door bell ring . It must be Mr Shamsher , thought Mehek . And as she was ready ,she thought to go down to the hall , helping her family to cope up with the storm that Mr Shamsher Dilawer is ! β
β You must be Nida , Mehek told me about you β
He said charmingly ,while Nida looked she would lose her consciousness at any moment .
Probably ,her family Didnβt need help !!!!!!!!!!
Looking at the way her paa and Ammi were laughing at his jokes ,he had indeed charmed them too .
She started to go down the stairs . And his gaze turned to her and thus stopped at her gorgeous form . Dress like those were made to look One, beyond the world . The colour complimented the pale skin of her bare shoulder . Nidaβs gaze alternated between Shamsher and Mehek . It was needless to say ,the chemistry was out of charts .
None of them said anything to eachother ,just talking with there eyes . Then taking their leave , They went away in Shamsherβs BMW . Their appearance would surely make the stir ,deadpanned Mehek . The ride was almost silent untill Shamsher said in a husky tone ,almost a whisper .
β If you would have looked like this from the start ,I would have moved heaven and hell to make you mine β
Mehek laughed at this , noticing a slight self mocking tone at that sentence .
β You wonβt be laughing ,if you would have seen your self in the mirror , properly β
Mehek βs hand tightened on her clutch . He had really thrown her off guard .
Conveniently, It was not a long ride to Mehek βs relief ,coz the man made her too nervous for her own good , so the car stopped not far away from the beautiful manor where all the others were parked .
Not hand in hand ,but Mr Shamsher Dilawer made an entry with him, guarDing Mehek from behind . His gaze trained on her petite form β the height Difference making him ill with pleasure .
As soon as they entered , all the gazes turned towards them . And why not ? It would be criminal not to notice the gorgeous pair ! While admiring the beautiful Manor , Shamsher said casually
β Ushna really married in to money right ?β
β Yeah , open your checkbook ,she is not Difficult to buy. But let me warn you ,she is a drunkard and a bloody cheater β Mehek snapped
Shamsher looked at her amazed
β You really hate her , donβt you ? What has Ushna done to you Mehek ? β
The protectiveness returning again in his voice .
She couldnβt reply , as Ushna , accompanied with a Tall ,broad shouldered Man, made their way them . And expected the first thing she Did was address Mr Shamsher
β Oh ,Mr Shamsher ,I am so glad you could make it β
β My pleasure , Mrs khan β Shamsher greeted with a fake smile .
Then she turned her gaze to Mehek .
β Oh ,my ,,,,is nt Mehek looking beyond recognition darling . So beautiful . β
Mr khan nodded his head in affirmation . But then looked at Mr Shamsher with a curious gaze . Ushna noticed it
β Oh ,I forgot . This is Mr khan ,my husband . And this is Mehek βs employer . Must not need an introduction β THE MR SHAMSHER himself ! β
Both the man shared a gentlemanly handshake ,after which Ushna whisked away MR SHAMSHER to introduce him to her friends . Obviously ,he was a celebrity , a cunning woman like Ushna would nt miss a chance to show off .
For the most of the evening , Mehek danced with every men in the party except MR SHAMSHER ,as her cousin had clawed her paws on him . But unknown to her , MR SHAMSHER was anything but a prey . To get fresh air ,she came to the deserted balcony , which smelled like burned cigar . Someone must have smoked here thought Mehek .
β All alone Mehek ? β Mr khan came to the front from behind her , catching her waist in process. Mehek trembled , turned to face him .
β Go away β¦..plz β Mehek pleaded , almost controlling her sob
β Never β said Mr khan with determination .
β Oh , Ahesan β saying this ,atlast she broke in her loverβs arms
One second they were apart ,the next second their lips were on each other β Clinging ,sucking ,biting , devouring . As if they could nβt get enough of each other ! Atlast it was Ahesan who broke away and looked down .
β Oh god , I thought,I would go crazy seeing him looking at you like that . Your boss , Mr Shamsher ,he was gazing at you all the damn time mehek . Even if you were both apart in the room ,his gaze Didnβt deter from you for a second . And god Ushna is thinking she has got a chance with him doesnβt she ! But he has his eyes for only you . Only for you and I donβt like it for a bit .....β¦β¦β
Mehek shook her head vehemently , trying to assure him she doesnβt love Shamsher . But unknown to them the owner of the cigar was watching them from behind the bush , with raze hot as fire . If only looks could kill , Mehek and Ahesan khan would be in ashes by now !
Precap β MR SHAMSHER going alpha .
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I know the first thing you want to do is bash Mehek left ,right and centre ,but thereβs a reason ππππ
Thatβs why I told you your liking for Shamsher would increaseπ€£π€£π€£π€£
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