Originally posted by: SuMod
(This is not related to Ishqaan, just my life crap)
I am just so f*cking DONE. I just don't know whats happening. I am just so, so SAD all the time! I don't even know why! Useless crying, useless moping. Plus everyone is always like 'tumhe hi achche marks lana hai top karna hai padhai karni hai and stuff'. Then when my siblings don't study they expect ME to teach them, like they listen. Marks are deteorating, I can't CONCENTRATE! I am almost bawling writing this. Always feeling so tired yet so frustrated at the same time. I WANT to do things other than being online all the time, but I just CAN'T! I am not even sure what the heck is happening to me anymore. Everyone is older here, does someone know what this is?? How can I get over it?!? So done.
Don't be so bothered about others' expectations too much but also remember your life is your responsibility. It is a slow process but try to make yourself less sad by not remembering the bad things over and over again.
You don't have to be all all positive and expect the best but yes hope for the good.
We all want to do good things but all we do is want it. We don't take the first step.
Others can only tell you how but cannot take the step on your behalf. It is you who have to do it. And don't keep too high aims all at once. May be increase your productivity bit by bit. May be half an hour each week.
Slow progresses are usually the best . And remember even the smallest step you take is praiseworthy. Love yourself enough to take the responsibility of your life in your own hands and start to take little steps for improvement however small they may be.
And never think you are not worthy enough. Even if you think so it's never late , now build yourself to that which you think makes one worthy.
Ab Chalo bohot gyaan ho Gaye. Smile showing your bateesiš.
Edited by Physics_girl - 4 years ago
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