Image destruction of Sushant's : A fan observation over the years - Page 13

I started liking him during JDJ, Sushant-Shampa used to give the most stellar performance, however its his IVs the way he used to conduct himself the consistency in his statements what made really admire him

the first time I saw his IV was litotically Masand's breakthrough stars roundtable & amongst all those ppl his passion for his craft was most palpable and it showed in his performances the finesse, the efforts he put in to showcase that effortlessness, I remember watching his Komal Nahta IV during DBB time I think his knack for challenges made me realize about how much research he puts in something I can say without a shadow that no one from this crop of actor or actresses could or would.

That was one of the reason I believe I always gave him the benefit of doubt while all those nasty blinds came up relentlessly, it was when a blind that alluding that a wasted SSR started stripping & dancing in a restaurant or something is when I recognized a deliberation in the pattern coz every blind hinting unfailingly used the adjective "arrogant & difficult" the desperation to make that description stick to his image was hard to ignore something I found hard to associate with a guy so dedicated why would he jeapordize everything he worked so hard to build from scratch unlike his contemporaries who got it all on platter it just didn't add up.

Probably the reason I kinda defended him even during Me too implication.

Always felt genuinely bad watching his trailer launch events be it MS Dhoni, it was all about Dhoni, Raabta PC toh reporter literally harrassed him & somehow still he was painted as the bad arrogant guy, Kedarnath toh was next hog fest, or how an Abhishek Chaubey directorial Sonchiraiya was clashed with a rom com and released in barely 300 screens.

Subconsciously admist all this I didn't even realise when I lost interest in him (even BW in general) probably when I chose to watch Dream Girl over Chhichhore.

My coping mechanism to deal with stuff when I am upset due work or relationships is to simply binge watch films or shows or binge read, firmly believing in the quote that Fiction is necessary to survive the reality but Sushant's untimely demise has like opened up that interdimensional breach for me, like I said I don't I'll ever watch another BW film in theatres, he deserved so much & more may he find peace.

Rajeev masand is deleting comments n blocking ppl. Had posted comments on Insta account. Coward deleted it. Hypocrite cant see ppl asking him right question 2hen he himself used to demean other in baseless blinds.

Originally posted by: shalu79

Rajeev masand is deleting comments n blocking ppl. Had posted comments on Insta account. Coward deleted it. Hypocrite cant see ppl asking him right question 2hen he himself used to demean other in baseless blinds.

I hope Masand is called out.... really do. His way of lying low is kinda shady. His little birdie needs to be known of.

Originally posted by: shalu79

Rajeev masand is deleting comments n blocking ppl. Had posted comments on Insta account. Coward deleted it. Hypocrite cant see ppl asking him right question 2hen he himself used to demean other in baseless blinds.

He blocked me too

Originally posted by: Thatgirl16

I hope Masand is called out.... really do. His way of lying low is kinda shady. His little birdie needs to be known of.

Yeah...hope so

He is a*****. He is constantly deleting comments n blocking ppl.

I wish more n more ppl comm n call him out. Let him taste his own medicine. Let him realise what he did was heinous.

https://twitter.com/Sharanyashettyy/status/1274056695921049600?s=20

Go through this thread

https://twitter.com/Sharanyashettyy/status/1274092322309853184?s=20

Aw man, it’s been 6 days and I still have that gut-wrenching feeling every time I think about Sushant. I still cannot get over it, I still wish for it to be a nightmare that we’ll all wake up from. It’s so strange, this feeling. I can’t describe it. It physically hurts to think of the pain and suffering he must have felt, that caused him to take this step. I still break down into tears thinking of him, it’s just so so hard. :(

Your post makes sense of so many things for me now, and really makes me sad too. I was his fan from KDMHMD but by the time he had transitioned to BW, I had sort of disconnected from all things BW and could never truly support him, despite liking him. I was just focusing on my life rather than anything BW (after spending/wasting years on this forum prior to Sushant’s BW debut). I still silently visited this forum every now and then out of boredom. I don’t remember Sushant being discussed much but everytime that he was, it was unfortunately never anything pleasant, and that made me sad even back then :( I still wonderEs why though, had fame really changed that goofy, fun, down to earth sushant I knew from KDMHMD? Now I realise this smear campaign against him, for whatever reason. :( And it breaks my heart. He was essentially bullied by some extremely shallow, egoistic, insecure people of this industry. Bullying by exclusion, bullying through blinds, bullying through their entitled attitudes. And I know all too well what bullying does to you and feels like. :(

