FF : Tere bin na lage Mera Mann. Chapter 62 updated 23/02 pg: 78 - Page 36

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Chapter 41

Mishti walked briskly to her cabin she shared with Uma Patel..

Uma Patel..!

What a fitting PA for Chotima..!

That woman helmed the office with an iron hand and everything went smoothly even with the age old methods they adopted..

All documents were to be kept as hard copy and her task was to digitize the ones within a time frame..

And the information was confidential..as it contains the nam,date, time ,destination ,duration and payment details and what not..

It's been 3 months she's been on it and just some finishing touches would complete her task..

Her lips curved in a secret smile as she reminisced their Valentine date and how he shot desperate looks her way in the mornings and evenings.. hiding from the family all these days...

Now it's almost week after Valentine's day..and still they are acting formal to each other in front of family .And most of the time either Kunal ,Kuhu or Kethu or Chotima or Parul massi would be by her side ...and since both understood the consequences if they ever get caught they were extra concious with each other...

And much development happened for Kuhu too..she smiled affectionately as she thought about how both of them had come to her secretly the day she returned from Greenville and spilled the good news..

She was happy for them and fearful too .But Kunal assured her that Kuhu too understood the seriousness of the situation and now ..as they are able to open up to each other he is determined to concentrate on his career and their future.

As she looked at the vacant seat of Uma Patel Mishti frowned . Was she busy elsewhere?

She spotted the sticky note on her message board.

Intern list. updated one. ASAP!

Mishti powered on her system and send the relevant data to the printer..

She too was an intern here ... being a part-time employee.. hopefully she can get more exposure during the two week time of her spring recess .

***

Mark was fidgetey as Abir jovially asked him his vacation plans....

Of course who wouldn't love an all paid five star vacation sponsored by a generous boss..!

But the problem at hand was his replacement and Abir wanted a qualified and experienced one.. as he was just going for a short vacay..

Though there are many to name in this office itself and all will be eager for the position ,Mark was sceptical as it would be unfair to the person .. when he'll be back.

And Mark had shared this thought with Abir .

Abir had thought for a second and assured him he'll find a solution .

And the solution was Uma Patel..!

He had already sent her a text earlier to update him about the employees in RT..

Mark tried to scuttle the plan the moment he realized Abir's course of action.

But Abir was fast as he himself called Her ...

****

Mishti took the printouts and collated them according to seniority and stapled them neatly and placed them inside a file.As she got up from her seat to place the file at Uma Patel's table the phone rang...

" Raj Vansh Travels . how may I help you..?"

She asked casually as she held the receiver in the crook of her neck while placing the file neatly in the "in file" tray..

Silence at the other end made her stop her tinkering with the contents on the table..

" Hello.. You there ..? Please do specify your requirements.."

Her questions went unanswered and she felt the queer sensation of being near ...

Her eyes widened and the name escaped from her lips in a whisper...

" Abir. !!"

****

Abir's look directed at Mark was accusing at the best..!

Mark didn't understand why Abir's attitude changed suddenly...

He haven't even spoken a word to Uma Patel..

His confusion at the attitude change was answered by Abir himself..as his voice spelled..

" Mishti."..

" Uhm..I can explain.."

Mark started to clarify any misconceptions Abir had about his loyalty...

But he was stopped by a hand signal from Abir.

" You are excused.Be ready to fly out by tomorrow evening.!"

Mark's incredulous protest was shut by the icy look and the hard voice that spoke into the phone..

" Care to explain??"

*****

Abir was late to arrive home .

Already the news of the secret being out had spread like wildfire at the Rajvansh Mansion..

Nanu looked calm..but Meenakshii and Parul were agitated..

" Mein apne company mein kisiko job de rahi Hoon toh ismein Abir ka Kya Lena dena...,"

Meenakshii defended herself.

Nanu nodded..

" Haan I didn't want him to know she was working for me...of course I would hide that fact when he always snubbed me and would start doing that to Mishti also.."

Nanu nodded again..

" Abir hi toh woh loan wala kissa shuru Kiya tha..use pata hona chahiye tha ki Mishti bhi Kam ziddi nahin hai..haan ab woh Ghar ka sale hua Hein toh loan ki baat hamesha keliye close Kar dete Hein na..."

