Ep 45: Agar main nahi gaya to main kahtm ho jaunga

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Haayeee! Aaj lagta hai waqt lag jayega MayRa land se nikalne me. Kya episode tha. Left you wanting more. But the precap is what was more intriguing and the defining moment of the show. Kyunki raaste ke patthad ne nadi ka rasta mod diya hai. Some of it we have already anticipated by the SBS segment, and some of it we will get to see on Monday. Hey bhaggu, ye Monday kab aayega. Anyway coming to the episode analysis, here it goes.

Ananya's desperation - Honestly, I don't know whom to blame more - Rudra or Ananya. Rudra was stupid and impulsive, I get it. But Ananya was blind like blind is a very lenient term. And now she was literally begging. I mean why? Is love for Rudra more important than love for yourself? You talk big words about self-respect and what were you doing here? Begging in front of Rudra. I mean why give someone that amount of power on you that you have to beg for love. No dear no. Never ever beg for love or attention in your life, unless given by free will. And what happened to your friendship, huh? Where did the understanding between both you and your "best friend" go? You say you know Rudra better than anyone, then why did you not understand his fears, his loneliness, his love? Why? Frankly, Ananya ke liye bilkul bura feel nahi kar pati, kyunki Ananya ne ye sab kuch dekhte huye bhi, she has brushed it under the carpet. She relied on Rudra's word, but the heart is always unreliable Ananya, you of all people should have known it. As we can see, Ananya's heart took over her mind, and Rudra's mind took over his heart. Ananya became blind, and Rudra became dumb. And now only one person is suffering here is Ananya.

Rudra's desperate search - So Rudra's crazypanti has taken over him very quickly. His desperate search, him looking for her, raising his hand almost on the vendor for calling Maya crazy, uff. Rudra cannot hear one word against his Maya, that too from a stranger. To Roy khandaan to bahut dur ka baat hai. And he did manage to seek out Maya, to Maya's utter surprise. She was having a lot of fun making Rudra run around in circles. But as usual, she underestimates our talented Rudy boy. He knows Maya and her love for black, he knows her choice of the location she would come. Baby, tumko jahannum se bhi dhund ke nikal layega apna ladka. And the way he held her in his embrace and touched her, was the purest form of touch, even though intimate. Because usme pyaar tha, lagaav tha, which is why Maya does not feel uncomfortable or polluted by his touch. She does not wince at it anymore. But I guess there is much more talent to witness of our talented launda. Why do we have to wait for Monday man? I was simply beaming tonight thanks to him. 😃

Maya's maya - Sab dhara ka dhara hi reh jayega behen. She had it all planned in her head - lure Rudra, kill Rudra and vanish Maya. She made Rajiv remove all traces of her existence from her apartment as well. But hum jo plans banate hai wo kaha tak pure ho pate hai. Plans bhagwan banate hai hamare liye, and we have no choice but to abide by those plans. Maya plans to kill Rudra. But that is what her head wants - not just for revenge, but also for the unconscious betrayal she felt because of Rudra. But, the heart as I said is unreliable. Jab bhi Rudra uske paas aata hai, sanki Maya kahi dissolve ho jati hai, and the real Maya comes to the fore. And when she is at that brink, har baar Mrityunjay beech me aakar sab kabada kar deta hai, and she goes back to sanki Maya. Anyway, coming to her plans, sab Ganga me swaaha hone wale hai. Going by the precap, log Ganga me sirf paap nahi, apne andar ka mail dhone bhi aate hai - mann aur aatma ka mail. Mann aur aatma ka mail dhul gaya, because she was going to kill him, but something happened that stopped her. And that was why she was crying and asking for help from Ganga maiyya. So the truth is the marriage and vows she took with Rudra were true, him confessing love was true and so was Maya's feelings when she was marrying Rudra. Mind you, revenge is still there. Hate for the Roys is still there. The only thing that changed is her love for Rudra. She looks like she wholeheartedly accepted Rudra, his love for her, and her love for him. Now, Maya has chosen a very tough route for herself. To strike a balance between love for Rudra and revenge for Mrityunjay. How she will manage without blurring the lines, is what will be fun to watch. This is me going by the precap. After Monday's episode, it is bound to change, so we will have more insight into what changed this game of revenge.

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Mrityunjay and Aamir searching for Maya is like so stupid, I can't even begin to say. Pehle karna chahiye tha na daddu. Kaise villain hai aap? Na aap koi kaam ke, na aapka lukkha bhai Aamir kisi kaam ka. Sab safa chat karke chali gayi Maya. What is symbolic was, burning of the photo of Maya with her lover, why? Because that symbol was of love for Maya which transitioned into pain. But now she does not need that symbol anymore. Because the real love of her life Rudra has stepped into her life to wash away the bitter signs of cruel love.

Rajiv, I love you, dude.❤️ Your courage, your friendship and your brotherhood are much appreciable. At least you are much better than Aamir. Wo aadmi kisi kaam ka nahi. Tu hamesha kaam aata hai, and thankfully Maya appreciated that.

