Ishra ss-dhadkane koi sunn raha hoga,pt 19 on pg 121,teaser on 124,23/

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Interesting teaser di..

Hope ishu forgive him..

Plz plz update soon and thanks for pm di

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raksha

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PART 8

Raman held her on time and said-ishita,Ishita,tum thik ho??he asked but she didn't answered.he picked it in his arms and was taking her to his bike but then realised,he can't takr her anywhere on it,so he did a cab and took her to the nearest hospital.

On the way,his boss called him and asked about his whereabouts.raman lied not knowing what to answer only to get scolded by him again.he heard all the scoldings without saying a word and finally get ishita admitted.

Ishita's few test was done and then she got treated.doctor scold him for his carelessness and finally Raman took her home after settling the bill,spending the money he kept for his house rent.

After that,he took her home and make her comfortable.then he went back to her office in auto and bring back his bike.while coming back,he picked some groceries to cook food for them as Ishita was really weak.

At nine,he reached home and start making porridge for them.

After half an hour,Ishita got up holding her head and look around .

Ishita-yeh toh mera ghar hai,kaun laaya mujhe yahan??she was saying when Raman came in and said-main laaya,aur kaun laaya.meri baahon mein girogi toh koi aur kaise laayega.he said normally and she looked away saying-why u r here,Maine kaha naa aapko,chale jaiye meri zindagi se ,I don't want u near me.

Raman sat next to her and said-haan suna tha maine,aur uska asar bhi dekh liye.tumhe pata hai kitni weak ho gayi ho tum,hospital le jaana pada tumhe,do bottle glocose chadhaya gaya.doctor mujhe daant raha tha,ki kitna careless husband hoon,biwi ki fikar nahi karta.

Ishita-toh aapne usse bata diya naa,ki main kuch nahi lagti aapki.biwi nahi,aapki biwi ki parchaayee hoon bas,whom u were using for ur pleasure.she said with anger filled voice making him hurt.

He remained silent for sometime and she turned to him seeing him silent.

Ishita-kya hua,ab chup kyun hai??

Raman-toh kya karun,tum meri sunti hi nahi .apna hi assume karti rehti ho.

Ishita-main assume karti hoon,aap laaye the usse hum dono ke beech.she said almost crying.

Raman-arey baba,achcha gussa ho ,daant lo.but please don't cry.he said cupping her face while she rested her head on his chest crying saying,I hate u Raman.

He smiled and said-mujhe pata hai kitna hate karti hai tu mujhe,marr rahi hai mere bina,but akad itni hai ki bolegi nahi.he said caressing her hair softly while she was just lost in him, taking his warmth.

Raman-why u r being so cruel to urself,ishita.mujhse gussa ho toh mujh par gussa utaro ,aise khud ko kyun saza de rahi ho.pata hai doctor keh raha tha,tumhara stomach bilkul khaali tha,tumne teen din se kuch nahi khaya,why u r doing this to urself??

Ishita look at him and said-jaise aapko fark padhta hai.

Raman-nahi padta??

Ishita-nahi,agar padta toh aap mere saath hote hospital mein.main akeli thi hospital mein,koi nahi tha mera .sirf doctor aur nurse,I was fighting for my life alone.aur jab hospital se wapas aayi,tab bhi akeli thi.aap ek baar mujhse milne nahi aaye.apna time bhi change kar liya,taaki mujhse milna nahi pade aapko.aapne mujhe akela chod diya tha,raman.bilkul akela kar diya.she was saying and crying telling him the pain she went through without him.

Ishita-main bilkul akeli pad gayi thi,aapne mujhe sirf shagun ki parchaayee samajh kar pyaar kiya,toh bhi mujhe koi shikwa nahi aapse raman.mujhe woh bhi manjur hai,but please mujhe aise khud se dur mat kijiye .main jee nahi paaungi,yeh akelapan mujhe khaaye jaa raha hai,main ghut rahi hoon.please help me to get out of it,please.i beg of u ,Raman.mujhe akela mat chodiye .she said crying hugging him tight while he wasn't understanding how to console her.she was way too vulnerable and broken.

Ishita-please Raman,please don't leave me,main kya karun.main kisi ke liye important nahi hoon.koi mujhe nahi chahta apni life mein,she was saying when he said-aisa kuch nahi hai,tum bahut jyada soch rahi ho.aisa kuch bhi nahi hai.maine tumhe kabhi shagun soch kar pyaar nahi kiya,infact I never fantasize her.woh meri soch mein kahin nahi hai.

Ishita -jhooth.

Raman-phir wahin baat,tum meri har baat ko jhooth kyun samajhti hoon.jitna bura aur selfish samajhti ho ,utna hoon nahi.he said making her look at him.

Ishita-aap sach keh rahen hai??

Raman-haan,I really care for u ,warna aaj tumhe wahin nahi chod deta,tumhare liye itni takleef kyun uthata.

Ishita-may be because u want my signature on that papers.

Raman-maine tumhe uss din hi kaha tha,ki meri personal aur professional life alag hai .haan tum dono ka hissa ho,but I never mix both.

Ishita-agar aapko meri fikar thi toh aap kabhi aaye kyun nahi mujhse milne,naa hospital aur naa ghar.apna office time bhi badal liya ,just to avoid me.

