Originally posted by: Nja91
I dont see Sai as necessarily "sympathizing" towards pp but merely having expectations only from virat. Pp is a nobody to her. All pp has fone to Sai is projecting her gussa on virat for abandoning her.
Also We only lash out at those we are close to. For Sai that person is Virat. Plus maybe theres a "gender thing" but she may feel that if as a woman- if pp is so shameless n open about her feelings for virat despite being married, perhaps she really "loves" him and she knows that all her hate, venom towards her is only because she feels like Sai stands between her n virat. Perhaps she thinks that as a woman in society it is so difficult to show your feelings. Despite all the paabandis on women, pp is unabashed in her display of virat obsession. That has triggered Sai to feel like pp may not be entirely wrong. Eventually Sai will realize she is.
Initially Sai was upset, even disgusted by it- it was morally wrong. But with time she is now questioning herself because virat eont openly pick her, confess his feelings to her and she gets mixed signals from him. One day its affection n care n next day its gussa or indifference.
Sai feels like pp is being made to wait for samrat by virat/CN peeps even though she doesn't want to and the only thing holding virat pp back from being together is the tag of being married to different people. And maybe Sai thinks virat gave pp also mixed signals like she feels he is doing so with her. Sai knows virat promised pp not to love anyone else. And that in Sai's eyes is a big deal. So she is now guilty for being in between pp-virat unintentionally and also developing feelings for virat despite kinda knowing that pp-virat had a thing.
Hi Neeraja (guessing that's your name based on other posts :))
Great post and agree with what you are saying about what Sai feels about Pakhi. Pooja, laksh mentioned the same thing aswell that Pakhi is nothing for her and all she cares for is Virat. As a viewer since there is so much left for perception with lack of monologue's until you read others perception , go back and watch the episode again we are stuck with an idea of what you felt when you originally watched the scene.
Coming to yesterday episode after watching it again I can say yes her dialogue to Virat that Pakhi is more honest about her feelings is true since she openly declares them even if her story is not entirely true. But is it correct to accuse Virat alone of ruining the lives of 4 people? This is where I am not yet sure or could find a reason for her accusation other than she just wanted some response from Virat and was speaking without thinking or I am completely missing her reasons for accusing Virat.
@bold this could be true that she is feeling guilty since she uses the word bechaari for Pakhi when she says he is 2 timing. But is she really a bechaari with the abuse she put her through? Which victim abuses the wife who is of no fault here, since even if she leaves Virat would never marry her and Pakhi knows this. For that matter even Sai knows that no way would Virat marry Pakhi, I can't point to a reason but just feel Sai knows this by now. Word on her feeling guilty that she has developed feeling for Virat, this I absolutely agree especially considering she promised she would keep her part of the deal and leave in 5 years.
1 more thing I want to point out is Sais dialogue to Samrat about Pakhi will be happy to see him back. Isn't this contradictory considering her she is thinking she came in between Virat and Pakhis love story 🤔. Is she playing reverse psychology here on all the 3 of them to see what their reactions would be 🤔. I am just thinking out loud and blabbering now 😬.
I really wish they give us atleast few monologues for Sai so we can atleast understand what she is thinking. It's high time they show us something.
Tagging a few since we were discussing the same topic