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There was this guy who came to my boarding school for a short amount of time. He was so freaking talkative and I was so quiet back then. Minding my own business, and there he was chasing me around and getting on my nerves. He was such a burst of sunshine though. Always making everyone smile, brightening my mood. I didn't realize I started developing feelings for him until he graduated from his class and I didn't get to see him after that. My older brother is pretty friendly with everyone so nothing really leaves his ears. After a few months, I found out that my crush died in the war around the drug cartels. It's been 12 years, and I'm sure he'll be back to me someday. I play my guqin for his soul every day. ❤️

P.S. I LOVE YOU WWX ❤️

Deepak ,naya ID banaya lapetne ke liye.🤣

Originally posted by: BadBoy-1

It all started with a football.

I was playing with my 12 year old bois and i accidentally hit a girl of my class with a football and she marched angrily towards me and hit me back with the same football.

And she suddenly was in my spotlight .I accidentally always ended up staring at her. I used to tease her about her kajal ( I actually think she looked so pretty with her kajal on) but well i was a prick. She was a topper in the class and i used to rank 3rd in the class. Another thing for me to annoy her . I used to tell her , u scored in languages otherwise u wouldn't top. I was proud of my math marks. She used to glare at me with those big beautiful eyes. Once, i was ranked first and she was in tears.🤣 I felt bad for her yet happy. My egoistic mixed emotions are so satisfying to me.

I changed my school but never forgot about her. The ego clashes , i had with her is so pleasant that they still bring smile on my face. I didn't send her any friend request on fb . I know how she looks right now but she will still be the topper girl in a frock to me.

I never dated any women of my clg as they didn't interest me. I almost always loved intelligent women and find them attractive , the reason i always crushed on my female teachers and lecturers.😆

I am quite good looking man with a little feminine touch and my bois say women dig my deep eyes with thick eyelashes. I enjoy all the attention from the female folks. I bloddy love it.

These lines from a song reminds me of my bad girl:

She is sweet but a psycho

A little bit psycho

She's poison but tasty

Yeah people say "Run don't walk away".

Originally posted by: Tris007

There was this guy who came to my boarding school for a short amount of time. He was so freaking talkative and I was so quiet back then. Minding my own business, and there he was chasing me around and getting on my nerves. He was such a burst of sunshine though. Always making everyone smile, brightening my mood. I didn't realize I started developing feelings for him until he graduated from his class and I didn't get to see him after that. My older brother is pretty friendly with everyone so nothing really leaves his ears. After a few months, I found out that my crush died in the war around the drug cartels. It's been 12 years, and I'm sure he'll be back to me someday. I play my guqin for his soul every day. ❤️

P.S. I LOVE YOU WWX ❤️

This is so sad. May he RIP.

Originally posted by: Tris007

There was this guy who came to my boarding school for a short amount of time. He was so freaking talkative and I was so quiet back then. Minding my own business, and there he was chasing me around and getting on my nerves. He was such a burst of sunshine though. Always making everyone smile, brightening my mood. I didn't realize I started developing feelings for him until he graduated from his class and I didn't get to see him after that. My older brother is pretty friendly with everyone so nothing really leaves his ears. After a few months, I found out that my crush died in the war around the drug cartels. It's been 12 years, and I'm sure he'll be back to me someday. I play my guqin for his soul every day. ❤️

P.S. I LOVE YOU WWX ❤️

Aww girl! 🤗

I hope one day he magically appears in front of your eyes and makes you stop playing your sad composition! 😭

Here's mine! 😭

Childhood crush liked me for years when I was a pretty little pumpkin. I turned into an ugly duckling as an adult and he turned into a "Tall Dark Dimple smiled Mills and Boons Handsome" - So I instead pushed my beautiful friend ahead and got them married. The End of my "broken ugly heart" -

There’s no love, it’s an amalgamation of so many things. One day you feel it and then all of a sudden the so called love is gone. That’s not love.

Love is always unconditional and freeing. It’s also seeing the other, most only see their version of their partner. They want them to fit in that box and check all their boxes. The one who checks the most boxes gets selected.

So it’s a deal like I give you sex and you give me security then we rationalize it or make a family because we’ve to or are afraid to be alone.

No one is willing to be honest and look deep within and see how the whole thing works. Things are getting worse now for both genders. Both are confused, men are becoming more and more pussies or assholes to compensate for their wussnesss while women are becoming more and more aggressive, masculine which they’re brainwashed to believe is freedom but in reality causes them more and more pain and loneliness.

Anyways to answer you, no as I’m disillusioned and someone who was supposedly in love with me, told her to find someone else and now she’s married and all the love for me is puff 😂 which is what I expected and is a good thing.

We’re also slaves to our biological needs, urges so that plays a major role and then we fool ourselves and call it love 😉

When I was in the 11th grade we ,friends, went on a trip to Goa. Bumped into a guy on the train. He was totally a joker and cracking lame jokes with his friends while continuously staring at me. They sort of joined our group and we all had fun together. While leaving he asked for my no from a friend, who gave it to him. Later when I was back in my city , he would continuously call me 100 times a day. Stalk me outside my school. He turned out to be a psycho and It got really scary. He would say my name in a weird way, it still rings in my ears to this day.

Originally posted by: adventurousman

There’s no love, it’s an amalgamation of so many things. One day you feel it and then all of a sudden the so called love is gone. That’s not love.

