I started writing this SS during Sruthi track for some SaiRat fans and sending them over DMs. This story was lying in drafts much before this track but I edited and resurrected in this gloomy track. The main idea of this SS is to address some regular/normal events in day-to-day lives of SaiRat. I believe that being in extremely demanding professions and living in joint family and with pakhi around, they will have enougth drama to deal with. So each chapter is an event in their life or slice of life usually happening in a day or two.
Another idea behind this OS is that it is an open SS, where anyone can contribute a chapter. Or come up with ideas on what they would like to address in SaiRat's life. If I have time and connect with it, I can write up something. Only one condition is that it has to stick with the character arcs we have in ghum. In that way we could relate easily with what we see in episodes.
The first few chapters I had in my mind are listed here. I dont have imagination to spin up whole new characters or situations. I like the current character sketches and plots so I am sticking to them. This story starts one month into confession. Any writer needs constructive criticism and feedback to hone their writing. Feel free to give your feedback on what works and what doesn't. I feel bad when I cant capture the situations or dialogues that are not real. So if there is any artificiality or far fetched ideas in my writing please point out.
1. New beginnings: This deals with Sai Virat finding normalcy like married couple. Pakhi will be there because her life is somehow tied to Virat. So I will be discussing her too.
2. Career choices: I hate when Sai and Virat dont discuss their careers. Both are accomplished in their studies so they are bound to have these discussions. Once their relationship becomes normal, it is inevitable that they plan their future together.
3. Pakhi gate: Do you think Pakhi will be quiet, seeing Virat and Sai's conjugal life! No way. I cant stoop low to write fake pregnancy but she will do something to create MU. Her hatred for Sai is not something that goes away in a day. It will show up in their every interaction.
CASE 1: NEW BEGNNINGS
TIMELINE: 1 MONTH
CN Kitchen:
"Good morning Aai", Sai greeted her mil in her newfound upbeat squeaky voice which she often used since she got back to her husband.
"Good morning bada", Aai said returning with a kiss into the air. "Is Virat coming down for breakfast?"
"No Aai today he went for a run. He started preparing for that half marathon so...", Sai started her defence why she had to make separate breakfast for her husband which Aai did not approve of. "He has to eat healthy Aai!!", she explained to her mil's glare.
"You wife and husband do whatever you want. Don;t listen to us", Aai chided. "Just eggs and this avocado are enough for breakfast?. He has to go work till evening.", she reasoned out.
"Aai listen. This breakfast will be more filling and healthy too. Helps him with his muscles and all. I don't have time to explain. I will do it later." said sai snubbing her mil's questions.
"What are you eating by the way? You are eating what I made right?", Aai asked rather dramatically.
"Haan Aai. I dont have time to train for marathon nor I can resist your food", she said cheering her MIL up.
"Wow Sai. I didn't know you are slowly moving towards separate menus and kitchens...", taunted Pakhi as she made her way into the kitchen with Karishma.
Sai rolled her eyes and continued to peel boiled eggs for her husband.
"Sai bhabhi is becoming ideal wife, taking care of her husband's breakfast and all, dado sutto.", exclaimed Karishma riling up Pakhi even more.
"Ideal wife who did not trust her husband. Now she has to get into his good books right. So she will do all this drama", taunted Pakhi again. Not before glancing sideways at Sai's neck which has been her ritual ever since she found a huge purple hickey there few weeks back.
Sai learnt to ignore her so she did not respond to her taunts but sighed when she saw Pakhi glancing at her neck. Taking a deep breath and controlling her irritation, she went back to her eggs.
3 weeks back:
Pakhi had known that the inevitable would happen a month back when Sai brought Virat home after another deadly mission and a huge misunderstanding, that gave her some hope that Sai will be out of Virat's life forever. But they seemed to have born on Earth after marrying in heaven. "Match made in heaven", she gritted her teeth. She could not bear the sight of the two the next day and left for her parent's place, distraught and disillusioned.
Virat had no qualms from that day to openly show his love to his wife. He had been always like that but now Sai receiving his love openly made things even difficult for her. While others in the family cant get enough of them and their antics, she could not stand that Virat can do this in front of her, his ex love! She sounded delusional to herself every-time she thinks about his behavior, after all he had told her multiple times that he loved only his wife. But nothing hit her hard more than that day when they came down stairs hand in hand, Sai completely flustered in front of the family and Virat holding her waist pulling her closer when family joked about their closeness. She felt like bursting into tears, but Samrat's presence held the spillage. She had to leave that moment, get some time and space to think! If she had stayed anymore longer, she would have hurt Sai from the hate she was generating inside her.
