Hi guys.
Just something I penned down. I have stopped watching so no idea what's going on in the show but I hope this rubbish track ends soon.
Nandini was lost in conversation with her favourite Kanora when Darsh happened to reach the door of their room. He heard her talking away like she was sharing her thoughts with her best friend. She didn't notice him.
N: Kanora tune mere saath aisa kyun hone diya? Mujhe ab tak samajh mein nahi aa raha hai ke Darsh saheb ko hua kya? Hum dono itne khush the na...mujhe toh apni shaadi ka khayal bhi nahi tha phir kyun bheja tune unhe meri zindagi mein, woh bhi bilkul hero ki tarah? Mai toh khush thi na apne aap...Vanlatha kaki ko washing machine dene ke baad mai wapis jaane hi wali thi na...phir tune meri life ko upar niche kyun kardiya woh gyaan kumar ko bhej ke? Maine toh socha bhi nahi tha ke unke ghar se mere liye rishta aayega...mera toh chodo gun behn ke liye bhi....jab kaki ne bataya ke MIL ne unke dono beton ke liye hum dono ko chuna...pehle mujhe yakeen nahi hua ke shobit bhai ne gun behn ko pasand kiya lekin jab sach mei aisa hua mujhe Gun behn aur big behn ke liye bohot khushi hui. Phir sab theek chal raha tha toh tune us moped ko beech mei bhej diya...lekin meri madad bhi ki usse bachne ke liye...uske liye thank you aan. Mujhe laga tha ke mai Darsh saheb ko humesha ke liye kho dungi...lekin dekhiye kya hua humari shaadi hogayi...mai itni khush thi, phir unhe kya hogaya Kanora? Mujhse aise kaise bartav kar sakte hain woh...aakhir maine kiya kya...tujhe pata hai...mujhe bohot dard ho raha hai...aisa lag raha hai ke maine sab kuch kho diya hai...mai dil khol ke rona chahti hun...lekin dekho na woh bhi nahi karsakti, MIL ko pata chal gaya toh woh dukhi hongi, big behn ko bhi kuch nahi bata sakti woh bhi pareshan ho jayengi...mujhe raasta dikha ke mai kya karun?
Nandini's words made something snap inside Darsh...he wanted to embrace her and comfort her, but again he thought she was the one who wronged him....but hang on did she mention Vanlatha kaki? And his mom sending the proposal... what was going on? he had to find out what happened. How was he so insensitive, he knew there were so many people out there who had implicated Nandini earlier for no fault of hers. He had to find out what was going on.
Darsh finally found out that Nandini was innocent and Vanlatha as expected was the culprit, she wasn't alone though Gunjan was aware of this too....he was disgusted with himself beyond belief...he was the same man who had promised to be with her and protect her and love her no matter what, but what had he done? He was worse than a monster. How would he even go in front of her?
He decided to speak to shobit. Only he would help him out but little did he know that his own brother had sworn to destroy him...Darsh was almost broken and he could feel Nandini's pain of betrayal, just as he felt because of his brother....how could he even fix this mess. All of this had happened because he had fallen in love with Nandini...he wanted to marry her and look at what he ended up doing. He wished he would just vanish at that moment. But he knew he had to apologize to Nandini.
He went to their room, Nandini wasn't there...she was with his mother, when Nandini returned:
Darsh clicked his fingers, but she didn't shake her bangles...he knew she was there.
D: Nandini?
N: kya chahiyeh aapko?
D: kya tum mere paas aa sakti ho?
N: kyun? Mera haath zor se pakadna hai ya koi aur dard dena hai? Yeh mat sochiye ke mai aapse darti hun.
D: Nandini pls
His tone wasn't harsh and Nandini noticed it. She went closer...
He reached out to her and suddenly fell on his knees, held her legs and began weeping...Nandini I'm sorry, I'm very very sorry.
N: kis baat ke liye sorry keh rahe hain?
Darsh cries and tells Nandini everything. He continuously apologises to her.
Please Nandini tumhe jo saza deni hai woh de do....please I'm sorry.
N: saja? Mai kya saja doon aapko...aapse shaadi karke meri zindagi toh saja ban gayi na. Theek hai aapko sab sach toh pata chal gaya na...ab main yahan se aaram se ja sakti hun...mujhe aapke saath nahi rehna...
D: please Nandini aisa mat karo, I'll make it upto you Nandini, please, I'll do anything.
N: kaise bharosa karlun?
D: mai jaanta hun maine tumhara bharosa toda hai par please mujhe ek mauka do Nandini, please...mai dobara aisa kabhi nahi karunga, sochunga bhi nahi
N: socha toh maine bhi nahi tha ke aap mere saath yeh sab karenge, aap jispe maine khud se zyada bharosa kiya apni sari zindagi aapke naam kardi aur aapne kya kiya! Ek minute bhi nahi socha ke yeh sach hai ya nahi? Ab hatiye yahan se mujhe apna samaan pack karna hai. Mujhe sach jaanna tha, shayad aap yeh sab mujhe pehle bata dete toh mujhe aapka aisa bhayanak roop nahi dekhna padta.