Parul put forward her perspective.

Nanu was thoughtful..

Kunal ,Kuhu and Kethu were watching Mishti pace restlessly..in her room...

When Abir asked her to explain she had stuttered..how could she say to him that his mom only forbid her not to reveal that to Abir..

"Abir Bhai ko pata kaise Chala ki phone ke doosre end pe Mishti Hein..."

Kethu asked the question puzzling her... aloud.

Kunal straightened up at this .

" Bhai would have got wind of this earlier..Mark would have told him na."

" Whatever...you should have somehow told Abir bro that you are working under him only..I mean I know Mishti ki boss Meenakshii aunty Hein ..lekin phir bhi it's part of Rajvansh gp na"

Kuhu put the facts in front of everyone..

" Let's gear up for Rajvansh tashan then"

Kunal said resignedly..

Mishti was having a sinking feeling that she was going to be responsible for the fight between Mom and son...this time she is also in kinda wrong position...she should have trusted Abir to take things in it's stride ...

She should have told him.. Period.!

But by purposely hiding the fact is she going to bring more distance between Chotima and Abir?

Her mind raced to that night and her whole body shivered...

Kunal looked at Mishti anxiously and signalled Kuhu and Kethu to shutup and leave..

Both silently slid off the bed and Kuhu looked at Kunal in askance..

He blinked his eyes assuring her that he'll manage and she nodded.

As the girls left Kunal went to Mishti and pulled her on to a hug..

" Nothing is going to happen and I will make sure of that..."

Mishti held on to him as he led her to the bed and put the blanket on her shivering frame.

Mishti''s voice teared the time frame for him as he was transported to the days just after the violent confrontation between Abir and Mishti..

" Chotima ne..use Mara..!"

Kunal pulled her to him side ways soothing her ...

"Kuch nahin hua Hein...take deep breaths Mishti...Tum ab 8 Saal ki bachi nahin ho..aur Bhai bhi bacha nahi Raha "

The nights that followed ..she was feverish from being out in the cold and Massima would entrust him to be her side when she left her to change her patti or to bring her soup..

And she would mumble the same ... clutching on to his hand...

He held her tight...and felt her shivering coming to a stop .

" Kunal...Maine unke rishthe mein doori laya tha...aur agar Abir ya Chotima apne baat ko saabit karne mein lage rahenge toh..ek guilt se itni saal jeeti aayi Hoon...ab.."

Mishti bared her dread to her best friend and confidante...

" Chup ..aisa kuch honewala nahin Hein..aur Bhai se mein baat karoonga na ..tum bas apne aapko sambhaalo..dinner nahin karna Hein kya...? sab tumhein poochenge .I have a strong willed friend...Mishti ..tumne use dekha Kya..?!"

Mishti tried to hold herself up..

" Mein theek Hoon...ab tum jaao..mein fresh hoke aati Hoon..."

She removed her glasses and pressed her eyes and forhead..

Kunal got up and turned to the door ..

And stood still looking at the anguished eyes of Abir ... looking at Mishti..

And as Abir lifted his leg to enter the room....

Kunal raised his hand stopping him and signalled him to be silent.

***

Abir was miffed with Mishti and obviously also at Mark for not keeping him in loop..

But the realization that he only stonewalled her to take such a decision calmed him ..

And his Mom...

He sighed..as he drove home..

Knowing Mishti he was sure that his mom would have exerted much pressure on her to make her agree to work at Rajvansh's than some other place..

And he was thankful to her for that..

But he can't show that...best course he could take was to ignore or make joke on the matter.

As he entered home ..the usual banter was absent..a silent home greeted him...

He walked briskly to his room and saw Kuhu and Kethu come out of Mishti's room...

They both saw him and instead of loving greetings their faces exactly mirrored their emotions..

Foreboding and dullness...

Both made an effort to smile and scuttled away from there..

Sensing a more grave issue his feet moved to her door.

And was rooted at the door..!

He heard every syllable she uttered and could not imagine the hurt she felt that night..and she was still hurting...

He just wanted to go in and press her close to his heart and comfort her...

But Nanko was already comforting her...and may be the best person she needed this time..

Still her dejected frame pulled his heartstrings...as he was tugged towards her..