Pakhi had to come back after a week. Everyone now knows her intentions, the reason for her disappearance. No one even BK did not plead her this time or object to her visit. Samrat was uncomfortable but he did not make a scene and draw pity on him. He had told her, once for all, that he cannot wait any longer for her to make a decision. Afterall it is effecting his and the family's mental peace. So he declared that she had to make a decision and let him know if she wants to work it out with him or not.
Samrat loved her truly, but he is not sure whether he is turning stupid in his hopes on her intelligence. Patralekha being with him, and her mind set on Virat is not something he will be able to deal with anymore.
Pakhi did not discuss anything with him, but only assured she will back, with all the sweetness only she could gather at any time she wished, irrespective of the atmosphere around her.
Pakhi did come back, after her father reproached her for her stupidity. He sternly gave her two options: either to compromise and learn to love Samrat as he is an able man or to come back to them to look ahead in different direction. He said he cannot pretend to ignore her life anymore and as her father he would support her in whatever decision she makes. He even expressed a wish to ask Samrat to take her away from CN if it helps them to start afresh. However Pakhi objected to this, citing that she will be seen as the problematic one in this entire scenario which will draw unnecessary attention to her. Her father ideally wanted Samrat to join his service, but his son in law had no intention to go that way. The only other hope he had was Virat's transfer which might take two more years. His heart had been restless for his child from the time she made the wrong choice to marry Samrat, but he trusted his upbringing that some sense would kick into Pakhi and she will become the same girl with a purpose in her life. He blamed himself for letting her stay in that house after Samrat went MIA. Fully understanding that bygones are written in sand, he gave an ultimatum to his daughter to make a decision this time. Pakhi, at last made her decision to return back as she doesn't have any energy to start her life afresh. She is lost now, and the only intelligent choice is to follow what her parents have decided for her. She did turn up at CN's doorstep a week later with a steel resolve to start her life again with Samrat. But alas, she never expected to see the conjugal life of Virat galore in front of her eyes.
Present
Sai started to leave the dining table when Virat came back limping. He sat on the sofa greeted by series of questions from his dad and uncle. He sprained his hamstrings in the last lap that day and walking back home had made it worser.
Sai rushed to him, kneeling in front of him with urgency and kneading his calf muscles and enquiring about the pain points. She lifted his leg gently and placed on her upright knee while continuing her ministrations with a frown on her forehead. Virat was lost in her care, as it happens everytime she showed her 'special' concern for him. Every small thing she does for him now swells his heart with joy. Where did she hide all this for a year he wondered. She responds to his needs so spontaneously as if she sees only him around her. He came back to his senses, when BK started taunting her younger bahu with a hint of amusement.
"Look, who became Sati Savitri, our own jungli mulgi", she smirked. "Don't worry, he is a police officer and hatta katta man, you don't have to make him look like a chui mui.", she commanded.
Sai felt conscious and looked straight into her husband's eyes who is smiling at her and eyes dancing with mischief. Sai felt shy but recovered quickly by putting his leg back.
"Ok then, let him be a man and let it recover naturally.", she chided with a cute pout, while Virat rolled his eyes, knowing well how his wife can turn into burning coal within seconds. "I was only being a would-be doctor here.", she tried to justify her reactions.
"Wah wah, only doctor! only doctors don't show patient's pain on their own face", said Mansi bua who has been observing this new Sai and cant help coming to her rescue whenever she is put on spot.
"OK Virat sir, I am getting late to college. Your eggs and avocados are on the table.", she said while taking her bag and scurrying out.
"Wait, let me come and drop you to the bus stop. I can drive.', Virat offered, to which everyone rolled their eyes again knowing that these two have become inseparable now. Virat held himself from following her when the giggles from the family embarrassed him. 'OK OK i will come to pick you up in the evening and we can go to your car driving classes", he shouted to the retreating back of his wife who waved at him without turning her head.
Virat turned back to the glaring eyes of his family, who bursted out laughing.
Right then, Samrat came to the dining table and tapped on Pakhi's shoulder who seemed lost with a disgusted look on her face after seeing the morning 'drama' that has now become normal in her life.
Sai Virat's bedroom
Virat came into his room, which has become 'their' room in true sense. The colors of everything except the walls have changed. In this one month, he has known so much about his wife that she kept hidden from him. Every small thing in their room, has her choice involved. The bedsheets are deep pink now, which glares his eyes but he doesn't bother. The photos are placed everywhere now, on their side tables too. Her clothes are scattered around, which he had never seen outside the cupboard, not even once in the past one year. He realized now that Sai is not a great organizer when it comes to her belongings, while he is the opposite. He likes to find things cleaned up and placed in proper places, his mother said it came naturally to him. But Sai doesn't mind leaving everything, anywhere. Every small detail that he came to know about her, adds a lump in his throat thinking back to the whole one year where she had not been freely using that room!