Raman-uff baba,kitna galat sochti ho tum mere baare mein,aisa nahi hai ki main aaya nahi tha tumse milne.main tha tumhare saath hi pura din ,jab tumne woh puri bottle consume kar li thi.thats remind me,woh kya stupidity thi ,how dare u do something so stupid.

Ishita-that I will answer later,pehle aap meri baat ka jawaab dijiye.maine pehle pucha.

Raman-haan,toh main kya keh raha tha,I was with u all time,tumhare saare employees baahar cigarette phoonk rahen the,only I was with u.thats remind me,that man in brown shirt,uski buri nazar hai tum par,bach kar rehna usse.

Ishita-i doht know about whom u r talking,but I know sabki buri nazar hai mujh par.

Raman-haan,sabse bach kar rehna.toh I was waiting for u,aur jab tum akeli hui,I went to u aur tumne kya kiya,mujh par itna chillayi tum.

Ishita-galat kiya,aapne mujhe kitna hurt kiya.aapke liye taiyaar hui main,khana banaya,aur aap der se aaye woh bhi pi kar.u manhandled me,aur phir u called me shagun.wasnt that enough to broke me apart.

Raman-i am sorry baby,I was really sorry.mujhe khud bahut bura lagaa tha,seeing those bites,Maine sorry note bhi likha tha,I know that's not enough but,he was saying when she said-sorry note??

Raman-haan,tumhe mila nahi??

Ishita-i was so broken after that night,mere paas kuch nahi tha siva aapke,aur jab lagaa aapki zindagi mein main hoon hi nahi,toh itni bechaini hui aur phir bechaini mein, pata hi nahi chala kab puri bottle khatam ho gayi and I lost control over myself.

Raman hugged her and said-i am sorry,tum unimportant nahi ho,infact bahut important ho.

Ishita-toh phir aap kabhi aaye kyun nahi,raman??main intezaar karti rahi aapka .

Raman-main aata tha roz,tum jab so jaati thi,tumhare paas baithta tha.tumhare saamne nahi jaata tha,kyunki tum bahut naraaz thi mujhse,and I was just waiting u to be normal.

Ishita-aap uss din bhi nahi aaye,jab main discharge hui.u can't imagine how alone I was feeling.

Raman-i wanted to come,but mere boss ne bahut jyada kaam de diya tha,infact I was doing overtime for taking leaves when u were admitted.main bahut subah chala jaata tha aur bahut raat ko wapas aata tha.i really wanted to be available for u ,but nahi kar paa raha tha.infact aaj bhi tumhara wait karne mein,bahut daant khaayi maine apne boss se.he said looking down while ishita was just looking at him.

He was about to say something when she hugged him tight .

Raman-ish,he was about to say when she said-just be silent for two minutes,sirf do minute.i just wanna feel u.

Raman just closed his eyes and pulled her to him while she too hide into him.both hugged each other tight for long and then she break the hug and said-i am really sorry,I keep u waiting.apni position ka faayda uthaya,was troubling u.socha nahi ki shayad aap kahin phase honge.really sorry raman.mujhe bahut bura lag raha hai.

Raman-its ok,bahut baat ho gayi.chalo khana kha lo,thanda ho raha hai.

Ishita look at the food and said-khichdi,I am not going to eat.

Raman-kha lo,mujhe yahin banane aata hai.

Ishita-main banati hoon kuch,saying so she was going when he said-kal banana,for now.eat this and rest,u r not fine.aise koi karta hai,itni careless kaise ho sakti ho tum.tumhe apna khayal rakhna chahiye.

Ishita-main kyun rakhun,aap rakhiye.she said smilingeating a spoonful of khichdi .

Raman just smiled and feed her along with eating.

Ishita-ek aur sawaal puchun,just one??

Raman-bolo.

Ishita-aapne uss din promise kiya tha aap jaldi aayenge,woh bhi bina piye .

Raman-i am really sorry about that night.main aa raha tha,but Ashok aur shagun ki engagement ki news ,main bahut disturbed ho gaya tha.uss aurat ne meri puri zindagi barbaad kar di aur usse koi fark nahi pada.infact she was enjoying ,I couldn't control myself.uss din joh hate u shagun tha naa,it wasn't for that time,it was my frustration that I couldn't ruin her,like she ruined me.main nafrat karta hoon usse aur usse barbaad karna chahta hoon.

Ishita-u loved her alot naa??

Raman-no,I hate her alot.usne mujhe mere bank balance ki wajah se choda.she made me feel so small.apni khud ki nazaron mein gira diya mujhe,aur shayad uss din hi uth paaunga,jis din usse bhi utna hi neeche dunga.

Ishita-aur agar main isme aapki help karun toh??

Raman look at her and said-mujhe tumhari help nahi chahiye,but support kar sakti ho.just encourage me saying I can do this,aur koi help nahi chahiye.main usse apne dum par haraana chahta hoon.

Ishita-aap jarur haraoge,and I will stand with u ,seeing u smiling on her downfall .

Raman-thank u ishita,just be with me.

Ishita held his hand and said-i am with u,always.she said and both smiled .

That's all for now,enjoy.