Well, that's all from me tonight. Time to hear you guys.

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Posted: 6 years ago
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your words are so relatable

the mistake is from both sides. but when balanced ananya side weighs more because she failed as the best friend, though Rudra has his fair share in this mistake.

today's Rudra made me remember Maya Mehrotra; passionate, intense, sanakified, and more he is obsessive. he is just following her like her shadow. maya didi ka future 🤣

and I am so sure that this season will be sanak Maya vs pyaar mein sanak Rudra vs kuch samaj mein nahi aaya par mein bhi sanak ke tarah hi behave Karne Wala MJ .

Maya thinks that she is smart but she is not and especially in hiding her feelings for rudra

and life mein mujhe rudra mile na mile bas rajeev jaise bhai/ dosth chahiye (how loyal he is) i dont want makers to mess up with him.

the symbolism which you have mentioned at the end also makes some sense.

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Posted: 6 years ago
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MJ and his useless tatoo Amir... what are they doing.

Now in this fissadi gabbar gang Anaya will play the role of Kalia....

Monkeys at play...

MJ uncle kuch karo warna sirf pota poti khilaoge....

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Posted: 6 years ago
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Rudra obsession has finally been unlocked.. wether she is good or not fake or not revenge or not for now.. his presence will rip her off her hate around him and his love will have the strength to show her that life is not about darkness and hate.. in what Maya said, her past Khwab and ummeed is gone.. and Rudra somehow always has this thing in him that he can save this Maya and unlock her real Maya.. that's his obsession actually.. even the time he read her book he was sure that it is her.. he now has grown that obsession into a beyhadh level to give her so much love that he will bring her out of her darkness..

He cant take a word against her.. she is her haq now.. the way he held her and brought her close to him.. the way he put he cupped her face and almost kissed her was a height of his obsession and passion which will only increase now.. what we witnessed today was just a start.. wait till its Maya vs MJ with Rudra shielding her.. I dont know wether she will be able to handle this guy now also 😆.. and the way he holds her and touches her almost melts Maya completely.. his touch is true passionate love for her and nothing else..


Maya swings between love and revenge.. she is still faking with herself around him.. at some point she almost melts and then dang back to revenge mode.. but its not going to work.. rudra will drag her till marriage and she wont be able to do anything and that's how it will always be around him.. she can play as much as she wants but finally Rudra will have the last say...


The bead searching was really beautiful..❤️.. those white beads faking to be black just like Maya.. rudra picking them up to reach her.. he will unlock her one day picking up all scattered self which are in a pretence of darkness with white within..


Monday jaldi aao 😭

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Posted: 6 years ago
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what an episode libbysmiley42smiley42 I melted. the way Rudra loves maya, she has to return that level of insanity and respect as his wife.


We finally saw a the sanak that we were talking about. When he was searching for maya like a madman, collected the black beads and how he understands maya's very core. I loved how the enitre sequence, writers did good and the picturization was great.

He just has so much confidence now, the way he held her with so much Haq. I would faint if someone loved me like that.


Even maya was surprised. Rudra will be rock that will change her direction every time. Maya overestimates herself, but the truth is, there is no one above god. she will have to surrender to his wishes in the end, someone as pure as Rudra won't die in a holy river. shame on her to even think something like that


Jenshiv's chemisty-hayye they are something else. I have no words to describe how amazing they are together. This show and Mayra would be nothing without them

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Posted: 6 years ago
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Episode was so symbolic and filled with great MayRa moments. Great post

Be it the beads.. As MM mentioned, Rudra collecting Mayas evil karma in his light and Maya ridding herself of them.

Or the Ram-Sita like trail, where Mayas conscience was leading Rudra to find her & save her from evil..

Or the Shiv-Parvati like union of Shiv committing to the worldly life and uniting with Parvati.

Or from the precap, Mayas attempt to drown Rudra in the Ganges and him returning to safety coz Ganga won't drown the one whom she flows from nor the one who is her sisters soulmate.

And similarly, Maya saying she wants to relieve Rudra from all worldly bonds and this Ganga dubki trip will help cleanse him from any bad influence of MJ.

Also, u rightly pointed to the pic burning which symbolizes burning of the past to pave the way for the future. As far as love is concerned, Rudra has taken center stage in Mayas life.


The MayRa scenes today were raw and passionate. The way Rudra touched Maya was both intimate and honest. She courses in his blood and his heart's every beat. As for Maya, the whole Kill Rudra campaign is nothing but a whole lot of talk & zero action. She doesn't even have control on her senses when he is around. Oh the amount of power Rudra holds on her. I hope MayRa never break or this battle would be far fatal than any of their pasts. Iss baar beyhadh nafrat ki takkar beyhadh mohabbat se jo hai!!


I am very excited for the Gandharv Vivaah that's taking place between MayRa. Another call back to MB - Dushyant & Shakuntala. Foresight for a child too.