But the hand raised to stop him..and the accusing eyes of his brother was a jolt to him..

****

As Kunal guided him out of Mishti's room he turned to look at her slumping figure..

" Ab nahin Bhai..she is shaken..aur sabne Dara bhi Diya Hein ki aap bhadakne wale ho..me included..woh ab bhi aapka Wala woh incident bhooli nahi..aur apne aapko Badimaa aur aapke beech ki distance ki zimmedaar maan rahi Hein...so please aaj aap Badimaa se jhagda mat kijiye.."

"Nanko..lekin Maine abhi Tak kuch bhi kaha nahin ...toh sab Mishti ko kyun Dara rahi ho..??.aur woh muhjse dar kyun rahi ho.??..she knows she is not responsible for whatever happened between me and Mom."

" Ab yeh sab baat karne ka time nahin Hein... let's leave it..aap fresh hoke dinner keliye aa jaayiye."

****

The dinner at the Rajvansh's that day was a subdued affair..

All were fooling around at their food except Abir..

Mishti send an appealing look to Meenakshii and got pursed lips and determined look in return..

Every one looked at each other and Abir looked up..

" Yeh aaj aap sab itne silent kyun Hain...Kuhu? Kethu? Kya hua Hein sabko..?"

All were silent and then Kuhu blurted out.

" Aap gusse mein nahin ho Bro?..umm..we were kind of expecting.."

Abir raised his brows as she paused .

" Mein ..gussa kyun..haan thode disappointed Hoon..but as it goes.. each to their own na.

All are capable of taking decisions suiting them and I respect that."

" Uhh...yeh Hui na baat. .."

Nanu applauded and looked relieved..

A surprised Meenakshii and Parul looked at Mishti who was still looking at her plate intently..

Kethu and Kuhu let out a shout and Kunal looked relieved..and shouldered Mishti..who still didn't look up..

" Waise Nanko tumne bataya tha na ki yeh loan wali baat khatam hua toh yeh studies pe concentrate karne wali Hein..phir .."

Abir paused and looked at Kunal for answer..

" Haan ..and I asked her the same when you guys came back..and she said she wanted exposure and experience along with the studies.."

Kunals reply earned a grave nod from Abir..

" Hmm.. exposure and experience.. right..are you getting both Mishti?"

Mishti could not evade giving him a direct answer in front of the whole family and nodded silently still not facing Abir...

Meenakshii who was silent spectator till now took offense and interfered.

" Well ..we at Rajvansh travels may not get as much exposure as RGC..but..I didn't want her to work anywhere else and add work also to her tensions.."

Mishti''s eyes flew to Abir sensing the start of an argument...

And their eyes locked...

Her fear clear in her eyes and his ...she realized with awe...was calm..and giving her a much needed warmth..

" I never intended to belittle Rajvansh travels.. moreover RGC is indebted to Rajvansh travels for it's foundation and anything and everything it has achieved...and I already know for fact that you won't allow Mishti to work at all and if allowed it will be only with you..I knew that somehow..and I am sure you both have had a major argument over that."

" Poocho mat...Abir...yeh pagli bhi ziddi Kam Hein Kya..kaise ise manaya...! heina di..? Ab jis Ghar mein Jane wali Hein Wahaan yeh sab zid chalega Kya..?"

Parul's heartfelt admission brought smiles on all faces even Meenakshi's..... except Nanu..and Abir..

Mishti felt herself lighter ...the way Abir respectfully replied to Meenakshi made her let out a brief breath she was holding on to..

The family went on to their usual banter around the dinner time ...all talking and doing things..as two souls desperately looked at each other ... wanting to be in each other's arms ...to soothe the heartache....to belong....

****

" Tum theek ho na..."

Abir asked her...

Mishti hugged her pillow and shook her head..

" Ab aise bologe toh mera jii jal jayega yaar.."

Abir pleaded sadly..

Mishti bit her lips and her eyes conveyed her longing...to be close to him..as she looked at the phone kept on the side stand..

Their only refuge...

Abir exhaled..

" Mein bhi theek nahin Hoon..I want to be with you...abhi aaoo??"

Mishti shook her head again ...her actions contradicting her state of mind.

" Woh..Maine tumhari aur Kunal ki baat suna..."