She begins to pack her bags and starts walking out...Darsh goes after her...but in his desperation he trips and is almost about to fall when shobit catches him.
Sh: I'm so sorry bhai, pata nahi mujhe kya hogaya tha...mai bhabi ko rokne ki koshish karta hun..he calls out bhabi bhabi please ek baar humari baat suniye...she continues walking....everyone hears the sounds and comes out.
Rajvee: yah sab kya ho raha hai, Nandini tu kahan ja rahi hai?
N: MIL mai yahan aur nahi reh sakti...please mujhe jaane dijiye...
R: Darsh tune aisa kya kiya hai Nandini ke saath?
Darsh and shobit tell everything to the family....Dadaji is shocked beyond words...he just falls on the sofa...
Mai soch bhi nahi sakta ke tum dono itna gir jaoge? Humari ghar ki lakshmi ke saath itna kuch hogaya aur hume pata bhi nahi chala....ghin aa rahi hai mujhe tum dono ko pota kehte hue...chi, tum dono ko toh police ke hawale kar dena chahiye. He folds his hands and apologises to Nandini...
N: dadaji aap please maafi mat mangiye, mujhe aapse koi shikayat nahi hai...mai bohot khush hun ke aap mere zindagi mei hain.
Rajvee slaps Darsh and Shobit
Chee...sharm aa rahi hai mujhe tum dono pe aur usse zyada apne aap pe...mai itni buri maa hun ke mere dono ladke itne kamine aur itne ghatiya nikle! She holds Darsh...yeh ladka jo mera ghurur hua karta tha aaj usne hi itna ghatiya kaam kiya hai...she gives him another slap.
Aur tu shobit: mai soch rahi thi ke tune jo Darsh ke liye kiya woh koi bhi nahi karta, mere mann mei tere liye izzat 10 guna bad gayi, aur yeh kya tamasha shuru kiya tune....maine kaha tha na ke mana karde, agar teri zindagi mei koi hai to bata de....tune khud apni marzi se haan ki thi....
N: MIL aapne vanlatha kaki ki baat kyun maani? Ek baar bhi mujhse ya big behn se baat nahi ki? Kyun MIL, meri zindagi toh barbad ho hi gayi na, kam se kam shobit bhai ki toh zindagi barbad hone se bach jaati....agar shobit bhai ki shaadi nahi bhi hoti toh bhi mai Darsh saheb se shaadi karne ke liye maan jaati...meri akal pe inki achai ki jo patti padi hui thi. Devta samaan samajhti thi mai unhe.
R: mujhe maaf kardo Nandini mai iske pyaar mein itni pagal ho gayi thi, iski khushiyon ko bachane ke liye itni utaavli ho rahi thi ke maine theek se socha bhi nahi....teri gunahgar mai hun, kyunki maine in dono ki parvarish ache se nahi ki...agar ki hoti to yeh aise nahi karte...she folds her hand and Nandini holds it.
N: aap maafi nahin maangingi...galati kisi aur ki hai aapki nahi
Vipul: tum dono ne jo kaam kiya hai na mera sar aaj sharm se jhuk gaya hai....chee...
Rajvee walks to shobit and holds his collar: maine tujhe shart ke baare bataya na...toh mai teri gunehgar hui ab tu mujhse bhi badla lega meri bhi zindagi barbad karega? Kar na...le badla mujhse maine request ki thi na tujhse!
Sh: mom please
R: tum dono ne milke mujhe jeeti ji maar hi dala...tu apne bhai ki khushiyon mei aag lagayega? Woh toh tune 3 saal pehle hi kardia tha aur kya bacha tha....kyun ki Gun se shaadi tune? bol!...tab hi mana kar deta....itna bada drama karne ki kya zarurat thi...she shakes him vigorously.
Sh: I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry mom.
R: sorry? Tere sorry se kya ho jayega?
Sh: folds his hands and apologises to Nandini, bhabi please mujhe maaf kardijiye, bhai I'm sorry...
N: kon si bhabi aur kahan ki bhabi, aap sab kamyaab ho gaye na meri zindagi barbad karne mein...kahin tumhari biwi bhi tumhare is plan mein shaamil toh nahi?
G: ay Nandini yeh tu kya keh rahi hai aan
N: awaz nichi karke baat karo Gun! Ab mai woh Nandini nahi hun jisse tum apne ghar mai jaise chaho waise baat karti thi, ab mai rishte mei bhi aur umar mai bhi tumse badi hun, toh awaaz niche. Tumse toh mai sharm ki umeed bhi nahi kar sakti, kaisi ladki ho tum jisne zabardasti kisi ko majboor karke usse paison ke liye shaadi ki...chi aur toh aur us Moped ke bhi saath mili hui thi...tumhara toh mai muh tod deti...lekin sirf jijaji ke wajah se chup hun. Bohot faida utha liya mera tum logon ne...ab agar kuch karne ki sochi bhi na toh mujhse bura koi nahi hoga!
