Originally posted by: Nailah_EjFian
@esha also
Of course, I dont mind sharing that.. I waited between 7/8 months to change the ID because you are only allowed to change Id once every year..
Firstly, I started watching kzk as a solo fan as I have been a die hard EjFian since Kuch Rang time.. I even travelled from london to mumbai for 1 day just to meet her..
AP initial phase were brilliantly written and executed and thats what made me like AB, my love for Prerna Sharma was by default.. But during all these time, my like was for AB only and not the actor playing it.. So I knew it was like I have to put up with the actor because he is part of the jodi.. is that make sense? I am trying to keep decent so that we keep our AT safe..
Then slowly slowly it turns bitter and I got disconnected from the Male character between Feb to May. That way before RB’s entry..
1. I didnt like the fact he confessed his love, sleep with her while being engaged to someone else
2. Got engaged to someone else without the decency to even broke up with Pre
3. The public humiliations, all these bitter words still echoes in my ear.
The list goes on but the final one was when he sent Prerna to Jail. That was hard! The Epi aired on a friday and I remember spending the entire weekend depressed in bed without eating and drinking for which I spent 12hrs in A&E due to dehydration. Then I eventually seek help from a Reiki to cut chords with them.
Since then I got completely disconnected with AB and AP as a couple... so I welcomed RB as a solo supporter (EjFian) I tend to be extreme.. My love for Eri has always been to another level.. so is my dislikes to the other character and the actor playing it.Now coming to RB/KSG, I had a crush on him since DMG, I was young then but he slow grown on me as Rishabh Bajaj.
The majority of us wants RB back and many of us on SM and from big FC prefer him over the other one..
We believed he is the one who could have taught Prerna Sharma on self love, independent, self respect...
So this was a slow change of heart... It was an overnight switch.. I dont think I am a PreRish shipper.. but if I have to pick between AB and RB for Prerna Sharma, then it would def be RB for various reasons..
no doubt these two love each other more than anything, but love alone isnt enough for any relationship to sustain in the future.. I wanted to witness the 2nd chance love.. A love that is healthy, non toxic and mature...
Your last para said everything.. I agree the other couple loves each other immensely but is love everything.. yes they do say that love is an important ingredient in any relationship but more than love i feel respect , trusts and mutual understanding are important in any relationship, which I guess the other couple lacked.
Your love for EJF is really another thing.. travelling from London to Mumbai to just meet her...wowww
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