Abir paused and Mishti''s eyes widened...she had thought she was the only one suffering...but if did Abir heard their talk...!

She got up and face him...her face tormented at the thought of his pain..

" Abir...I am.sorry...you shouldn't have heard that.."

" I am thankful to Partner that I heard that..! You were still thinking that mom and I are not in good terms because of you..??. I just want to shake you out of that notion... okay now.let all this go..You are tired ..ab so jao...mein yehin Hoon...Chalo Leto.."

Abir didn't want to remind her about that again..

"Tum bhi rest karna..I am okay now."

" Hmm..okay..! Good night.!"

Mishti nodded and cut the call...

The night swiftly moved into the darker caverns and already troubled minds frenzied over .... Desperately needing the solace..... waiting for sleep to come.

Mishti woke up with a start ...

Silently calling out for Abir...

And realized that it was just a dream.....

She rewinded how physically alive she was feeling in that dream...

She running through the middle of a sunflower field in search of Abir..

Then rain ... lightning...thunder...

She feeling bereft...

No...she can't live without him..

Mishti wiped off the tears that unknowingly coursed through her cheeks..and slid off the bed ., running to the door...to be with him whom she needed more than her next breath...

And stood still for a moment as she unlocked and opened her door.

Abiir..!

Standing in front of her room...!

In front of her...!

His anguished eyes saying the pain he is in and hers telling him her need of comfort..

And then she just melted on to him..

Abir felt his entire being light up as he lifted her up as such and took her inside her room....

Soaking up her sobs in his chest...soothing her with feathery kisses all over..

He sat on the bed adjusting her on his lap and...cradling her... looking into her face in the moonlight.

Caressing her cheeks ... murmuring nothings..Sharing her woes ... kissing her fingers... holding her tight.

Fulfilling.... his need to soothe himself by just holding her close....as her arms wound around him tightly...

He needed her..

Close..to his heart..

A determined glit in his eyes sparkled in the moonlight..

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Do Comment 😊

Lovely!!

Beautiful piece of writing ....does Kuhu know about Mishbhir dating??

Emotions where beautifully written.... I loved the last part and the dining sequence....

Hope they are with each other for a longer time in next update...

Eagerly waiting for the next update.....

Thank you

Beautiful part! Loved every word! 😍

Poor Abir I totally feel his desperation and frustration

Oh Kuhu told Mishti about her and Kunal. Why do all 4 lovers have to keep their feelings secret? Will Meenu and Parul hate their pairings?😕

Uh oh Abir found out about Mish working for Meenu, Ab kya hoga!! Poor Mark bore the brunt of his anger.

I’m glad Abir cooled down by the time he reached home!

Poor Mishti is still so traumatized by that incident in her childhood and still blames herself for causing rift between Abir and his mom! Doesn’t she know about Abir’s anger regarding his dad leaving home?

It’s good Abir overheard her anguish and surprised everyone by reacting coolly to the revelation. Mishti and all RJVs surprised at his unaffected demeanor. 😎

Oh no, Parul talking about Mishti jis ghar mein jayegi....wonder how Mishbir will react to find out Parul Meenu are matchmaking for Mishti

Feeling so sorry for the two secret lovers longing to be with each other, but it’s so risky with so many people in the house

Were they video calling at night?

Ending was so beautifully described. She had that nightmare she couldn’t find Abir (foreboding?). Abir knew she needed him without being told, he came to comfort her! Two Souls reaching out to each other. ❤️

They found the solace they were longing for in each other’s arms, Abir covering her with kisses, soothing her, reassuring her! Lovely scene!😍

Determined glint in his eyes? Did he get the idea to hire her as temporary PA? To take care of all his needs? 😛☺️

Thanks for the lovely update and the pm!

Please continue soon. Cannot wait to read next part😳

Wow Surya!! 👏

Uma patel's name made an appearance, loved how you made her meenu's PA instead of kunal's 😆

The way mishti's working at RV truth came out was unexpected and I also expected abir to get mad at meenu (I know he won't get mad at mishti) but loved the way you handled it!!