Sh: babhi please I'm sorry. Meri wajah se aapko aur bhai ko bohot takleef hui...please bhabi ek baar hume maaf kardijiye.
N: bas karo yeh drama...maine aapko dil se apna bhai maana tha...par aap toh bhai kehlane ke layak hi nahin hain.
D: Nandini bas ek mauka dedo please....please ghar chod ke mat jao...please...
N: kyun? Kyun na chod ke jayen? hum dono ke beech mai jab koi rishta hai hi nahi....toh ruk ke kya karun?
D: please ( he begs her) I'm sorry...please ruk jao. Hum apni life ki nayi shuruat karenge..please mai sab theek kardunga.
She holds his collar....kaise kaise rukun? Kaise bharosa karun us insaan pe jisne apni shaadi ke vachan ko shaadi puri taur se khatam hone tak bhi nahi nibhaya. Kaise bharosa karun us insaan pe jisne meri raksha karne ka vaada kiya par khud hi mera bhakshak ban gaya...aap hi boliye (she yells) KAISE BHAROSA karun mai?
Koi bhi kisi se bhi pyar kar sakta hai...lekin usko nibhana bhi padta hai...pyar karne ka matlab saath rehna nahi hota...aise bohot se log hain duniya mein jo pyar karte hai lekin saath nahi ho paate...par dikhiye mere naseeb ko...meri shaadi mere pyar se hi hui lekin uska saath nahi mila...izzat nahi mili....KUCH NAHI MILA MUJHE! Ab aap chahe kuch bhi karlen, na toh mere dil tootne ka dard kam hoga aur na hi mera bharosa tootne ka....jab kaanch tootta hai na woh kabhi wapis nahi judta samjhe aap! Mujhe toh ab aap mein aur us Moped mai koi farq nazar nahi aata....boliye aap dono mein kya farq hai?
Darsh's was so disgusted with himself. She was absolutely right and he had no excuse, no explanation everything was his fault. How was he ever going to rectify things.
She pushes him and moves towards Rajvee.
R: aaj mai tujhe kisi bhi surat mai nahi rok sakti Nandini, kis muh se rokun? mai apne aap ko bohot chota mehsus kar rahi hun aaj. Maine kabhi nahi socha tha ke mere hi ghar me meri bahu ke saath itne atyachar honge....maaf kardo Nandini....Tera jo bhi faisla hoga mai tere saath hun....aur aaj mai in dono ladko se apna rishta todti hun
N: MIL please aisa mat...
R: sshhhh! Mujhe in dono se koi rishta nahi rakna hai...par tu hamesha yaad rakh ke maine tujhe apni beti maana hai...mai tujhse bohot pyar karti hun and she hugs Nandini. They cry their heart out.
Dadaji: beta mai bhi tere saath hoon tu jo faisla le...aur mai yeh bhi chahunga ke tu humari company ki bhi zimmedari le le...in dono par se mera bharosa uth chuka hai..
N: nahi dadaji mujhe yeh sab nahi chahiye...mujhe bahu ke haisiyat se koi paise nahi chahiye...bas mujhe ek wada chahiye ke aap...apni factory ke liye Dingli ka doodh lenge jaise pehle lete the....aur haan agar mujhe paison ki zarurat padi toh kya mai aapke ghar ke bahar mithai ki dukan laga sakti hun.....
Dadaji and Rajvee: wada kiya...
Vipul: Nandini beta tumhara jo bhi faisla hoga hum sab usme tumhara saath denge. Tum bas phir se thande dimag se soch lo.
N: maine soch liya hai, mai ghar chod ke nahi jaungi...
D: thank you Nandini! Thank you so much...
N: EK MINUTE meri baat abhi puri nahi hui.
Mai yahan rahungi lekin, Darsh Rawal ki patni ban kar nahi, Rajvee Rawal ki bahu,
Rajvee: bahu nahi Nandini, beti!
N: haan beti bankar. Is ghar mei kuch log hai jo mujhse pyaar karte hai, mujhe izzat dete hai aur mujhe apni beti ki tarah pyaar karte hain....mai bas un logon ke liye ruk rahi hun....mujhe doosron se koi lena dena nahi hai. Mai ab apne liye jeena chahti hun, apne sare sapne poore karna chahti hun....aur haan MIL mai alag kamre mein rehna chahti hun....band kamre mein inke saath nahin reh sakti.
Aur haan Darsh Saheb, humara rishta na sirf dikhawe ka hoga woh bhi sirf public mein kyunki mai nahi chahti ke koi bhi MIL ko kisi bhi tarha ki batein sunaye. Humari shaadi ke ab koi mayne nahin hain...kyunki jis ghadi aapne apne vachan tode us hi ghadi un vachanon ka koi matlab nahi raha. Behtar hoga ke aap mujhse door hi rahein...aapki shakal dekh ke na mujhe sirf aapka dhoka yaad aata hai....na hi mujhe aapke jhoote vaade sunne hain aur na hi apki jhooti maafi. Humse door rahiye, samjhe aap!
Darsh was inconsolable he couldn't stop the pain, he was to blame and he deserved every bit of her wrath.
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