He slowly strutted to their bed and cleaned it up, making the bed. He softly stroked it, the bed that had held their secrets for whole one year. From the time they first chose their places on it, made pillow forts to dampen the chances of any accidental touch, the longing to touch each other sometimes faking the accidental touches, glancing each other when the other is deep asleep, to losing in each other's arms and bearing the burden of their love making. He slumped on his back with a satisfactory glee stretching his arms wide reveling in the joy he found only in her arms. Every discussion they had in this one month, circled back to their hidden feelings for each other. It still seems surreal to him that Sai always loved him, bottled up her emotions for him and acted reticent to his affections. being 10 years younger to him and feeling alone, the pain she would have experienced brings him instant tears of joy and sorrow at the same time. It is all his fault, he cursed himself every now and then for unknowingly creating the walls around her heart.
"Virat! Virat. You are a stupid man!", he chided himself moving his hands on bed when he landed upon her discarded bra under the pillow. He pulled it towards him and turned on his belly smelling it closely.
He closed his eyes and remembered their first time. It will be always special to him, even after the countless number of times they may make love, he bemused. There was no hesitation when they first made love. There was only urgency in how they approached it, as if it has been delayed deliberately by both of them and that the world would end the next moment if they postpone it any longer. He always had plans for his first time, from the time he realized his love for Sai, hundreds of times he planned it. Always it has been a slow and calculated approach towards her owing to her age and his own inexperience. But contrary to that, they had made love as if they had been doing it all along. There was no shyness or hesitation but a purpose. The purpose to show each other what they mean to them, in the way only they both could show to each other. He was shocked, relieved and reveled in her desire for him. He realized his own worth once he had seen her love towards him. She expressed the same feeling later to him, because after their first time, she was unbelievably shy and conscious!
He smiled to himself how she acts all cute with him, teasing and hugging him and the moment his gaze turns deeper, she turns red. She had been an enthusiastic participant, to his delight in all their tete a tetes, but his young wife still has initiation problem which he can attach to her shyness. He is a kisser and she is a hugger in their marriage, otherwise. Her hugs are bone crashing always, pouring all her love into her limb muscles. He is lucky and there is no two thoughts about. Jumping joyously on to his feet, he placed her bra back in its right place and danced towards the bathroom. As his Kaku rightly pointed out, he gathered springs in his feet these days, that his energy just bounced off him and he could not deny it.
He came out and picked up his uniform which he now doesn't need to iron as his wife does it in the morning. Nor he needs to hurriedly polish his shoes which are spick and spank from his wife's diligent work. She said she always did this for her father and could not wait to do it for him when he first saw her doing it. She said it is her right to take care of him, in every way and he cant have a say in what she can do for him or not. So he wore his shoes, oh so carefully not to leave his fingerprints and spoil her care!
Sai's college cafeteria.
Sai packed her bags to meet her friends on the lunch table in the cafeteria. Divya and Shehnaz(Naz) have become her best buddies. She never had any true friends from school because of her constant changes to schools owing to her father's transfer. Even in first year of her college here, she has not been able to forge strong bonds with any of the classmates, thanks to her not so normal life scenario. But slowly towards the end of first and year and now this year, she bonded closely with these two girls apart from Aniket and Ajinkya (AJ). They formed a close group of five friends who would chat away during free time.
Now for the past few weeks, she has been hearing only complaints from her friends. Why will they not? Whatever time she gets, she will be chatting away with her husband or lost in daydreaming fully oblivious to her surroundings. She and her husband used to exchange texts even in all those days when all is not well between them. Now she remembers how it was always him who texts her first, after any fight or disagreement they had. He always tried, tried to show his love for her. And she has not been blind either, just that she made herself not to respond to him. Now when she knew each and every action he did in the past had always been his love: sometimes not expressed at right time and right spot and other times expressed in a wrong way. She cursed herself for her inability to see him past Pakhi. The circumstances were unfortunate too. Now when she listens to all his heartbreaks and complaints on her behavior in the past year and half, usually post their love making sessions at night, she chides at her own stupidity.
Feeling the urge to see his face immediately, she glances at her wallpaper which is adorned by his handsome face. Nowadays, her wallpaper which changes almost every day, is mostly the pictures of her husband that she casually clicks. She was always attracted to him, to his smile and his sharp features. He always induced butterflies in her stomach from the time immemorial. And when she told him the same one day, they ended up on bed making love. It has been like that for the past one month. Whenever she expresses the feelings she hid from him all this long, he would go crazy and kisses her non stop, ending up in a session! She giggles to herself, running her fingers on his nose in the picture. She remembers every single detail of their togetherness. What still surprises her is their first time!
