Disclaimer: I am writing a borderline mature OS for the first time. So if it sounds disconnected or funny please give me feedback. I am inspired by one of the authors from Rangrasiya forum where she focused more on the emotions rather than the act itself. I dont remember her name to quote her. Also I am not sure if 19 is still a legal age in India for marriage. I think it is moved to 21. So I am making Sai 20 year old.
Premise: Sai and Virat confessed their feelings to each other finally. Virat's heart burst with joy when he heard the 3 magical words from Sai's mouth for him. Sai's heart is finally free from all the stress that made her restless whenever she thought about her future with Virat. But when she finally realized what he meant for her and his unsaid feelings that he tried to convey all the while till that day, she did not wait to profess her love. Both of them were overwhelmed with emotions and did not leave each other's embrace for a long time. Afterall, they craved this warmth for the longest time. Virat tried to steal a kiss on her lips not willing to wait anymore to show that she is special. Sai was taken aback at this sudden gesture and felt shy when he came in for the second one. But they could not continue further because of the time and place. It was Virat's birthday and they were called to cut the cake....The party was not ending at all to their dismay when all they wanted is to spend some private time together.
Sai and Virat's bedroom
Sai came to her room ahead of Virat that night. Her heart was pounding with anticipation. She knew her husband was eyeing her the whole evening, both of them were moving close to each other and touching each other a little longer. Her heart raced thinking of all the possibilities that this night might turn into. How could she forget the momentary gush of current that shook her body when he stole a peck on her lips that morning! Her toes curled and she clutched her kurta reminiscing the feeling. Her mind is getting mushy thinking about anything that went beyond that kiss. She is 20, and all she has seen between a man and woman is in the movies, some of them which she started to imagine with her husband recently. Strange sensations were creating havoc in her stomach and lower abdomen which she is quite not sure whether they are painful or pleasing.
"Oh God! give me some courage to face this situation. ", she prayed silently. "If Virat Sir wanted something like this today, please make sure I can please him", the woman inside her begged for reassurance from the Nature itself.
Virat was restless to end the good byes and reach his room. He cant wait to hug his wife for eternity today. He is the happiest man on the earth today and the only reason for that is the woman waiting for him in his room. He could not have asked for a better birthday gift than Sai declaring his importance in her life and her decision to be his wife. The way she confessed her feelings for him stirred so many emotions that he never had discovered before even though he was in love with her for a long time. The realization that she held so much love and respect for him this whole time overwhelmed him! If only he had been little conscious about the people around him, he would not have missed one year of their precious time together. He was feeling victorious as if he conquered the entire Universe with this realization that the woman he admired and cherished is going to be his in every sense, his love and his wife for this life and next 6 lives if there is any truth in the divine scriptures.
Finally he bade goodbye to Sunny and rushed to his room, all the while mentally preparing himself to control his urges and not to panic her with his actions. Afterall, she is 20 and it never ever occurred to him that he would proceed to their next step without her being completely aware of what they will be getting into.
"Oh God! Please give me patience to hold on to my raging desires when I see her", he pleaded earnestly. He knows he is not capable of this patience anymore after the peck he stole this morning. It was blissful as if he had just drunk some elixir that lifted off all the burden and pumped in some new life. But he also knows instinctively that protecting Sai takes precedence for him anytime. Just that he needs to slow down and be in control rather than give in to his desires. "Bappa please make sure that this night will be memorable to us", he prayed silently and entered into their room to see his wife standing near their cupboard lost in her own thoughts with her back to the door.
There is the woman who took his breath away when she walked down the stairs in yellow saree on Vasanth Panchami day. He still remembers the rush of emotions he felt for her that day. That was the first time he saw her as a woman, she enticed him and lured him. That feelings were so raw that he could not see her as someone other than his wife. That day, and the preceding days till then where she had won his trust and floored him by her giving nature sealed the fate for him, to be her husband if at all life gives him a chance! Only he knows how he silently took vows to protect her while filling her forehead with vermilion that evening. From then, till this morning there was not a single day that he did not spend with the fear of losing her...sometimes pushing him to do unthinkable actions with her. After all that, she still chose him as her own, as her husband. He could not stop but rush inside to hug her from behind, one hand across her neck and shoulder and one tightly circled her waist, startling her.
PS: I am still editing the so called not so mature part. Will post it soon. Let me know how this part is. :)
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