Talking of Anu & Rudy, I am glad Rudy didn't just disappear but apologized for his mistake. Anu was obviously leaving but MJ played a real smart one for her to stay for Rudra safety. Smart thinking by Maya & Rajeev in cleaning up all traces of Maya Jai Singh!! Excited for Monday

Edited by Armu4eva - 6 years ago
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What if amidst all this love and hate game, Maya gets pregnant? She will have the one happiness she had craved for and that was cruelly snatched away from her by MJ.. she will have complete devotion of the man who loves her like she has never been loved before.. In other words, life is making up for all her loss.. Then how will she be able to kill the father of the child? How will she be able to then pursue this revenge knowing that it could endanger her own life which is now associated with another one that she needs to take care of? You can plan and plan for all you want but life will always throw surprises at you in ways you would have never expected.. Marriage is a package that comes with a lot of duties and responsibilities.. It can not be just a ticket to get into someone's house to execute your crazy ass plans..

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Originally posted by: MistyDawn

What if amidst all this love and hate game, Maya gets pregnant? She will have the one happiness she had craved for and that was cruelly snatched away from her by MJ.. she will have complete devotion of the man who loves her like she has never been loved before.. In other words, life is making up for all her loss.. Then how will she be able to kill the father of the child? How will she be able to then pursue this revenge knowing that it could endanger her own life which is now associated with another one that she needs to take care of? You can plan and plan for all you want but life will always throw surprises at you in ways you would have never expected.. Marriage is a package that comes with a lot of duties and responsibilities.. It can not be just a ticket to get into someone's house to execute your crazy ass plans..


That is what I was thinking. Rudra will return everything that MJ took from her piece by piece. The irony will be that while the father destroyed her, his son put her back together. A pregnancy is a high possibility because that will throw the ultimate wrench in her plans. if we do get to that point, May won't be able to kill rudra anyways because she will be madly in love with him by then.

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That is what I was thinking. Rudra will return everything that MJ took from her piece by piece. The irony will be that while the father destroyed her, his son put her back together. A pregnancy is a high policy because that will throw the ultimate wrench in her plans. if we do get to that point, May won't be able to kill rudra anyways because she will be madly in love with him by then.

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Shadi kar li hai..Rudra has every right to get close to her and Maya also gets high on her hormones when she is near him especially when he is so passionate and physically expressive. And having watched Indian TV shows for year now, I guess we all know the pattern.. Maya will get pregnant sooner or later..

Yes but if MJ really turns out to be Maya's ex lover that would complicate matters.. I think the remaining two targets of Maya hold the key.. When they come into the story only then we would know Maya's past..

One thing is for sure, its not going to be smooth ride for at all from here on.. Now Rudra will be 24*7 infront of her, n so will be MJ and others.. the conflict is going to drive her nuts.. Rajiv cannot be at her disposal all the time now so that's a setback too..

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Posted: 6 years ago
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Originally posted by: Shriyareddy

your words are so relatable

the mistake is from both sides. but when balanced ananya side weighs more because she failed as the best friend, though Rudra has his fair share in this mistake.

today's Rudra made me remember Maya Mehrotra; passionate, intense, sanakified, and more he is obsessive. he is just following her like her shadow. maya didi ka future 🤣

and I am so sure that this season will be sanak Maya vs pyaar mein sanak Rudra vs kuch samaj mein nahi aaya par mein bhi sanak ke tarah hi behave Karne Wala MJ .

Maya thinks that she is smart but she is not and especially in hiding her feelings for rudra

and life mein mujhe rudra mile na mile bas rajeev jaise bhai/ dosth chahiye (how loyal he is) i dont want makers to mess up with him.

the symbolism which you have mentioned at the end also makes some sense.

Thanks, @Shriyareddy.

Yes, it is a two-sided mistake, Rudra's mistake is his fear and Ananya's mistake is a delusion, and now the only one in pain is Ananya.

Yes, I have mentioned that Rudra has an undercurrent of Maya Mehrotra in him minus the mental illness. He is an intense man, whose sanak is more emotional, and it stems from love, and not hate or pain. He is going to be a major rora before Maya. Because whenever Maya will try to lose herself in her dark ways, he will block her out. I don't know how Maya will manage henceforth. Her sense of mystery was her strength till now, but she now has to make her sense of presence her strength.

Mrityunjay's problem is he does not know who Maya Jaisingh is. And that is strange because he remembers her as Manas ki behen. Ab kya 10 saal pehle usko Manas ki behen bulata tha kya. How stupid? But once he knows, he will know how to deal with her. Mrityunjay ke auraton se deal karne ke chand ghise pite tareeke hi hai. Aur sab uske lapete me aa bhi jate hai. But Maya has moved on 10 years ahead and she knows how to tackle his moves - she knows she can never underestimate Mrityunjay. Let's see how it goes henceforth.

Rajiv is pure love, and honestly, as a trustworthy right-hand he is more effective than Aamir has ever been till now. I want to know what his backstory is.

The burning away of that portrait is burning away of that love which turned Maya into sanki Maya. Her marriage with Rudra kickstarts her transition back to the real Maya and her journey will finally give her salvation - with death or punishment or whatever else CVs have in mind.

Edited by libran90 - 6 years ago

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