I have never been affected this much by a celebrity death but this feels like a very personal loss. 🥺 Is it because I knew him from his early days and saw his journey of ‘zero’ to hero, saw him become the star that he IS, rather than just hear about it like in the case of the all the other people I have been a fan of? Is that what connects me to him? Is it because of the guilt I feel for never being able to support him like I would have liked to until it was too late? Is it because I had also somewhere started to believe those blinds? Is it because of how relatable he sounds as a fellow geek and introvert (and I unfortunately only discovered this side of him after he passed away)? Whatever the reason may be, his loss has deeply saddened me, and it really upsets me to think that he probably left the world thinking he was not good enough, that he was made to feel so, when in fact he was a gem in this otherwise mediocre industry filled with self-centred dimwits who can’t look beyond themselves.

I’m sorry for all his suffering, I truly am. Even though I didn’t know him, I wish I could take it all way. I wish it didn’t end this way, but it did and nothing I do or say now will change it. :( I wish I could tell him how very proud I am of everything that he had achieved in his limited time here. ❤️

Sorry for the long rant, I thought maybe writing some of my thoughts out would make getting over this slightly easier. :(

Btw, LiveEatLove, I remember you defending Sushant on every post here, when he was unfairly blamed and called things. I Know how much you loved him. As soon as I heard the news, I seeked out your post on IF. I honestly hope you’re doing okay, and so are all his other fans.🤗

Originally posted by: waitforit1

Aw man, it’s been 6 days and I still have that gut-wrenching feeling every time I think about Sushant. I still cannot get over it, I still wish for it to be a nightmare that we’ll all wake up from. It’s so strange, this feeling. I can’t describe it. It physically hurts to think of the pain and suffering he must have felt, that caused him to take this step. I still break down into tears thinking of him, it’s just so so hard. :(

Your post makes sense of so many things for me now, and really makes me sad too. I was his fan from KDMHMD but by the time he had transitioned to BW, I had sort of disconnected from all things BW and could never truly support him, despite liking him. I was just focusing on my life rather than anything BW (after spending/wasting years on this forum prior to Sushant’s BW debut). I still silently visited this forum every now and then out of boredom. I don’t remember Sushant being discussed much but everytime that he was, it was unfortunately never anything pleasant, and that made me sad even back then :( I still wonderEs why though, had fame really changed that goofy, fun, down to earth sushant I knew from KDMHMD? Now I realise this smear campaign against him, for whatever reason. :( And it breaks my heart. He was essentially bullied by some extremely shallow, egoistic, insecure people of this industry. Bullying by exclusion, bullying through blinds, bullying through their entitled attitudes. And I know all too well what bullying does to you and feels like. :(

I have never been affected this much by a celebrity death but this feels like a very personal loss. 🥺 Is it because I knew him from his early days and saw his journey of ‘zero’ to hero, saw him become the star that he IS, rather than just hear about it like in the case of the all the other people I have been a fan of? Is that what connects me to him? Is it because of the guilt I feel for never being able to support him like I would have liked to until it was too late? Is it because I had also somewhere started to believe those blinds? Is it because of how relatable he sounds as a fellow geek and introvert (and I unfortunately only discovered this side of him after he passed away)? Whatever the reason may be, his loss has deeply saddened me, and it really upsets me to think that he probably left the world thinking he was not good enough, that he was made to feel so, when in fact he was a gem in this otherwise mediocre industry filled with self-centred dimwits who can’t look beyond themselves.

I’m sorry for all his suffering, I truly am. Even though I didn’t know him, I wish I could take it all way. I wish it didn’t end this way, but it did and nothing I do or say now will change it. :( I wish I could tell him how very proud I am of everything that he had achieved in his limited time here. ❤️

Sorry for the long rant, I thought maybe writing some of my thoughts out would make getting over this slightly easier. :(

Thanks for sharing your thoughts. ❤️