Here is the translation of yesterday’s (Feb 11 episode) road conversation between RanVeer word for word.
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Veer: Rani I’m sorry...whatever I did, whatever I said, I know you must be hurt.
Rani: Yes. Yes I was hurt. But you must be wondering what kind of person I am too. First you left me and then you came back. Amidst all this, I didn’t say a single word. You must be thinking what kind of girl I am. What do they say in English? Adjusti...
Veer: adjusting
Rani: yes that’s me. I change myself according to the circumstances. Whatever you did, I know why you did it. I am hurt that you hid such a big thing from me. But your reason is valid too. The hope I was living with, which is now broken, was also valid right, Dr Sahab? Everything was a lie. I never wanted to be dependent on anyone, that anyone can leave me whenever they wish or they hold my hand to support me. I wanted to be independent by studying, not just through my degree but through my character and personality as well. What you did hurt my self respect, Dr Sahab. But this is also true that you respected my Dadi Amma’s love and you also did everything you could to save my father’s land and shop. And what you did today, even after knowing what this could result in, you came back to get me? Even after knowing what will be the outcome, you went against the one person you love the most in the world. I will never forget this Dr Sahab. You should rightly apologize and I should rightly forgive you.
Veer: it’s easy to say sorry for your mistakes but really tough to not make the same mistake again. What my life is, it is due to Ranisa, Rani. Going against her is a sin for me. I don’t know what will happen in the future. But it may be that I make more mistakes in the future, I might hurt you again and then I’ll come stand in front of you again and apologize, but...
Vikram cuts them off.
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This translation really helped in dissecting the scene clearly it is bad dialogue writing. It jumps all over the place. But basically, Rani appreciates what Veer did at the end of the day — “I will never forget this Dr Sahab”. She also made it clear that she wants to be independent and not rely on him. Like I pointed out before, she doesn’t want to be forced to depend on someone which is what happened in the rescue scene. So she was hurt. But she recognized his reasons and accepted his apology.
I thought this conversation was a step back for RanVeer from Rani’s end initially, but it’s not reading it now makes me realize that Rani talked about what she liked and didn’t like and what she wants from her future. She is a girl with clarity (despite the crappy dialogue writing) and I love how frank she is (from the dhoti tying scene to this). I hope she continues communicating like this and I hope Veer learns to communicate with her openly like this too.
Note, their husband wife relation was not mentioned by her. Both RanVeer will continue acknowledging it in front of the world, but not in front of each other. But the biggest growth post this Balia track is they won’t unacknowledge their relationship either like they did before (particularly Veer). In their heads, they have accepted each other. It’s a jump forward in their relationship.