Love is always unconditional and freeing. It’s also seeing the other, most only see their version of their partner. They want them to fit in that box and check all their boxes. The one who checks the most boxes gets selected.

So it’s a deal like I give you sex and you give me security then we rationalize it or make a family because we’ve to or are afraid to be alone.

No one is willing to be honest and look deep within and see how the whole thing works. Things are getting worse now for both genders. Both are confused, men are becoming more and more pussies or assholes to compensate for their wussnesss while women are becoming more and more aggressive, masculine which they’re brainwashed to believe is freedom but in reality causes them more and more pain and loneliness.

Anyways to answer you, no as I’m disillusioned and someone who was supposedly in love with me, told her to find someone else and now she’s married and all the love for me is puff 😂 which is what I expected and is a good thing.

We’re also slaves to our biological needs, urges so that plays a major role and then we fool ourselves and call it love 😉

It's true , we are all slaves of our biological needs but childhood experiences are pleasant without lust and adult problems attatched to it.

Childhood crush/ friendship / platonic relationship always brings smile on your face. It's funny but whenever i am tired or stressed , my childhood memories play in my dreams and it feels nice and i never want to wake up. It's a really good escapism. These simple and pure emotions need to be treasured.

I am also an ardent believer of u r born alone and are going to die alone. Live your life for yourself and don't depend too much on anyone for your needs because it brings you misery.

Originally posted by: Tris007

There was this guy who came to my boarding school for a short amount of time. He was so freaking talkative and I was so quiet back then. Minding my own business, and there he was chasing me around and getting on my nerves. He was such a burst of sunshine though. Always making everyone smile, brightening my mood. I didn't realize I started developing feelings for him until he graduated from his class and I didn't get to see him after that. My older brother is pretty friendly with everyone so nothing really leaves his ears. After a few months, I found out that my crush died in the war around the drug cartels. It's been 12 years, and I'm sure he'll be back to me someday. I play my guqin for his soul every day. ❤️

P.S. I LOVE YOU WWX ❤️

This started back in college.

I was friends with this girl - I'll call her Tara (obv. not her real name - pronounced Tear-Uhh not like Tara Sitara). I was a science student, and Tara was into arts, but a few of our GE classes overlapped and that's when I met her. She had a wonderful personality, gorgeous, tall, brown eyes, brunette. Our first meeting was sheer coincidence - we sat next to each other in the lecture hall. Our professor was into the whole "get to know your neighbor" stuff, so the first few minutes of class was basically "turn to your left/right, introduce yourself".

We introduced ourselves and we hit it off immediately. We exchanged numbers and we began hanging out either together or in our friend circles.

Somewhere along the line, my feelings for her changed. But I didn't want to ruin my friendship with her either. I did the only thing I could, confess my feelings in the most cheesy way possible. I ordered a bouquet of flowers (tulips - her favorite kind), dropped it off in front of her dorm room with a personal note - all anonymous.

I got a text a few hours later, "hey, can you call me?"

I called her when I got a chance, and she thanked me for the flowers. I don't know how she knew it was me, but she did. I could just tell, there was no reciprocation in the feelings. It was more out of pity and it stung. What hurt was I heard a guy's voice in the background.

But, I was young, crazy, and in love. So I did what any other person in my shoes would do - I tried again, convinced that if I impress her enough, she'll change her mind. I know I sent flowers again, I bought her expensive gifts, and even wrote poems for her. I'd leave them on her doorstep. Sappy stuff now that I look back on it, but I don't know.

She gave me another call and told me the exact same thing, with the exact same tone. She pitied me. She sympathized for me. But she didn't have feelings for me. I was a great friend, but nothing more, nothing less.

That was perhaps the worst moment of my life and I'd drive myself wild thinking about it. We still hung out because we had the same friend circle, but our personal relationship was sort of on the edge. I wanted to be mean to her, hurt her with bits of sarcasm for hurting me. But I don't think she even realized it. She once asked the group if it hurt to have s*x without lube (I went to undergrad in America). And I would have imagine her and the guy doing it.

This was freshman or sophomore year, but I knew her all through college. We were still really good friends, and when the guy cheated on her, but I was there for her. I invited her over, and we ended up making out that night. That screwed up our relationship even more because she accused me of taking advantage of her vulnerability. We stopped talking for a year.

We gradually came to be on speaking terms, but by then ... I got busy with my science courses, internships, etc. and she got busy with her arts stuff. Graduation happened, and we kinda distanced. It didn't help that she moved across the US.

About 3 or 4 years later, I get a text from Tara. She was going to be in my hometown to attend a conference and she wanted to catch up. I hadn't seen her in a while and my heart skipped a beat. I agreed.

We met at a restaurant. She had grown her hair out longer, and she looked great. We had a good time, and when I went to drop her off, she asked if I wanted to come up with her. I agreed.

We chatted for a while, and caught up on our lives post-graduation. She leaned in and kissed me. But something didn't feel right. I didn't have those same feelings I had during undergrad. She wasn't Tara to me, she was somebody else.

It took a lot of courage, but I told her that she was right during undergrad. We just don't work. She got a little sad and tried telling me that she's ready, we're ready, we can make it work. I couldn't do it, so I repeated myself.

The mood was kinda off, so I thanked her for the evening, wished her well, and walked out. Deep down, a part of me wonders if those feelings will ever come back and if I will ever regret my actions that day. But right now, I think that was the best decision and I'm going to stick with it.