Rest in peace Shaina my bestie!!!!

August 2007-April 2020

It has beenalmost thirteen years when we become friends.

We feltinstant connection and many common interests between us after all we both wereLeft Right Left Fans.

Apart fromLRL we have the most common interest and love for SRK aka Shah Rukh Khan.

Spending somuch time on internet and sharing many common interests together our bond hadbecome stronger with each passing day. From sharing our family issues andpersonal choices soon we become best of friends.

Many timeswe fought over silly issues like why she always wanted to force her choices onme? But at the end she always won with her sensible logics and love for me. Shewas the one who knew almost each and everything about me and my life althoughsometimes I feel I almost don’t know much as she didn’t share about herself tome but maybe I was the one from whom she almost shared her unsaid feelings.

Her judgmentsfor her life always surprised me that how can someone be so strong and rigid.She was almost and always right about people and situations maybe that’s thistime she was also right when she felt she shouldn’t survive and maybe she willnever come back.

It will makea deep impact and create a vaccum in not only my heart but also in my life but…

Jaane waaleko vapas laaya bhi nahi jaa sakta..

Tumko mera waasta
Jaate hain kya yun bhala
Ki laute nahi
Kyun laute nahi

Kyun laute nahi.!!

Rest inpeace Shaina…zindagi se rihayi Mubarak ho..

She is not with us anymore..

I can't speak anymore.She was my closes friend.Every day we used to talk.But since last few days she was offline.So I decided to message her.But today I saw this on face book.I can't believe this.I lost my dearest friend

I can't believe it. I got to know from another IF friend. I never thought this will happen. When it happened?

I don’t believe what i am reading here. How did this happen??

Yesterday morning I messaged her because it was quite from her side for too long. She was the one who kept me to the land of living. I was waiting for reply, waiting, waiting, and now, I know that waiting is never going to end!

I was afraid yesterday to login here and find something like this!

She was my pen friend, mentor, and many things!

Writing about her in past tense is unbelievable.

Rest in peace my friend, the world was not fair to you.

I love you!

Sad and shocking news

Terrible news i can't believe wat i heard.

I dnt know wat to say. Will love her always my dearest friend

I can't believe she is no more😭. There are many things I would chat with her which I did not do with anyone. Any news I read regarding TV or movies or anything I would share mostly with her. Now when when I read news today on Tellybuzz, Iwmbuzz and Tellychakkar I remembered how I would share it with her. Now I can't do it any longer. I would share episodes of Alif Laila remake version from You Tube after each episode ended as ahe wanted me to do because she did not watched it on TV. But now I can't do that😭. We never met each other as we live far away from each other in different states but still I feel emptiness of her presence. I wonder how people who lose there closed ones with who they lived together or meet them time to time time feels.

why i opened this forum today 😭😭i dont believe..i always talked to her but not last time...she was facing health issues but this will happen never imagined...

i cant explain wht i m feeling...

i always wished that god take away her problem..but he took her😭

i hope now she will be in peace...

she told me that she is too weak to get up from the bed for to high fever n cough.but I never knew that she was paralyzed until some told me.what was her disease which led to paralysis?