( NOTE : This os is highly inspired my @viewpoint Trial By Fire so some lines can be similar. But i didn't plagarise the work any way. Trust me. I just rewrote it in my way.)
Raghav's : Inner Turmoil
I was in my study sipping whiskey after taking revenge on one women,whom i secretly admired.
I admired her courage how she stand in front of me The Raghav Rao holding her grounds, I admired how she honour her character, the women full of self respect.
I should be happy after all i pushined her for her sins. For hurting my loved ones in a most vicious way. For defaming my sisters character. I never in my dreams had imagined that she will stoop so low for some stupid revenge. The girl who always stands for right and honours her character will defame another girls character. The girl who took the blame of being pregnant just for saving her so called sister will do something like this.
But why im thinking all these things, why I'm not feeling happy. Why my heart is paining. Why im not being able to put her thoughts out of my mind. why her face, and those innocent eyes briming with tears, and disgust for me is haunting me . Why my heart is screaming that she is innocent and did nothing wrong. why strange pang is sweeping into my heart. Why her crying face in coming in front of my eyes asking me why i did this to her. why i said all those things. why i questioned her character and her purity. why i broked her trust. yes i broked her trust on me ,
Yes i questioned her character her purity. whatever i said is untrue. she is pure as white. I did what i did is just to punish her for hurting my family. She should know,no one dares to hurt Raghav Raos family.
If i know im right then why im feeling this strange feeling. Why for the first time after punishing one for ones sin, im not happy. Did i do something wrong. Did i just punish an inocent as Farhad told, Did i punish her for something she never did.
Should i have listened to Farhaad and investigated the matter properly before coming into conclusion and acusing her and runing her. Did i just ruined her because of my anger. Did she just became the victim of my warth without any falut.
This is driving me crazy now, her face her innocent eyes full of tears and disgust . Her eyes screaming question me why i did this, why i broked her trust Farhadd telling me i did wrong, i punished an innocent Pallavi is innocent. I need closure. I need proofs solid proofs now stating the fact that Pallavi is the one who is wrong here and I did nothing wrong accusing her. But do i really want her to be proved wrong or do i want her to be proved innocent. Her to be the women who did nothing wrong , who is still the one whom i secretly admired , the one who honours her character one who stands for right, no matter who she is standing agsinst.
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