You Are An Unbearable Burden For Love !
‘Rishi …I overlooked your trust and love in an attempt to make myself happy-- a revenge free person, only to realize that my happiness is momentary, but here you lost your life. How do I say the words,‘I’m sorry’ when I know that words are not enough? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know I can’t forgive myself? With a bruised heart and a guilty conscience, with a sad soul and a head hung low, I apologize to you unconditionally my eternal lover. Now your love is eternal, with love you’ve gone, with revenge I was left here to repent throughout my life. Do I have to curse myself for my sin? I am sorry, please forgive me Rishi… forgive me’ Maya was sitting in a corner of her child’s room like a blundered kid repeatedly pleading for forgiveness.
She couldn't breathe, it felt as if someone was choking her. Her heart was freezing and all she wanted to do was curl up into a ball like a fetus and wait for someone to save her. But no one was there. A choked cry for help forced itself up her throat, and she felt a drop of tear run down her cheek. It seemed as if this was the end of the road for her beliefs.
It is a natural reaction, wants to hurt the person who hurts you. A human tendency. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin.
But this revenge, an unforgivable kneejerk reaction can really backfire on you Maya. Its already started working on your mind and made you an insane person now. It backfiredMadam, realize that! Running far away from the crime spot crying, shivering with guilt, sitting in a corner like hiding from the questioning glares of the world – that is your own world, i.e, your conscience, this whole process shows that you lost your peace, Maya, you lost it forever!
You are not cruel, the circumstances made you a sinner, but at the same time, Rishi did nothing wrong to you, loved you, trusted you, pleaded you, perished for you! See once towards that lovely boy …. Look at him once! Lost his life, laid there by death in that pool of blood. Recollect that innocent smile which he gifted you before hurting himself, you bit your lip and assured him with a nod to murder himself, coolly passed on that knife, that innocent lover pleaded you to save him.... what you did, go on with your despicable crime! Suddenly all you saw is his still body, literally. Everything else falls away. You were stopped midway from your motherhood by a sinner... for that, you murdered a young lover who trusted you most???
Curmudgeon MJ locked him up with authority only to realize that his act provoked Rishi to escape from his clutched to meet his death!
Anxious Rudra ran in search of his toy brother, reached him to lift his lifeless body to bring back home! A shock and grief there, the house was inundated with sorrow.
The repentant killer on one side and the seasoned criminal who is there to repeat the same crime to punish his son's killer on the other side.
Maya, you'll be filled with remorse and shame, guilt is something that eats you up inside, that is dangerous, that hurts you and others in future, you'll be loveless for your life because you'd be a burden to love now!
People told me that love can heal a person!
But no one told that love can destroy a person, too! Rishi the lover boy perished of love!! R I P Rishi.
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