Hello Darlings🤗🤗
Hope all are Fine,Fun,Hale and Hearty🥳😆
I have this strange habit of scribbling something or the other when ever am free. (Which am very Rarely)
So here is a result of one of those Scribbling Sessions
Which I felt like Sharing it with you all...
P.S Am just a Scribbler Not A Writer
So I apologise for any mistakes found
Please note that THIS WAS WRITTEN roughly 2 weeks back when i first saw a Spoiler picture in which guddan was on hospital bed and AJ was hugging Dadi all teary eyed.....
Am famous for being a Jindal sahab in real life so my Writings will obviously be about him & his Feelings Only
HIS POV/ thoughts /Prayers when she is lying lifeless on the hospital bed
HIS BREAKING POINT
Never in my life was I so Scared,
On the verge of losing Her life less body I Stared,
All the Walls of my strength Broke,
I wanted her back by hook or by crook,
For how would I live my life without her,
It seemed as if All the Colours were Fading Again,
And my Life seemed Black and White Again,
I Remembered How I was before her Entry in my Life,
Never in my dreams had I thought her to be my Wife,
There was no thrill and no Excitement,
I was living in a state of Guilt and Self Confinement,
Within these grey walls lived a bored Soul All Alone,
An Unhappy,lifeless body on which a smile never shone,
And,
Then She Came and
Conquered that body & filled a Caring Soul in it,
Made me Smile,
Taught me that All my emotions are intact Beneath,
She was the Beauty who taught this Beast to be Lively,
Got me out of my Cocoon,made me spend life Merrily,
I Disliked her in the Start for being Childishly Innocent,
But Slowly my thoughts went in for a Changeover,
I Felt her many Layers when she had a Hangover,
We Steadily formed an Amazing Partnership,
That did turn into a Beautiful Friendship,
But I just realised that we were Fooling each other,
It was Much More than Friendship but to her it did not bother,
My Days turned brighter,
And Full of Laughter,
My Nights were Full of Happiness,
My Heart wanted to Absorb all the Gorgeousness,
Just when we were inching Closer,
Baaaam ...... A Venomous Evil got her even Closer,
And even before i could kiss her,
The Serpent of Death has Kissed her,
That's the moment my whole Universe Stopped,
The moment I Saw her Body Falling Lifeless,
I Could Feel my Life go Colourless,
I am ready to trade anything to bring her back,
Her return can only stop me from being a rock,
Every needle which pinched her,
Pierced my Soul,
HIS RANTING TO GOD
Oh God! Just Return her to me,
Because that's where she should Be,
At her Favourite place,Literally Close to my Heart,
Or I will become a Raging Storm,
Which Unleashes all its Wrath on everything,
And A huge Monster whose Fury none Can Control,
So just to maintain the Peace in the Universe,
Return her Back to me,
Back to where she Belongs,
Back to her place,
Back to My Universe Which Exists only by her & for her,
The Question that what is our Relationship,
Or Who are we to Each other is all a heap of dump,
All I know is that She is mine And,
She should be back to whose She Is,
P.S .....I need What's mine so it may be returned,
To me in the best Condition possible,
My Soul will be restless unless I find her,
Engulfed in my Arms all Hale & Smiling,
Just Return her back to me,
Because Every Second without her,
Is Like Being in Burnig Hell,
TO HIS DEAR GUDDAN
Just get up at once,
You can jump around-the-clock As much,
Or Break Things As many,
Or Fall as many Times,
I Promise I won't be fed up of Catching You,
Never ever of handling You,
But don't torture me by Lying lifeless,
How can you be at rest like this,
For you are born to be chirpy,
When they see me blabbering next to you,
They feel am insane,
Yes am Insane, Insanely Yours,
Coz Am the only Guide you ever had,
The only Friend you ever found,
So,I request you my Pal to Come back,
I need you more than any thing in the world,
We promised that no other entity will come between us,
How can you let this Separation come Amongst us,
Just push it back and come back Stronger,
Coz I need you my Friend,My Wife,
I can't Afford to feel the pain of loosing a loved one again,
So, Spare me the pain & Come back soon,
My tears are unwilling to stop Until,
Those Fragile fingers of yours wipe them from my Face,
Come back dear,
Just Come back once & No Force Can Separate us Ever
Come back Soon
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So Howzzat!
I did not anticipate a CONFESSION coming from the Lovely Khadoos this soon.....
But any ways Kudos to the CVs they are a bunch of Talented Greats
Take Care,🤗
Lots of Love,❤️
Era
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