Her toes curled when she remembered it vividly in front of her eyes. The way she just let herself free that day, relieving the burden from her shoulders, shedding off the hard skin that covered the scars from their misdeeds and filling it with joy and confidence. She wished she knew he loved her all the while, they would have saved so much pain and distress in their lives. That day when they faced each other in their room, the only natural thing that they thought was to make love and forget their pain. She never imagined herself with her husband in that way before. She opened to that thought several times in the past year but never went ahead with her imagination because it would have only increased her expectations which she feared would be never fulfilled. But she was a fool indeed.
That day when they truly became wife and husband, all her fears and worries were washed away once for all. She felt lighter and unburdened. He took care of her selflessly in that one year, but the anxiousness associated with her future never left her. But on that day, she realized she need not take care of herself anymore and that there is someone whose priority is she! Heaving a big sigh of relief, she checked her whatsapp hoping to see any messages from her missing friends. Everyone responded "in 2 min!" and she went back to her wall paper slipping into day dreaming again when she heard the shrilled voice of her friend Divya.
"Oye topper! enough of admiring your husband. Another new photo on whatsapp status! Is this the same photo", she asked peeking enthusiastically at Sai's phone." Kya yaar, we are all stuck with Hrithik's photo on our wallpapers, hmm, you have your handsome husband's.", she sighed disappointedly.
Sai is now used to their friends's puns whenever they get personal about her marriage. She gives them back equally without divulging much, but sometimes she feels the urge to brag about her special status when everyone around her are single or unmarried.
"My husband is my hero. I am happy with his wallpaper", came Sai's reply quickly.
"OK OK Sai Joshi, but come out of your small bubble of CN and look what we have for the weekend. I booked some movie tickets for all of us. Lets go out yaar. You never come!", Divya complained.
Sai is in no mood to meet her friends these days. Her weekends are even busier, as she spends most of her time either in kitchen pleasing the elderly folk or go out with Virat to have their private time. However, she knows she has been a spoilt sport in her friends plans for so long, and she doesn't want that also.
"OK I will ask Virat sir, and let you know. I think he might have planned...", she was explaining while Shehnaz cut her talk from behind.
"Virat sir! Why dont you bring the ACP also. We will also have some pleasure of talking to him closely", she gushed which earned a death glare from Sai.
"OK Ok cool down jungli billi, we will not eat your husband", reassured Divya calling with her nick name they use among the girls.
"Ok do you know this!", exclamied Naz in low voice. "AJ is planning to take hospital management courses from next year as electives. He might do MS in the same", whispered Naz.
"Why not!', said Divya casually. "His dad has big hospitals in Nagpur so he has no choice, does he?".
"But he said he wants to do MD surgery", pointed Sai sharply. "And how good is he with the precision, Don't you remember what Pulkit sir said to him in the last class!"
"Arre yaar, poor guy, sorry rich guy", correct Naz, "Does he have a choice! Someone has to take care of the hospital management right? I feel bad for him.", added Naz with deep thought.
Divya and Sai looked at each other and giggled.
"Oh so someone is feeling sad about AJ's future", Divya teased Naz, bringing the latter from her thoughts.
"Nothing like that. Why will I feel bad? He is a good student, he will excel in any field", she said as a matter of fact with a hint of shiver.
"Ohhh he will excel in any field?!!!", Divya teased again gaining a rebuke from Sai.
"Naz, why dont you tell him that you like him? I am saying this with my experience. Never postpone to express the feelings in your heart. When it is the matter of heart, there is no right time. Now is the only right time." Sai said animatedly which made her friends stare at her with disbelief.
"Oh did your Virat sir say this also?", they giggled. "What else did your Virat say about LOVE?", they asked her with dreamy voices.
"Shut up, you two. These are my words.", Sai said with a proud look before giving them back some food for their thoughts. "Why would I tell you what Virat said about L...O...V...E", she stretched at the last word making their eyes turn into big circles.
"Sai Sai tell na", we are single beggers here. "Give some hot stuff. Not fair yaar.", they both begged.
"I will let your thoughts run wild while I get going for my Forensic class", she lifted herself up, after gathering her lunch boxes, one each from her friends' hands.
"Ok don't show off so much. We will also get married one day and will not share a single thing with you", they rebuked her.
"By then I will have a book to write", Sai laughed at them and winked to their burning faces.