Mishnal scene was lovely, kunal is such a great friend to mishti

The last mishbir scene was perfect btw was abir standing by mishti's door all night or did he feel mishti was looking for him right now and just went there? whatever it is, mishbir are the best and you are the best for writing such heartfelt scenes one after another 🤗

ps: thank you again for the PM and sorry I took so long to read today's chapter

Oh I m in love with this chapter.how u described their pain.tjeir insecurity..that was just beautiful.y is mish not telling Abir about kuku?and the last part of the update is so beautifully written.the way mishbir want each other..want to calm eachother.want to pacify each other is so well written..I really want ki Abir mish ko apna secretary bqanaye so we can see their romance... love your writing.. keep updateing fast..ur story makes me happy.. thanks

Is there any chance of mish assisting Abir?

Originally posted by: Mii5

Lovely!!

Beautiful piece of writing ....does Kuhu know about Mishbhir dating??

Emotions where beautifully written.... I loved the last part and the dining sequence....

Hope they are with each other for a longer time in next update...

Eagerly waiting for the next update.....

Thank you

Thank you dear..

I want a different revealation situation for KUKU to realize Mishbir..

I hope I can bring it ..

But for now just think that every one consider Kuhu a loud mouth so Mishti have kept it as a secret...Abir too is reluctant to share his feelings with Kunal.. basically because he is much elder to him and also fears his reaction to his relationship with his BFF.and Mishti know Kunal will tell Kuhu..so...😆

Hope this will help you to understand Mishbir KUKU situation..

Do continue to read and comment ❤️

Originally posted by: pallavi25

Beautiful part! Loved every word! 😍

Poor Abir I totally feel his desperation and frustration

Oh Kuhu told Mishti about her and Kunal. Why do all 4 lovers have to keep their feelings secret? Will Meenu and Parul hate their pairings?😕

Uh oh Abir found out about Mish working for Meenu, Ab kya hoga!! Poor Mark bore the brunt of his anger.

I’m glad Abir cooled down by the time he reached home!

Poor Mishti is still so traumatized by that incident in her childhood and still blames herself for causing rift between Abir and his mom! Doesn’t she know about Abir’s anger regarding his dad leaving home?

It’s good Abir overheard her anguish and surprised everyone by reacting coolly to the revelation. Mishti and all RJVs surprised at his unaffected demeanor. 😎

Oh no, Parul talking about Mishti jis ghar mein jayegi....wonder how Mishbir will react to find out Parul Meenu are matchmaking for Mishti

Feeling so sorry for the two secret lovers longing to be with each other, but it’s so risky with so many people in the house

Were they video calling at night?

Ending was so beautifully described. She had that nightmare she couldn’t find Abir (foreboding?). Abir knew she needed him without being told, he came to comfort her! Two Souls reaching out to each other. ❤️

They found the solace they were longing for in each other’s arms, Abir covering her with kisses, soothing her, reassuring her! Lovely scene!😍

Determined glint in his eyes? Did he get the idea to hire her as temporary PA? To take care of all his needs? 😛☺️

Thanks for the lovely update and the pm!

Please continue soon. Cannot wait to read next part😳

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Thank you...!

Well Meenu has her priorities..

And it wouldn't be wise to disclose a newly formed relationship to elders scrutiny...since they are staying in the same house and have a history too.

Yeah it was a video call..

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Thanks for your appreciation once again..

Originally posted by: Sumaiya27

Wow Surya!! 👏

Uma patel's name made an appearance, loved how you made her meenu's PA instead of kunal's 😆

The way mishti's working at RV truth came out was unexpected and I also expected abir to get mad at meenu (I know he won't get mad at mishti) but loved the way you handled it!!

Mishnal scene was lovely, kunal is such a great friend to mishti

The last mishbir scene was perfect btw was abir standing by mishti's door all night or did he feel mishti was looking for him right now and just went there? whatever it is, mishbir are the best and you are the best for writing such heartfelt scenes one after another 🤗

ps: thank you again for the PM and sorry I took so long to read today's chapter

Thank you dear..🤗🤗

Uima Patel...is iconic🤣

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I wanted to portray the change Mishti brings in Abir and his care for her..

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Mishnal are great example for BFF's

Last scene was a soul to soul interaction..

Even I don't know whether Abir was standing there all night😆.

It just came out like that 😂

No hurry for Comments..take your time..but do it..😳

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