i miss him sooo much. specially today. the whole party, gauri in red. brought back so many memories. i dont know why but i cant get over the fact they killed him. how could they?
and also wanna say i salute yash. i really cant put in words but i see the yash i grew up watching. the yash that mesmorized me 8 years ago. i think im so emtional right now because i see kunal in samar right now. his charactor in kkr and that has alot of memories attached to it and i have been longing to see this aagrresive side for so long.
yet i miss the soft compassionate side of shiv. i feel like whenever i liek samar i feel im betraying shiv. im shiv gauri fan, how can i even think about enjoying this story, but i do.
ok im too emotional right now to continue....